>be me, 8 years old>hear of trans people for the first time, relate to them heavily>mom what is that>"oh those people are insane creeps">oh ok>hate on them to make my mom happy for a few years>be me, 13, puberty starts>heaviest depression i ever had then, my first suicide attempt>try to ignore my feelings and not adress them because I dont want to be a faggot>get into heavy drinking for a few years by stealing my mom's booze, only way to cope>leave my mom at age 15, try to repress for a little bit but I couldnt anymore my depression was too much that I couldnt repress>age 16, get estrogen behind my dad's back>anyone I ever told about myself ditched me or tried to ruin my life>mfw being trans made me a monster all aloneI should have went to harder drugs than be trans baka
>>43996442so sorry… that sounds hellish
>>43996467being trans is worse than hell kekshould have killed myself already wish it worked
I am proud of you.
>>43997136why?
>>43996442ts sucks but drugs and suicide sucks ass harderhope you find joy, if u catch the bus your sisters will embrace you
>>43997208You made it before most of us, you should be proud too, do not get fixated on those issues, they are not your fault.