It feels really humiliating being a retarded trannyI have autism but the mental hampering kind not the obsessive with a thing kind, I struggle academically, I struggle socially, I struggle to even form coherent sentences and my writing is barely any better, I cant focus on anything and I struggle with remembering things people told me or what I read mere 15 seconds ago and my motor skills are undoubtedly useless, I cant even tie a shoeIm almost 20 yet I barely function at all and all I can do without unintentionally brining myself mental or physical harm is just sleeping all day in my bedIm surprised I even managed to get on HRT, through the government because I dont have money for DIY and I cant operate a needle. I still almost fucked up my appointments for HRT by having a breakdown during the blood test but at least I got the medication I seriously dont know how I will ever function as a person, I cant even focus on learning a hobby that interests me, my brain is that fucked that Ive tried multiple things for years already and I am still stuck as an absolute beginner Genuinely should I just kill myself, it doesnt help my case that I live in a thirdie country so I have no access to anything, I cant even try for education in a western country even besides my mental inabilities, simply because I just had such bad grades and social time in HS I dropped out before finishing I dont see any hope in my situation improving, the only thing Im hoping for is to at least end up fine looking as potentially one good thing in my life
Im so retarded not even 4channers care to laugh at me
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>>44012812>I seriously dont know how I will ever function as a person,you won't. ur literally disabled.
>>44014631I really hoped I would live a normal life but growing up it was always difficult doing anything and I had no support from anywhere so I just sank deeper I really wish I was normal and could live on my own I dont want to be disabled I hate it I hate myself
>>44014665I hope u can find a job thats a good fit for you. idk how thirdie you are. in America you could just get welfare
>>44014674SerbiaThe only welfare here is pensions for old people, and I dont have an EU passport because Serbia isnt EU
>>44012812tough luck buddy
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