Sisters, why does getting called a "failed male" turns me on so much? >//<
>>44012160MEF or AGAMP
>>44012167MEF
>>44012160This >>44012167and because it's basedOr because it's psychologically affirming you by stating that it's not that you had to choose to transition, you were incapable of performing as a male and as such it was inevitable ig
>>44012160How long could you stay conscious with both my hands wrapped around your throat?
>>44012256Not very long Sir, if you squeezed probably not any more than 30 seconds.
>>44012256I would ejaculate instantly and then pass out from pleasure in 5 seconds
>>44012167Is MEF something you combine with the other Blanchard types? Can you have a MEF AGP, a MEF AGAMP, and an MEF HSTS?
>>44012289I think it’s nature as a fetish means it’s not inherently exclusive to a (unfounded) typology that describes one’s cause for transition
>>44012256this almost happened to me and it was literally the best thing ever, feeling myself getting weaker as my vision greys and my limbs to flailing and slowly go limp
I really want to slap and choke some boyfail until she leaks in her panties
>>44012160when a lover calls me a failed male, it makes me feel something so primally mournful in my soul that I just want to prove them wrong by sucking their dick or pleasuring them, like, oh I'm sorry that I'm not male, but like maybe I can make it up to you for my inferior failure by debasing myself further and using my mouth as a suction cup for your pleasure. fuck. i need a boyfriend.
>>44012741i’ve been described as very slapable and chokeable btw,
>>44012772Would you get wet from being held down to the bed by your neck and slapped until your cheeks are red?
>>44012789Where do I find someone who would do this to me ;.(
>>44012789yeah i’m rlly pathetic,,, in high school this bully pulled my hair and it made moan like a girl in front of everyone >.<
I just want a bf who would just call me all those depraved and lewd things like calling me a "failed male" "a failure of a man" "a disgrace to masculinity" as he violently thrust his dick into my bussy while my smol pecker just flops around
>>44012160"On the whole, however, it seemed to him that although honor had its advantages, so, too, did disgrace, and that indeed the advantages of the latter were almost boundless.” - in Magic Mountain by Thomas Mann. Being called a failed male means you don't have to struggle in the difficult sport of being an honorable man by the standards of the majority. It's no longer seen as your game and that gives you the liberty to pursue the otherwise guilty pleasures of being on the queerer side.
Some dudes on discord would make me bark for them on a voice chat, moan for them and even drawing things in my body and send them photos, all while calling me those things, it was amazing.Now I have a gf that tells me all of that and says that she is gonna rape me haha
>>44012160Serious question for this thread, do you think trannies that like MEF stuff are genuinely women? Are they trutrans? Male fetishists? I’m curious.
>>44012946You can just say your looking for validation anon. You're a girl, a real girl, even if you need to be reminded of it from time to time, and even if those reminders turn you on.
>>44012160i try to consider myself as a successful female not a failed male
i think some people should be killed
>>44012222>it's not that you had to choose to transition, you were incapable of performing as a male and as such it was inevitablefinally the sissy captions are being put to good use
>>44012863that can be arranged if you're in my area
>>44014740Yeah but MEF = based, new, totally transSissy = cringe, boomers, fake transMEF "you can't be a male because u failed and should be a woman"Sissy "You can't be a male because u failed and should be a sissy"
>>44014799>"you can't be a male because u failed and should be a woman"those are the good ones from the sissy caps indeed>basedwash the old stuffpretty based ngl
>>44012863There's a primal satisfaction in mounting a feminized failed male, somebody's son turned girly faggot, and aggressively penetrating them until they're forced to submit to female pleasure, spilling their defeated male ego and genes in to the ground while you paint their insides white with your dominant seed.
>>44012921is magic mountain peak? should i read this first or buddenbrooks
>>44015241I hate how effective this kind of talk is on me
>>44012289truetrans mefs (as stupid that may sound) are exclusively hsts
>>44015487the original truetrans is literally AGP. HSTS does not mean androphilic transsexual, despite its name.
>>44015403same...
>>44015525Falsenvke. Hussies are trutrans, female brained bottoms.
>>44015928>the typology is what i want it to begood to know its meaningless now at least.
>>44015953Blanchard was right about the categories, he just wrongly interpreted them because he believed the lies his AGP patients told and used them to come to his conclusions.
>>44015261This older man I knew read it and it took him months to finish, but he said it was worth it>>44015953The typology is widely discredited for a reason, so you can really change it around and thus your new version will have more validity by the lack of widespread disapproval
>>44012160cause it's hot
>>44012160This is a bad, malebrained fetish. Especially the ones where you get excited or god forbid, cum harder when you get called a slur or reminded of being a failed male.Why can't we just be happy being weak vulnerable girls taken advantage of by powerful men and women or something, not this sissy caption stuff...
>>44016080just feels wrong. people calling me hsts, when i know what its meant to mean and how creepy it is.
>>44012741It genuinely pisses me off how much this turns me on.I hate all of you about as much as I hate myself, and that's really saying something.
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>>44016949Shut up and suck my cock already before I beat your ass
>>44012279based
>>44012845fake + gay
>>44012946Most honestly I am amab female. I trooned for the fetish (all the way to srs) and learned to enjoy being a woman later on.In practice it's indistinguishable atp. It's not like I'm wearing a label that says "i trooned because i'm mef".I pass as a very average physically unremarkable woman and I'm married to a man. The fact that I can't go back to try being a man is exciting to me and keeps me going.I strongly suspect there are far more trannies like me but the "genuinely women"/"trutrans" discourse has completely poisoned the well and so they just keep quiet. As I do too. I don't interact with trans spaces at all outside of this board.
>>44016949step 1 to a good life: drop the self-shame.it's okay. you're a failed male. it happens. not fully your fault and it doesn't matter in the end anyway. what matters is to build a life that you enjoy living.it's also nothing wrong to admit to yourself that submitting to a real man is hot. because it is hot and it's not like you can control it anyway.break the repression cycle nona.
>>44018925>all the way to srsHot as fuck
>>44018965nta but you're making me want to do something silly too
>>44012160you have a sissy fetish created by misogynistic views that turned into sexual predator behaviors you now vicariously take out upon yourself. probably also exasperated due to being a low worth incel that drifts out of their lane and that doesn't know how to read women who enjoy being treated as fuckmeat. you're not a failed male. you're just another dime a dozen male beating their chest
I'm a bi troon who's happily partnered with a woman. But sometimes I get myself off exclusively to the thought of getting manhandled. There's a thrill in knowing you're getting dominated by someone who's far stronger than you. Knowing the only reason you're not dead is because he didn't murder you.
>>44019059pretty common with MEF taken seriously, desu.anal prep was a chore and there's only one real man in the house and that's not me. srs solved both of the issues.>>44019084like what?
>>44019173Ever thought about getting manhandled in front of your girl while she encourages it
>>44019171Being a woman isn't humiliating at all, failing as a man isnot misogynistic, not an inceltry again sweaty
>>44019174>like what?Like transition out of MEF, or at least look in that direction. It sounds so hot.>here's only one real man in the house and that's not meLike jesus fuck the idea of just giving in like this.
>>44019201You should be plugged and forced to wear heels 24/7
>>44019218Interesting enough this line doesn't do it for me. I have no idea what the implication of that is besides personal preference
>>44019237because that just sounds like basic feminization not emasculation and has no object or person to direct the sadism
>>44018004sauce me man cmon
>>44019191I never said it was humiliating on its own but that's often how people who use the word male fail treat things. I would view it as male success since it's the ability to transcend imposed gender against all odds and to have the strength to stand up to transphobes. Qualities which people claim males have and should achieve until it involves transitioning. Then you're just a weak helpless girl thats only worth is getting overpowered and raped. But that's not the theme of this thread, is it? Not empowerment but overcompensating meekness to appeal to machismo ideals. So no. You try again, sweaty.
>>44019201>It sounds so hotthat's why i did it. at the time there was less ideology about it so there was no-one to brainworm me which was also great.i gay coped for a while to make sure i actually like in practice to be submissive to men and then just gave in. was also lucky to meet my now husband about a year after i fully gave in.mentally it's pretty easy once you accept you're not a real man, never will be and existence as amab female at least fits you better, even if imperfect.>here's only one real man in the house and that's not me>Like jesus fuck the idea of just giving in like thisthe only regret is not being able to get srs before 2019 that also fit my criteria.it wasn't a hard decision either. real men have and need a pp. failed males and women don't have and don't need.the overall improvement in sexual health for both of us made the difficult recovery absolutely worth it. he can have me whenever he wants and now there isn't even a theoretical chance of anyone knowing when i'm horny or of me seriously considering pretending to be a man ever again.
>>44012160AGAMP AGAMP AGAMP
>>44019283No, I do think of myself as a strong independent woman, that's just strictly bedroom activity. No need to kinkshame
>>44019269Thats true actually ya. I've also just never really understood buttplugs
>>44019283The only mention of rape was an anon saying their gf said it, so weird to add that inAlso why're you expecting empowerment from a fetish thread? Going into a bdsm meet and asking a random dude why he's wearing chastity or a woman why she's in bondage "Why are you enjoying this, it's demeaning?"
>>44019283nta>view it as male success since it's the ability to transcend imposed gender against all oddsyes, pretty much unironically.transitioning was the last "malebrained" thing I did.>and to have the strength to stand up to transphobesi didn't do that and i still don't that much.trannies hated me when I needed support solely because i was honest to them about my motives.sure, i won't vote for "deathcamps to troons party" (not that such thing exists in my country) but i don't want much to do with the "community" since the "community" doesn't give af about the well-being of trannies or fags.>Then you're just a weak helpless girl thats only worth is getting overpowered and rapedI'm with you on that. Transitioning to be a weak helpless girl that's only worth for raping is cringe and not realistic.I wanted to be a submissive straight woman (or as close as possible to that) with all the strengths that come with that: bigger social circle, better overall health, enjoyment of being loved by a warm man, and a plethora of other qualities I already admired in women.
>>44019303Did you enjoy the feeling of jerking off? Was it easy to commit to something so drastic?
>>44019336Sure you do. That's why you're publicly flaunting it here like your center stage in a stadium with a circle of dicks jizzing all over your face. I wasn't kink shaming at all. You just feel shame for your kink and are now projecting that. People like you tend to have the most misogynistic views then wonder why most cisgendered women who fight every moment of their lives to just be treated as people compared to a kitchen appliance don't want anything to do with you.
im otherwise normal but I do find the idea of being intentionally misgendered during sex hot but im never gonna tell my boyfriend
>>44019382I think you meant to reply to hte person above me
>>44019406Why? Nothing is wrong at all with being a femboy trans man. Enjoy that privilege and abuse it maliciously. Most trans women would never feel comfortable with being called a man or boy during sex and for very obvious often transphobic reasons. Very few want to feel like they're just a cross dresser or drag queen rather than the female gender they really are
>>44019478shit like this is exactly why I'm never telling him holy cringe batman
>>44019374>Did you enjoy the feeling of jerking off?I had srs in 2019 and the last time I jerked off was in 2012 or 2013. You will have to believe me I don't fully remember. It was a rare occurrence anyway since I had a gf who kept me busy.After I gave in to mef, i only touched it with vibrators and slowly psyopped my brain to disconnect arousal from erections. HRT helped a lot too. By the time I had srs erections were rare and disturbing.I certainly don't miss the feeling of busting a nut if that's what you're asking. But the fact that I was at some point able to do that is still hot to me since now I can only enjoy it from the other side.>Was it easy to commit to something so drastic?it was a process. as i said, it got easier once i fully accepted myself and dropped the shame.it was easy to commit to transitioning because even the "worst" case scenario would still align my reality of being a failed male with how I looked.with srs, deciding that i want it was a process. I certainly didn't know in 2012 but I was fairly sure I wanted it by 2017 at the latest. the hard part was finding a clinic and a technique that fit my expectations. Money wasn't an issue.
>>44019445You are correct. Thank you and sorry for the possible confusion
>>44019488Oh so you're just larping and looking to punch down at someone to cope with your latent sadism rather than having a conversation. My bad. Continue
>>44019406>>44019488you should tell him tho. what happens in the bedroom stays in the bedroom. if you can't be yourself with your lover, then with whom?t. >>44019492
>>44019518he's way too sweet to ever misgender me on purpose the literal second i came out to him as trans before we started dating he instantly treated and referred to me as a woman without fail he's perfecti just kinda gotta accept that i find the humiliation idea kinda titillating but the sadness of making him be mean to me would outweigh that
>>44019382I'll have you known that i've fought guys who just think of women as objects for thinking that
>>44015241thanks anon your post was the first thing that got me erect and let me cum since i started hrt last month
>>44019683nta but i hope you didn't jerk off though.
>>44019492Interesting, thank you for sharing. I might try playing with a vibrator for a while in your honour :P
>>44019835heh, try this way https://www.tranny.one/view/1177925/drains your balls much more smoothly than sitting on your back. use lube if you don't produce enough precum.
>>44019873Looks how, will do
>>44019891if you feel courageous, try this https://x-tg.tube/video/58331/maddietwt-aka-maddietwt-onlyfans-i-cut-a-lot-out-cause-it-was-the-same-thing-for-a-while-i-was/i coped like that for about a year.
>>44019926I'm probably not ready for something like that yet lmao, but hot video
>>44019957you may like the first 8 minutes of this onehttps://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5fa275c50cda6i sometimes have my man cum like that. i usually help tho.
>>44012160because it's true.no, seriously, that is the answer.>>44012769>I'm sorry that I'm not maleyou are male. just a failed one. you're not a real man. and you won't be. and that's okay.>fuck. i need a boyfriendyep. some of us simply need a real man in our lives. and there's nothing wrong with that at all.
This isn't serious right?You're not actually abusing and taking abuse from your partners, it's all larping, isn't it?Are all those posts about self mutilation a joke, too?Are they?>Sometimes, I like to make edgy jokes about queers and whatnot, I'm guessing this is something similar.
>>44020821>taking abuse from your partnersis it abuse if I like it and in fact crave it?>self mutilationwdym?
>>44020896I was lurking the board, found one thread advocating for cutting, your confusion tells me not everyone agrees on that, thank God.I guess some people can be masochists, but even then, beating someone unconscious cannot be good on the long term, no matter how you put it.How rough are we roughhousing, if able to share?
>>44020925>advocating for cuttingyeah, that is weird. but do keep in mind that this board is very diverse. while it is primarily a creche of babytrans, it also has quite a few elders, reppers, deeply depressed people, people with 5+ mental disorders, lots of terminally online shut-ins and, of course, trolls. lots and lots of trolls, actually.always keep that in mind when browsing here.>I guess some people can be masochistswell, I am mef. Masochistic emasculation fetish.i never cut myself or got myself beaten up, but I did have srs and a few other surgeries so i no longer get confused for a real man.>How rough are we roughhousing, if able to share?obv i can't speak for others but my husband is very domineering (although in a playful and consensual way). I do get routinely tied up or held down hard "non-consensually" but by today's standards i am vanilla.Up to 2/3 of young cis women are into choking these days. Me and hubby tried once and it killed our mood, lol.I do prefer a gentle slap, some verbal abuse and good ol' fashioned rough sex. Being tied up rocks too.
>>44019173Me on the left fantasizing about being the girl
fuck plsss i need a man to throw me around and hit me again :cccccc
>>44012863>>44015241Sent this to my bf
>>44021012God I want to manhandle a woman like this but I love them too much to hit them. I just wanna hold them really hard and love them. I think I'm fucked.
cause you’re agamp
>>44021023good girlthe best dynamic is where you uphold his masculinity and in return he puts you in your place. done with love, you'll be married in no time.
>>44020982Good to know, best of luck.How about that, there's also a sizable amount of erping around here, reminds me of the trash.
>>44021026if it makes you feel any better, you can smack me on my ass!! it won't like damage anything it's all fat and muscle :3 also you can like fuck me really hard im pretty fucking tight
>>44021080I mean for sure smacking your ass and grabbing your tits and maybe even putting a hand around your throat while pounding you really hard until I cum in you is one thing but I'm not beating up a girl.
>>44021089ok ok ok that works for me :DDDDalso especially playing with my tits i realy like that i think they also make them bigger but idk
>>44021099Of course, I'd grab both of them from behind and rub them hard while biting your neck and grinding into your ass.
>>44021106awrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrffffff :3333yessssssssssssssssssssssssshttps://litter.catbox.moe/tqeb1wfps0xz1zwg.png
>>44021144Oh my fucking god you're perfect I want to slam you against that door and grab your perky tits.
>>44021154awrfawrf awrf :33333hehehehe thank uuuuuuu
>>44021173Do you like to have your tits bit and sucked while your ass is spanked hard until it leaves red hand prints? Just asking.
>>44021144hey i have that same underwear, i got it at a tj max. that tag in the back is reeeal annoying isn’t it girl
>>44021144God I want to throw you to the ground and breed you.
>>44021144do i know you. if i do i want you to know i miss you
