Goose I like you but you ruined my 14 years of repressing. Now I’m 30 and if I attempted to transition I would be a disgusting freak of nature. Now I’m just absurdly depressed.
retarded man blames problems on woman, more at 8
can I get a QRD on why everyone thinks this show is gigarepfuel I'm not spending 5 hours watching a cartoon made for autistic teenagers
>>43997141take your FUCKING HRT, retardhttps://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5t. started at 30
>>43997141>trans girl writes a story about a trans girl >it gets wayyyyy too popular for her comfort >"this is that damn trans girls fault!"C’mon dude
>>43997160>>43997189I’m sorry anons I’m just bitter and going through a lot…>>43997181Did it actually go okay? I am disgusting and manly, I think transitioning would make me even uglier. I’m pretty bald already. I’ll read your article in a bit
>>43997285>Did it actually go okay?well, yeah, I mean it's not perfect and I really think passing was just never in the cards for me... but it is what it is, I still live as a guy and my quality of life is immeasurably better and I don't hate my own body anymore to the point that I've been able to try and get on with my life
>>43997285>I think transitioning would make me even uglier. I’m pretty bald already.bitch you're already at rock bottom you can at least be ugly and somewhat happy instead better a smiling gigahon than an empty moid
How did you make it 14 years and this of all things broke you?
>>43997296Well that's good then, I'm happy you're happier anon. I'm terrified of getting boobs and not being able to hide it.>>43997297I'd rather not even be perceived than be a gigahon. I hate having attention on me at all in any circumstance and being a hon would draw even more normoid attention.>>43997381Well, the "thing" that got me happened about 2 1/2 years ago. I had a very traumatic end to a relationship that happened because I essentially wasn't feminine enough anymore. I reflected on my life up to that point and agreed with the people who had suggested I might be trans before. Started talking to a therapist about it and trying to do something about it, but then he quit his job and the company repurposed to a psychiatric pharmaceutical thing and I just kind of gave up and started repressing again. Now I'm a bit older and the cartoon I like a lot reminded me of it again, and I'm back on my doomposting.I also tried to DIY transition at 19 but got intimidated and depressed and backed out; my life was very bad then.
>>43997556Oh shit that's heavier than I expected. Good luck anon, I'm sorry to hear that
>>43997623Thank you anon, I appreciate it. I'm really bitter about it for wasting so much of my life, but I'm a massive coward. My family taught me not to ever want anything or have feelings, and I was raised around religious zealots who constantly talked about murdering LGBTQ people to restore God's love to the country. I've really been through a lot and a cartoon bunny reopened all of my wounds. I think some of it has to do with Gooseworx having gone to conversion therapy so I really vibed with the show's energy.
>>43997659That's totally understandable. That bitterness is a very universal feeling. I use similar words about myself all the time.
>>43997141>transitioned at ~34>disabled>fractured/deformed spine; ruined joints; still have bowel disease>in endless pain every single daystill transition brought me to a much better happier life than my old life before being some androgynous nothing since i was delayed by poverty and then my major rapid health declineim happily married now and mostly living my best life; minus the being crippled and inpain all the time; but its worth surviving as long as i possibly can to be adored by my heavenly wife everyday and live my singular purpose of love to the fullest extent of possibilityyou should stop reppingi never once repped; i was just trapped under my abusive unsupportive evil mother and not strong or healthy enough to get out; finally she had a stroke shortly after i had recovered enjough from my spine fractures to start hrt in 2020; i would have been homeless i cant fully care for or support myself; but i was saved by a pair of online game relationships- one and then the other; who saw that i was different from anyome elee and i deserved a chance at my dreams of love even though it turned out neither of them couldve been right for me; they both played a part in me living long enough to reach my soulmate wife though; and im very grateful for thatstop repping amd start livingyou can always make it farther than you think
>>43997141Make insurance pay for it
