>>44007639
>qott
at this point just masturbating

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>>44007639

In this life, you must suffer so the next life is more pleasant.

>>44007726
that's not fair my next life isn't me

>>44007676
hindumaxing based

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>>44007726
I better be made into a straight cis woman in the next life then, or else I want a refund.

i really regret transitioning. i dont live in reality. i dont know who i am or even percieve myself correctly because its painful to see myself for real. so i have this psychotic delusion of how i look but its not true and because of that i cant risk relationships or anything because i dont want to have my delusion threatened. probably a narcissist, i wish i was normal.

>>44008598
this isn't the thread for begging people to tell you how pretty you are, leave

>>44007639
For years i just drowned in regular life stuff. Dropped out of highschool because absent parents, halfheartedly attempted transition a couple times. Stopped when i fell into blue collar shit. Teeth rotted from homelessness, so grew facial hair to cover it. Will never be able to afford dental. Worked up out of it and married a terf that has ruined my life, fat angry and doesnt do shit all day. All in all, kept myself busy.
Then i watched that stupid fucking digital circus and i'm pretty much ready to throw away all that awesome stuff i have now to be one fuck ugly woman

>>44007639
thanks for making a real one OP

i hate women. they get to be foids and waste it being trashy and annoying. if i was a foid i would be fucking awesome. but then i'd have no excuse not to date men, and i hate men even more.

this life will pass quickly at least, its crazy that im almost 30, ive been alive for 30 years. it feels like barely any time. and in the same amount of time ill be 60 and then dead. so its not that bad really

>>44008877
>for a price
is this an MLM or a sex cult

somebody should fund my transition and then i’ll let you skinwalk me

>>44008957
Neither sweetheart~ I'm just a dom who wants to help people who need it the most and make a little money off it.

>>44008985
ohhh it's a findom thing no thanks

>>44008988
That's fine If you know anyone who would be interested please tell them I do more than just help you get on hrt and I'm also happy to talk you through things for an hour upfront for free

>>44009017
>monetized /repgen/

would you date a tranny? or would that be too painful

>>44009190
will she support and love me

>>44009190
maybe it'd convince me to transition.

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I think I'm jus gonna take hrt and grow my hair out and then shoot myself when I hit 30.(i wont do this I will continue to do nothing)

raggedy black be de way she dress
lil grene shoos n her hares a mess
on hallowene nite at de costume ball
shes hey goblin gurl n she can goble it all

Just because I'm currently a man does not give you permission to sexually objectify me

>>44009502
I'm raping you.

>>44009521
no!!!

>>44007726
the next life will just be the same exact one as this repeating for all eternity but i will suffer because im masochistic

>>44009527
I'm going to rape you for two or three seconds then get dysphoric and cry while acting like the victim.

>>44009556
do you want to cry together

>>44009584
this is a very unhealthy relationship.

>>44007639
qott: Alcoholism

I think Im coming to the realisation that I cant take repping anymore and I dont think I want to die. I had a breakdown and drank way too much and I thought i was going to die a month ago, I lay in bed crying hoping I didn’t die and all that happened was I woke up with a crazy hangover and I went to work. I dont know what to do and im on the verge of trooning out in hopes that it atleast fixes something even though I know it wont.

I dont want to die. I dont want to live. I just want to be a woman

>>44007726
this is unironically what I'm betting on

My idea life in terms of things that are actually physically possible, would be me transitioning with no negative social consequences and I pass perfectly to a level that I am comfortable with and I don't have trouble dating. But that is so unlikely it may be impossible

>>44009190
yes, I am open to dating anyone I fall in love with, but realistically I will think they are gross because that's simply how I've viewed every tranny I've ever seen

>>44008721
Are you awesome now? No? Then you wouldn't be awesome as a woman

>>44007639
qott, I don't think about it. That's the only thing that works, and I'm doing a bad job of that lately

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if you can rep, then you don't have it. you're bad faith actors farming victhimhood points like jp morgan hr rep that stole the knicks trashcan ran the dei programs.

>oh man life is so hard. i'm such an ugly brooding man. i could /never/ be a woman. give me attention. circle jerk with me. i'm one of the good ones because i didn't succumb to my unnatural urges. i'd transition but i don't want to be an ugly hon. etc...
that's how you retards sound. just stfu. you're not trannies so fuck off.

>back hair finally coming in
okay that's enough masculinizing for me i want off the ride

you know how i know you're women? because all you is bitch and moan. you never do anything about anything.

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>>44010104

>>44010224
if you can rep, you don't get it. you're the asshole. it's like you guys got so obsessed with trannies that it created two cultures. the trend of egg cracking culture where people transition, and the counter culture. that's you guys. the edgy. alternative crowd. you see transition as conformity to the trend and you're rugged individuals so obviously you could never submit.

get over yourselves. it's cringe af.

take your HRT, retards

>>44010248
it's too late for me

here's how trends work:
in early phases of development of the trend you have the cool kids that hop on the bandwagon and trailblaze the trend
in later stages you have kids that are late to the party. that's you guys. the reppers. they complain that the trend's not cool, that it's actually cringe. their whole identity is that they're not that thing.

so basically you have retards that identified as trans, because they don't get it; and then there's you retards that identify as trans(not) without doing anything about it to try to invalidate the identities of those that do transition because you can control you're urge so you must be a good one. you didn't go full crazy like that mentally ill trannies that try to transition their sex with medications and surgeries because you're so much more mentally stable and healthy than them.

>>44010281
Analysis so bad I'm trooning out

>>44007639
got on hrt in january 2025. got laser this spring. i already had long hair but now I know how to take care of it and I finally don't look like a hobo anymore.
found a bf two months ago. still unsure it will work out but it feels really good to be hugged and, yes damn it, fucked too.
genetics have been deeply unkind to me, which is i rep(ped). but fuck it, i'll be the cutest femfag i can be. i even got confused for a woman a few times this year. that felt nice.
maybe (who am i kidding? likely) iwnbaw but rotting is a bad idea. ?% progress is better than nothing.
>>44010199
you're not wrong. the most malebrained thing I did in the last two years is in fact me getting my ass off and starting doing stuff about my issue.
>>44010246
you're not wrong either.
trouble is there is no room for those like me who can't ever realistically pass (even surgerymaxxing won't help much, except for srs i guess). I'd be an optics nuke (and i dont want that). but doing nothing was also a bad option.

i'm old and my life is wasted

white girl wasted

wish i was white girl wasted
or just a white girl

WATCH ME NOW

imgwinedown

>>44010304
you can't see yourself as ever passing because you identify as a man.

>>44010373
I wish it were that simple. I really do.
I could pass with surgerymaxx and permanently relocating to Finland or Netherlands. But not in my country. Unless the median female height of Alphas and Betas drastically increases, then I could pass in 10 years or so.
I can fix the ribs (and I will) but there's not much I can do about the shoulders, height and my impossible face :(

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Should I transition I'm 30 but idk if I'm pretty enough to be a girl :(

>>44010426
this has to be b8
on the off-chance it isn't, dafuq are you waiting for? you can actually make it.

>>44010438
does that pass or do I look like a hon

>>44010445
it does pass to cis people if your voice checks out.
you don't need to pass to turboautistic 4channers. always keep that in mind!

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>>44010199

blacked out again award
looks like i literally just got back from the bar and immediately fell asleep without doing much stupid so that's nice

>>44010426
Are you on hrt or using a filter, your skin is really smooth? Anyway mogs me ask passgen.

>>44010426
there is something uncanny here, is it fiiltered to fuck or ai.
if its altering your appearance you have a very good base. your lips and philtrum are very good which is unusual. your nose is the main issue and if feels like an angle fraud so maybe your eyes look more mask head on but your brow and orbitals are really not bad either. jealous / 10 fuck you i hope you make it and come back and goad me into suicide

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Hold on are people actually trooning because of a cartoon rabbit, I thought it was all a meme.

Seeing more and more boymoders/manmoders in the wild these days

It sure would be easy to transition if i was a featurless slim cartoon rabbit

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>>44013035
he's a repper

>>44010426
feels as though there's a little bit of hugboxing in the form of people jealous that you look at least a little feminine. still, to me, you absolutely look like a man at the moment, albeit a vaguely feminine one with decent hair
face too long, chin somewhat pronounced, and shoulders too wide, those are the main markers i'm skeptical of

>>44010426
Consider bishimoding

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Everyone on this board hatter reppers a week ago and now they're fetishizing the idea because of a purple rabbit?

>>44013963
>>44010426
I get the feeling that girls are gagging fo yo dik on account of you having gorgeous hair and skin and complexion and eyes and etc
troon it up

>>44014606
I always liked reppers. They're more complex people than most. Jax is just the only fictional representation I know of, and he's cute.

what happened to the foid that wanted a repper to torment with hopes of femininity lol
i swear people just make posts to torture others not follow through

>>44014629
why would girls want a fag

I am actually full on a complete fucking moron for not transitioning when I had the chance

>>44015337
if I were a cis girl I'd be fucking faggy guys

>>44015337
have you seen most straight men?

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>just transition bro you will be a pretty girl!
>>44010426
never troon

>>44015745
you mean like a man lol

>>44016120
:(

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So i look gay in these or nah?

I don't think I actually have gender dysphoria. I just wish I was a woman sometimes, but don't think it's legitimate

i should hurt myself

Its my birthday today. I hate this day. A monument to all the time I wasted

>>44016978
this
>>44016069
Thanks bro

>>44017091
>all the time I wasted
I was just thinking about this. All the years I've spent daydreaming about how I could have done things differently, or what if I lived in a different better world. All the years spent imagining how I'd live without actually starting out of fear and cowardice. It's just all so strange is all, like this is it and all there will ever be.
Anyway happy birthday anon, even if I hate birthdays as well.

I'm having one of those "damn I think I'm actually trans" phases that come like once 1-2 years where I deep dive into this shit for 1 month before recovering my bearings.

This time it's pretty bad, I've just finished removing all my beard with tweezers and convinced myself I need to get laser hair removal.

Also, ChatGPT is making it way worse by giving me tons of girl versions of me that actually have a face that could be mine (the body is 100% a random girl's).

Welp, I'll hold strong once again, this too shall pass.

I have lost all hope

>>44017710
pink pills have hopium in them.

>>44007648
Thats how John fiddy went down

>>44017824
i'm ahead of schedule then

I just want to stop existing

I don't know how to live as a male.

I don't know how to live

>>44016069
Your body is really hot but the idea of myself looking like that horrifies me

>>44015387
yeah

>>44009190
Dating as a repper is unethical

>>44009190
Can't see myself ever dating in general, especially a woman (cis or trans).

>>44017935
I'm objectively successful at living as a masculine man, it just makes me really really hate my life

>>44018051
dating an actual trans person is like 100x more unethical too
>>44018074
same, it is kinda weird being objectively successful professionally etc and still partially wanting to blow it up bc gender

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i honestly dont want to be a woman i just want to be sexy and cute and not ugly

>>44016069
Haha look how masculine you made your body. You look like the definition of a man. Why would you do that lmfao dumbass

it's 9pm and I just realized that I forgot to eat anything all day again lol

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>>44016482
>man in woman's clothes
gee i wonder

>>44019371
"eye laws dug aim"
God dammit...

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I know it’s kinda corny but do you guys ever make art to lessen the constant agony a little ? It feels better when I vomit feelings into a canvas

>>44018420
that was a good excuse to go to the grocery store and buy more alcohol at least
eating fast and drinking booze on an empty stomach almost made me vomit though

>>44019781
Sure, I draw quite quite often about the desire to shed my current from and be reborn as the wish I could've been, but I can't post anything sorry

>>44019781
It's all I have

>>44015745
Same preferences as me but I feel guilty about it

>>44019781
I don't think it's corny at all, OC is always appreciated nona.

>>44019781
i don't draw for the same reason i won't troon, i demand perfection that my skills or circumstances won't allow

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No no no don't laugh I'm serious I want to be a woman no no no i'm not a pervert no you don't understand this is a very serious problem and i cry about it no no hey stop laughing

Can you seriously imagine explaining this shit to other people?

>>44021021
I did it and it took more effort than cutting off a finger. It was basically an interrogation, and it had me juggling ways I could quickly kill myself mid-conversation so I wouldn't have to say it. And then nothing came of it, at all.

>>44021021
yeah i really cringe imagining telling anyone about this, especially my family

>>44021021
Especially after all this time.
On the other hand it might explain... me.

mmm it feels so warm and nice
like washing over my whole body

Im fucking blasted niggaaaaaaaaaaa

The subtle otherwise almost imperceptible magnification of my binoclard humilliationwear is driving me to troonsanity. It makes my eyes look bigger, which makes my huge manly XY jaw look comparably smaller and weakens my resolve.
I need to abstain from mirrored surfaces or take my glasses off whenever I approach one.

>>44021021
It’s such an intangible feeling I barely even understand it myself.

And yet I want to cut all my skin off

>>44021375
I want to rip all my skin off too desu
nasty shit

I feel fucking amazing
alcohol is magic

>>44021021
imagine living with your aging, frail parents as you lumber around as Hon Goliath.

If you can't pass, you shouldn't be allowed to transition. In fact I believe they should send special agents to arrest you if you even try.

everyone else is being normal and making family and jobs meanwhile you're buy with wallowing about made up dYspHOria and cooming to agp crap

>>44022489
no reason to put in effort if I cant be happy.

>>44022489
why does my heart flutter and I feel something deep about wanting to be pretty when I'm wearing just a little bit of makeup, if it's just a fetish then? Why do I suddenly like how my smile looks when I'm wearing lipstick, while normally I just hate looking at the mirror? I don't even look girly, just like 1% more feminine, why does that make such a difference? Why do I get shook to my very core when looking at an AI female version of me? There's something deeper there, I don't get those feelings when simply masturbating.

>>44022489
>making family and jobs
already did that.
now i want my shot at being feminine.

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>>44022489
It's pathetic I know.

>>44022573
you will be nothing more than a laughing stock with no future

>>44022883
and that's why I'm in repgen. That doesn't change my feelings though. That doesn't change the fact I'm fighting against my own nature in order to preserve my current life and a possible future. If society were more accepting, if my dad didn't almost have a fullblown meltdown over something way simpler like my sister coming out as Lesbian.... then maybe I could make a different decision. If only... Maybe next life things are different.

>when you realize most great scientists/philosophers/artists were reppers(Any man of sufficient intellect realizes being a woman is superior)
>They sublimate their desire into preforming great work
>As a result society pushes forward
>Now all these great men are transitioning into uguu puppy girl transbians
>Society is coincidentally sliding backwards

You lived to see trannies destroy society.

>>44017036
No you shouldn't.

>>44022965
This world doesn't want male greatness anymore

>>44022965
and that's a good thing.
societies that don't make room for male greatness do not deserve the fruits of male greatness.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rI4NBcGF9c

>>44022965
>>44023076
This. Notice how being "autistic" (technically minded), "OCD" (organized), and having hobbies in general is associated with troonism these days

>>44022965
Most great men and women weren't reppers. Only the psychotic, eccentric, and strange are the most memorable. The vast majority of great people were persistent, highly intelligent optimists.
>>44023429
OCD isn't organized. It's when a person insists on crazy shit that looks organized.

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This will be me when I finally bite the bullet and start crossdressing

I successfully masturbated thus resetting my dysphoria for the next 24 hours. See you suckers later

>>44023607
terrible clothes

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Got a haircut (short of course) at a hair salon filled with women and it reinforced the need to repress. I will never be female or pass as one, the contrast between my moided up skull and frame would make the prospect of trooning a complete joke.

>>44024008
>for the next 24 hours
24? I only get like 2-5

>>44023607
cute clothes

>>44024398
I missed a period. I meant 2.4 hours

man these new gta6 screenshots are crazy
i remember dressing up my girl gta online character in 2014 and it triggering my agp.
Imagine being an agp in denial gen alpha kid doing nails and makeup for lucia in gta6 - mind instantly vaporized

Qott : I made choices in my life that are slowly pushing me towards monachism.
The more time passes, the more I want to become a monk. Ascetism, hesychasm, work, religious services and in general, prayer, are my ways of coping. I believe, the very best ways.
>What religion tho
Im orthodox