I really dislike my penis
>>43996756Be proud of your sissy clitty
>>43996756I can't say I dislike it but there is some dysphoria there. Usually I can just think of it like a bigger clit, which it essentially is from a biological standpoint, and everything is fine. The not owning a pussy part is saddening but thankfully I enjoy anal more than enough to not let it get to me too badly. Do I wish I was born a cis women? Sure. Would I still want a dick and a pussy? Also sure.
>>43996756FELT!! I WANT THIS THING OFF OF ME
>>43996756Is it cringe to get SRS as a boymoder?
>>43997193are you getting penis inspections? who's gonna care
>>43997193Yes. Unless getting srs would somehow help you stop boymoding
>>43997204No, but idk it just is a funny situation, not out to half my family but somehow may get SRS still. IDK, I think it would help me feel better and less depressed.
>>43997211What is wrong with boymoding forever? It’s nice and means if I pass I pass, if I don’t pass people think I’m just gay o algo rather than a hon. Maybe after FFS I can reach perfect passing rate and girlmode.
>>43997223because HRT boymoders tend to start going insane after more than like 4 years
>>43997223There's nothing wrong with it but you'd probably be happier if you didn't have to boymode
>>43997266is there a reason or does that just happen
>>43997277its the nature of repression. it is in essence “living a double life”. and then they start having to construct elaborate justifications for why they cant come out yet, which goes in a few different possible directions so you basically get forced to live in this weird house of lies that breeds dissociation, paranoia, etc.
>>43997339>can't pass>elaborate justifications
i wish i had a penis
>>43997193i am a post op boymoder..it's not that bad really>>43997204sometimes doctors look at it..
>>43997462lots of women who dont pass come out. many much worse than you probably do by now.and a lot of the skills involved in passing require actually living as a woman to develop. eventually u have to face the awlward transitional period of social transition. I know. Its terrifying. Scared the fuck out of me too
>>43997489...ok? why does that matter? if you get surgery to remove it doctors will be looking at it anyway
>>43997528it's just annoying having doctors treat me like i'm a girl when i'm not one
>>43997001Thanks for trying to cheer me up, but that sounds really agp.>>43997065I've gone from indifference to slight discomfort to full on I don't want it now. Never bottomed or topped so I can't comment much there.>>43997193If you can afford it and have dysphoria over it, you'd be an idiot not to get it.
>>43996756I genuinely can't tell whether I have bottom dysphoria or not. I'm so mentally checked out that I even struggle just imagining feelings anything for my body
>>43997193>Is it cringe to get SRS a-Yes
>>43996756You have AGP
>>43998349In what way. If dysphoria as a troon makes you agp then at that point isn't every tranny agp? And if all are, then what's even the point of the term
>>43997277Boymoding is repressionYou are transgenderIf you trans your sex but not your gender, you will relieve some of your dysphoria but not the gender dysphoriaYou probably want people to treat you like a girl and girlmoding is how you get this
>>43998807most troons are agp, but in the actual non-reddit meaning of the term (people who get aroused by the idea of being female)
>>43998858I'm not aroused, I just hate that I have a penis, don't like it when I notice it, and wish it wasn't there.
>>43997266this is real and truet. 4 years
>>43998858>non-reddit meaning of the termits 4channers, not redditors, who cant shut up about their retarded interpretations of the already retarded typology. over in reddit they didnt even know what agp was until it spread there from here
>>43996756I love my fat incel penis and i font want to get on e bc it will.shrink it
>>43996756should i do an autopenectomy?
