100% honestly: all this TADC slop posting is going to push me way closer to suicide than ever before. go away and stop putting a spotlight on people who dont want it. im so serious i hate you people so much and i just want to be left alone.
not a repper but terminal manmoder is not that different in practice.

>>44014463
I'm not a repper but I'm probably going to kms eventually. I agree though, reppers shouldn't kill themselves.

>>44014489
ignore the tadc posts then. you do know you can hide threads, right?

>>44014463
im not gonna kill myself. i'll just keep repping and live an existence just bearable enough until i die due to external forces. my body never had a chance to pass.

>>44014463
i feel like i already died. im not a person anymore there's nothing left

honestly quite rich
kys.

>>44014510
its not about that its about me not liking a show specifically, its the normie visibility and tying it to an identity and it becoming a thing to want to light up boymoders and reppers
i already struggle so much just barely surviving because of my constant anxiety and self hate if someone ever confronts me about me being whatever i am i legitimately think that will be the last straw like i really think that will be it. i dont want to draw attention but now we are making this the trendy new thing and i hate it so much

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the masses invade the spaces reserved to the selective groups and then expel the original selective groups...
he was so right bros...

>>44014553
QRD?

>>44014541
I understand, I'm sorry.

>>44014541
The entire plot is about a guy so terrified of anyone finding even the slightest hint of his dysphoria that he destroys his life and everyone elses

>>44014489
manmoding is just repping

>>44014599
so the solution is to corner these people so they feel like theyre out of options and actually kill themselves???
yeah bla bla bla relatable but like that is what this reads as to me from the opposite perspective

>>44014489
You will be hugged until you put on the maid dress, Jax

>>44014635
the amount of hatred you people cause me to feel is like undescribable

>>44014655
Bring it in for hug buddy

>>44014661
youre a retard

>>44014611
No the solution is for you to stop living in fear and pain for literally no reason. You are the warden of your own jail.

>>44014463
I'll kill myself anyways, everything sucks

>>44014714
nta but
>You are the warden of your own jail
is such a moronic thing to say to a tranny

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>>44014559
in the 20th century the population of europe and america went up in numbers previously unthought of
society is composed of two strata: the masses, which is a conglomerate of people without any distinct quality, and who dont care about their lack of distinct qualities; and selective groups, which have distinct qualified knowledge and characteristics theyve had to strive for, and thereby consciously seek to distinguish themselves from the masses, such as scholars and prime ministers in the 19th century, or "less important" people like separatists in ireland and the basque country
selective groups developed technology to a point where the masses could get a hold of it just as easy as they could; this has lead the masses to believe that they deserve what the selective groups have as a natural right
and since population had grown so much in the 20th, and they had access to something previously reserved to the selective groups making them think they were themselves part of them, the masses (hereafter he says "hombres-masa"; mass-men) began to occupy the places of the selective groups who, knowing more than them, tried to warn them of their mistake, but, not having the mass-man the ability to discern what the qualities required to perform the functions of the selective group are, take the original striving men as a threat and banish them

im sorry if this is not that short but i had to condense a whole book in idk how few words

>>44014759
Its 100% the truth to repping. Repping provides no value to your life. It is not protective, it is destructive

>>44014776
thats why i said tranny, not repper. the person youre replying to is a manmoder (tranny)

>>44014783
Manmoding IS repping.

not a fan of pomni being romantic with ragatha because I WANT TO FUCK HER

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>>44014680
>>44014783

>>44014815
this is what would happen if jax transitioned

>>44014714
>>44014815
>>44014776

i manmode for a reason you fucking cunts. im 29 fucking years old, ive been diying for over 6+ years now. its not an "ohh u can troon out it will totally help ur life" actually my life has only gotten so much worse. i have severe anxiety and self hate and being a le heckin troon just makes that 1000000x worse. im too afraid to do anything i am too self consious to talk to people who used to be my friends even so i cut them off, i quit my job because i cant stand the attention from even a meanial wagie position. im living off what used to be my ffs fund paying northeast current economy bills just to survive. i cannot fucking function at all. i do not think crossdressing and being a faggot is going to help my mental health. i literally tried ok i tried and failed. im fine just dating men as whatever i am now, a obviously hrt timid man. why is that a problem? WHy do i need to become a fucking xitter troon named Lilith that speedruns or whatever for you people to just respect who i am. fuck you. dont you dare ever tell me "stop living in pain and fear" when you are causing much of the pain and fear. pay for my fucking ffs if trooning is so le easy and the right choice for everyone. or build a time machine and pink pill me when i was still a teenager. fuck you. im too humiliated IN BOY MODE to even go to a fucking grocery store or atm and make my poor bf do it for me. I CANNOT HANDLE DOING TASKS IN FUCKING DRAG PLAYING A FEMALE PERSONA THAT IM NOT. my life is botched but because its not botched in the epic visible and heckin valid way you need to try and fix me. fuck you fuck you die die die die when i do actually end it for real i will be so sure to write a manifesto in blood blaming people like you.

>>44014892
yeah yeah okay, now put on your dress, nona. I'm taking you to the park ^^

>>44014892
You suffer from everything you typed PRECISELY BECAUSE YOU MANMODE and it will ONLY GET WORSE

Stop wasting your fucking life

>>44014922
>>44014910
are you fucking illiterate literally slice your wrists open

>>44014930
cutting is fun

i hope u feel better soon, tortured manmoder <3

>>44014943
based and true

the solution for manmoders and boymoders and other depressed troons is to simply date and get fucked by a cis man

>>44014954
if you really feel that way stay in your own fucking lane then
if you are just trying to encourage me to put an end to my failed life then ur doign a great job

the solution for manmoders and boymoders is to let them manmode and boymode and not let mass-trenders flood this place

>>44014965
i did that it didnt work because now i know i have to compete with cis foids, so now im just a manmoder with a cis bf in a way it makes it worse because i have even more layers of not myself to preform because i dont want to put him off so im always walking a fine line. dont listen to this anon

>>44014892
Are you just larping as jax irl or is this real

>>44014965
not that simple if you are socially inept

>>44014990
oh my god if i could manifest my soul into your room rn i would pull out all of your veins one at a time like starting a lawn mower

>>44015002
just use discord

>>44014892
nona, have you ever considered a choice outside the binary? ignore me if you really feel like you're just a girl and can't pass, but there are other ways to live. read my post here >>44014850, and see what you think. maybe you're not like me, but just know you aren't alone in struggling with identity congruence.

>>44015010
online friendships/relationships just aren't the same as irl, Nona.

I'm too old now to transition. It's sad but I'm 33 anon what do you want me to do? I live with my parents and I'm bigger and taller than they are.

It's just...it just can't happen. I wish It could happen but I've adapted to it...more or less

>>44014489
the spotlight is greatly exaggerated. i dont know anyone irl thats even heard of TADC and TADC references go over everyones heads on other boards. they just do not care outside reddit and xitter.

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>>44014463
Not a boymoder or a manmoder or whatever. I'm just a cis guy with agp. But you really shouldn't be saying stuff like that. It's creepy and will result in some fucked up shit if we start outing boymodders "for their own benefit." Pomni pisses me off. Gooseworks pisses me off. And the audience's reaction to the whole show has been horrific.

Please, don't force people into sexual situations without their consent. I'm not in any danger of it. But I can see what's happening here. This is going to turn into: "oh, you're a fuckup 5 foot 6 inch man? Guess you're just a woman in denial and I will save you!" The whole "no mean no" thing gets thrown out the window and you all follow pomni's psuedo-rapist lead. You can help boymoders, but only if they're ends rather than just means for you to force your help onto them. Consent is important. You'd think foids would know this. But really, it only applies if you're an afab.

>>44015015
>hey nona have you ever considered being fucking retarded and pretending to be a made up gender

>>44015026
that's why you meet them irl and move in with them?????

>>44014892
>waahh my life is so shit
>my bf

everytime

>>44015062
you are a retard

>>44015056
yeah and im happy. have you tried doing things that actually work? seems like you havent, so if you want to wallow in shit for the rest of your life because youre afraid to face yourself then go for it. again, maybe you're not like me, but what do you have to lose? your life? youre already as broken as it can get, not like youll be any less risk of being broken and unemployed if you find happiness being a fake pixie fairie or whatever youre imagining.

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>>44015009
Jax way of thinking btw

>>44015076
>"i have someone who takes care of my emotional needs and consensually rapes me whenever I want, WAHHH I'M SO UNHAPPY"

steak too juicy lobster too buttery

>>44015060
that literally never works. Do you know how fucking fast people move on from you once they find someone better? Everytime I thought I was getting close to someone on discord, they find someone irl who's better than me. online dating and friendships are a scam.

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>>44015119
just keep trying

>>44015085
id rather lose my life than be like you

>>44014943
least mentally ill trigger

>>44015140
do it then. what are you waiting for? youll never be real woman anyway according to your own subconscious woes. if theres anything stopping you, i think its its because you know you haven't tried enough and youre scared to lose what you have in exchange. stop putting womanhood on a pedestal for a second and imagine what would make you truly happy. if youre really just bitterhon then im sorry but you need to lock back in for work to get FFS. life wont get any better when you're flailing to avoid the truth.

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Repressers who come here and post don’t deserve anything. They’re making a conscious choice to repress while still being here with all the resources people have made. They need to either leave here or stop repressing. They’re just subhumans who bring negativity and act like everyone should be sad for them when everyone else here has equally struggled.

>>44015140
Blud has abstracted :skull:

>>44015140
but you wont kys will you. you also want to have it both ways, being a whiny sensitive cunt while acting like others are the snowflake for just living life as their faggotgender

>>44015164
why do you femboys keep talking to me?

>>44015178
Trannies are such bigots toward repressors. And they rage about conservatives being discriminatory, roflmao

>>44015193
>>44015175
did you ever think maybe the same indecision fear and inaction that ruins my life also makes it hard to take action and end what needs to end? you people are literal cackling demons. but i am getting closer and soon ill crack for real .im so sorry im not le valid enough for you because i didnt blow my skull up the second i said it

>>44015227
>i cant read
the post

>>44015227
It's a path you're choosing for yourself. It sounds like you have nothing to lose and you desperately need to reach out to friends or a therapist for support before it's too late. When I had a hard time sharing with someone once I wrote a letter, maybe that would help

>>44015227
>>44015270
Wow, she's just like Jax

>>44015227
>id rather lose my life than be like you
then you fall back on this victimpost.
you cant expect people to take you seriously when you openly see them as lesser than you for taking the risks, while you cower.

I am male so I can't be a woman
I don't want to be trans because I fucking hate the community and I don't want my identity to be weaponized to push for things I don't want to happen like having more ugly pooners out there

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>>44015323
>im taking such a heckin risk by being a made up gender and forcing normals to call me they/it. everypony celebrate this brave xir for coming out!!!
um ok bitch

>>44015286
>>44015257
>>44015270
inifnite death

>>44015357
>does everything in power to make people want them to suffer and self inflicts it too
>assblasted that they talk back

>>44014463
It's about the most creepy thing I've ever seen anybody write here! Who the fuck do you think you are.

>>44015392
Your mind is turned to mush if you think op's post is creepy

>>44014463
Good message
>>44014489
It is not about you only, ur not the whole world. Don't talk on others behalf.

>>44015062
reading back through the thread. yeah wtf is this shit. wanting all the rest of us to die when you had a fund and a bf. kys manmoder anon.

>>44014553
stfu it's better than fucking chuds and terfs. even better than reppers who revel in self induced misery and make same crybaby threads seeking for pity.

>>44015037
Genuinely this.
I sometimes post on here about wanting to take e for looksmaxxing and ppl immediately respond with bobs and vagene maaam tier flirting/grooming and it's just unpleasant

>>44015409
you're right, as if you're some fish thinking you're better than me

>>44015409
op larping as pomni trying to save others after her friend ropes is creepy. all the phrenology on cis women and posting hons is fine tho.

>>44015468
didnt you accept that you are trans in another thread recently? mightve been asking questions about hrt iirc not sure

>>44015454
>actually, having common people with no distinguishing qualities come here and pester the original posters with warnings about things theyre already aware of as if they were their savior when in reality they only know a portion of what the group has experienced, let alone individuals, is actually better than people with opposing viewpoints which will allow the group to further improve their viewpoints by making them question their beliefs
i dont agree with the labrys flags but i think their presence is better than that of tadctoddlers

>>44015556
Nah
I'm literally cisgender qnd experience no GD.
Looked at clinical classification and asked realtrannies what it's like and i straight up dont relate.
Im just gonna go on it to looksmaxx

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>>44015206
How is it being a bigot to a repressor? You have all the answers to your right here, easily accessible and yet you still repress. You don’t deserve rights.

>>44015633
boymoders are repressors too

>>44015357
literally nobody forces you to be a they them, you want to be called xe zer it "optics nuke" to be happy, thats a you thing and youre making it an issue when it should be a them problem. i just exist as the person i am, and im happy. if youre so brainblasted coping that you cant imagine being happy thats a you problem. good luck with your life, i genuinely wish you the best.

>>44015660
No they’re not. It’s a transitional phase.

>>44015687
the ones using it as a transitional phase yes. but someone in this thread is using it as their identity while holding back and attacking others that only used it as a phase.

>>44015687
I don't think so I think it's an identity itself They embrace it too strongly to be some phase

>>44015705
Right, some of us never cross-dressed and don't like it. It's our bodies, not our clothes which matters to us

>>44015718
boymoding isnt actually about the clothes, since you can dress in hoodie and pants as a girlmoder too. its about making that social step.

>>44015705
It’s an identity that is transitional just like a repressor should be. Eventually all boymoders are forced to girlmode. Not all repressors start to transition.

>>44015736
Sometimes I wish I could boymode as a girl. I mean, I would dress the same clothes, but still look like a girl.

>>44015806
your gmi. glad to know. and i agree.

>>44015566
> labrys flags but i think their presence
They are not, they ruin every thread.

>>44015993
what does the flag mean, i thought it just meant lesbian

>>44016013
Pretty much most demented crybaby terfs or just transphobes use it as their symbol on this site. The afab ones. I think it might be few loud posters though, so it seems like there would be many of them. Probably chose it cause it looks edgy.

>>44014463
i think tadc has finally made me snap. im 28 and have been repressing since like 15 years old when i initially realized. i don't do anything but go to work and go home because i hate myself. i have no friends and no one that i love because ive pushed everyone away. my family acts like they care about me but they religiously watch fox news and think trannies are the devil and would probably kill me if they knew. despite everything i think i would just kill myself by 30 if i never transition.
is it too late for me?

>>44016764
No it's not. You can be yourself and find people who love the real you, you just have to try. It will be hard but you can do it if you work towards it.

>>44016764
ygmi. it's gunna be a hard journey but so worth it in the long run.

>>44016764
>28
youre just in time if youre quick. it turned out okay for many of us starting around then. eventually. the trajectory to john 50 continues either way unless you act.

>>44014892
quintessential woman post lmao way to make the repper thread all about your ugly woman life

you all enjoy my suffering and want me to stay alive so you can get more laughs in

idk about the digital circus stuff but
>theres nothing wrong with wanting to be a girl
i think often about how the reactive disgust so many people have about transition is motivated by a hatred of girlhood

you're right there is nothing wrong with wanting to be a girl, enjoying being a girl

>>44017549
i did the thing youre avoiding doing. the laughs die down, people get bored. only the obsessed terfy freaks persist laughing at you, but they are evil and deserve death anyway

>>44014600
wrong

>>44014463
>You can be a girl if you want to
lienvke of the century

>>44017750
this. manmoding still locks in future payoff by being on E early.

>>44017679
no. it's over for me

>>44017876
>inb4 youre like 40 and still repping

>>44017901
Nice try I’m 52 and still strong

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>>44017901
it's just not fair

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>>44017923
>52
You have reached indefinite resistance and are free, congrats anon.

>>44017923
okay i concede. im so sorry nona.

if i transition how long do i have to wait before i'm allowed to kill myself

>>44018480
7 years of consistent levels. for the fat redistribution results and chance to have tried to save that 15k for ffs

>>44018505
oh i'll be so old by then...

>>44018512
the idea is growing old as a woman. redditors push some unrealistic lolicon peodphile fantasy for transition, when transition about becoming a woman, an adult woman. being old is not an issue.

>>44018574
i don't want to be young forever i just want my opportunity to be young as a woman that other trans women get

>>44018627
aside from the few gifted with parents who let you start transitioning at 9 years old, no one else got to be young as a woman either. everyone was a shell of a human for their entire young life, and only got to experience being alive after being an adult.

LESS REPRESSION
MORE REPRESENTATION

MORE AWARENESS!!
BOYMODER BOYMODER REPPER MANMODER

WE'LL LET EVERYONE KNOW YOU NEED SUPPORT <3 <3

>>44014463
i cannot be a jew and have that community I hate reformistfags i will never ever evr be accpeted by an orthodox community and even if i am i will never have children, so iwnbaw and i will always repress

>>44018677
if i were 18 again i would have my whole 20s to be a woman

>>44018812
if you transitioned at 18 you'd probably be whining about not transitioning even earlier than that. at the end of the day the best time to start is now.

>>44018786
you will always be stuck in orthodox? even when old? no way to just be in a less transphobic jewish community?

>>44018836
i do not really love the traditions of non orthodox. i think reforms are woke blue haird faggots which is shitty for me to say since im some sort of manmoder/repper but internalzied transphobia or wtvr. what i want only really exists if im a cis straight finance studying moid.

>>44018884
jeez makes non-gulf-state islam look woke by comparison. as long as you are on E to buy yourself time to figure things out i guess its not over for you

>>44018835
i guess...

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>>44015056
well what a hateful little faggot you are
im so glad you had this pathetic crash out cause it's made me feel so much better about myself it's insane, aren't you embarrassed? grow up you're like 29 it's not cute to act like this anymore, it's just gross

>>44018835
mogging 18 year old starters taught me that outside genetics, its all about starting before 14, at which point your parents control fucking everything anyway and most medical systems shove 2 year delays so you end up waiting till 14 for puberty blockers

>>44019057
I mean I knew guys in high school who were already balding (not me thank god), it really is all luck at the end of the day. Worst case scenario you'll go just from being an ugly man to an ugly woman. And that's still an improvement if it makes you happy.

>>44019080
unwinnable battle trying to convince people on here that passing as an ugly woman is legitimately a good thing as a trans woman, even if you were a "hot guy" before. even though this is true.

>>44015037
anon, blanchardism is pseudoscience

>>44015015
i love you other nb anon

>>44015056
mean for no reason. wat da freak >:(

>>44019169
yet he used to get in the DSM committees and publish journal articles. doesnt that mean that his opinions back then is science. and everyone else is honscience?

i'm sorry for repping
i'm sorry for being a lateshit

>>44019400
You don't have to apologize. It's ok.

>>44019400
transitioning is penance.

>>44019169
Whatever. I get turned on by the idea of myself as a woman. I do not feel or want to feel like a woman except when I'm horny. I have had really ridiculous post-nut clearity moments. Psudoscience or not, the concept of AGP accurately describes my experience. Yeah, I'm a Sag with Choleric blood and have INTP. What are you gonna do about it? Psudoscience or not, the words have meaning. What else would you like me to call it if it's not Autogynephilia? Do you have a better name for it Or does this suddenly have to mean I'm a woman? I certainly don't think so.

I have news for you. I'm not an egg. I am the Eggman. I got my master plan.

>>44019614
thats autogynephilia as people actually think the term means. the blanchard version is just "has dysphoria and isnt some religious guilt homosexual craving straight cock"

>>44014463
I think people did love me. And then I trooned out. Now everybody hates me for pretending to be something I'm not. Something I could have never been. Everything that was once special about me is gone.

>>44019652
Yeah, so there. I'm neither dysphoric nor homosexual nor that way because of religion. But again, what else would you call my condition if not Blanchard's meaning? It only happens when I'm horny.

And I thought that's what it means because when I look it up, that's what google says it means and also what studies that use it say it means. For example:
>Autogynephilia is defined as a male's propensity to be sexually aroused by the thought of himself as a female.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22005209/
That's what I got. That's my condition. Maybe Blanchard was trying to explain trannies with a paraphilia and he was wrong, but the paraphilia definitely exists in the literal sense.

>>44019730
thats what i meant. you have the literal AGP. but it gets muddied because some literal faggot 40 years ago did freud on trannies, he even includes fully asexual zero libido trannies in AGP.

>>44014892
Anon, im in a similar situation and i just want you to know i think its really easy for strangers online to sit there and pontificate about how you should handle your own life when theyve never been in your skin. I get why you rep. And its cruel for others to force you out of it when youre in an incredibly fragile position where its not appropriate to make that move for the time being. me too. i hope you stay alive though, regardless of what you decide to do. I hope you feel a little better tomorrow.

>>44014463
the only thing keeping me here is my dad really among some other things because (not in direct words) he told me if i did it he would too
i hate living really not to get all fucking soppy and communist but it's true
everything's terrible i ruined my life i have no idea what the fuck's happening anymore or who i want to be and generally things are not good inside the land of my skullcase
it'd be very easy to try, too, my room has a big window you can swing out fully because of the fire escape latch. not sure on the height really i have considered it might just break my legs but if i do it right i'd probably break my neck
i know that would be fatal but i'm not sure HOW fatal it would be
oh well, sorry for posting this anyway, this shitip of a site is the only place i can get away with doing stuff like this

>>44014600
since when

>>44014463
My sexual preferences prove that I am not

>>44014980
this. repping without hrt is just retarded though

>>44014463
fuck you OP. life just isn't worth living if you're in constant isolation.

>>44014463
what if i transitioned into a megahon? can i kms now

>>44015027
take hrt anon. or it will only get worse. you think you can cope now but you don't know what's coming

>>44014463
>You can be a girl if you want to
How?

>theres nothing wrong with wanting to be a girl
That's not true.

>>44022483
it could be unsafe for her. she said she lives with her parents.

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>>44014541
>its the normie visibility
You don't give a shit then. You are one of the many cranky trannies plaguing /tttt/ for years who wish to use the "I'm struggling and having anxiety" crap as an excuse to make everything about you and your opinion. This board needed a refreshment from new people who are humble. Shut the fuck up, nobody cares. We aren't throwing up our jazz hands for you.