Maybe it's paranoia but I swear I get way more people glancing and staring at me. And I don't think most of these people are actually clocking me or even know what a boymoder is. They just seem to be vaguely interested in me. I just want to be left alone.
>>44016655Its probably because you look weird and androgynous
i just like looking at pretty girls when i see them
Yeah, people are looking at your weird boobs and face. You'll get used to it eventually.
normies can sense your queerness like blood in the waterunfortunately you just need to get used to it
>>44016655Does boymoder mean, MtF presenting male?
>>44016710yes, it also means ur a cutie
>>44016655People will rarely recheck the bathroom sign or get confused when they see me in the men’s. I’m pretty sure this is only because of my height (5’3) and long hair, since they usually realize their mistake upon seeing my face or looking closer. I haven’t noticed anything besides this.
>>44016655yes even though could not perceive the changes myself
>>44016728Reminds me of when a woman followed me into the mens because she assumed i was going to the womens early on in my transition
>>44016719Unfortunately its this>>44016676Its the man face, + awkward everything. Plus gyno nips. People default to thinking youre a predator or threat because they dont understand. When things are in their place, it makes people at ease.
>>44016694Sperm has a smell. Being sterile from HRT changes that.
>>44016811>cis people have been smelling my boy cum change to girl cum in real time>and changing their behavior accordingly
>>44016655any male with long hair who isnt clearly masculine (ie, with a beard) will get extra scrutiny from most people. nobody looked at my differently until the past several months since my hair has gotten to my shoulders
>>44016655yeah people noticesubconsciously at first, but later on consciously tooa lot of people will treat you a bit nicer, because you have a childlike look, but then that turns against you when you start looking too androgynous and they'll see you as a genderfreak faggotwhen i was early hrt, but before i came out my male hs friends kept giving me princess treatment (carrying stuff for me, buying me stuff, opening doors for me)
>>44017636you had good friends, i would do that in their position
>>44017192I don’t think that’s true I’ve always had long hair I just people always looked at me and assumed I was a turbo faggot and nothing would change
>>44017733people looking at you like a faggot is a very short jump to tranny too. that's what im talking about
>>44016655nah. people only thought I looked young in bars and at work. otherwise that was it
>>44016655If it's actually noticeable then you'll get schizos calling you a tranny at the train station every week. t. gay man with boobs
>>44017636yeah. ive been on hrt for 6 months and somewhere between now and 8 weeks ago something changed and now people tend to have a lingering confused look, especially when im boymoding/in a gnc outfit. when i girlmode their looks tend not to linger interestingly enough. i hope it doesn't get worse, it also is super uncomfy having people stare at my chest
>>44016655no. i've been on hrt for a year now with long feminine hair and no one has treated me differently in any way compared to before. the most i've gotten is a cashier using they them for me one single time
>>44017192>any male with long hair who isnt clearly masculine (ie, with a beard) will get extra scrutiny from most peoplejust put on a sleeveless denim jacket, boom instant metalhead
I seriously question when people here talk about how they're judged in public, one of you fuckers dressed up like the fucking Unabomber in the middle of summer. Sometimes they're looking at you because you're an autistic antisocial weirdo that can't dress/groom themselves and you changing your hormones is just making you hyper critical about any kind of looks that your stupid autistic ass would have ignored in the past.
>>44017939ok cool i think it really might just be paranoia of being "found out" or whatever
>>44018720>dressed up like the fucking Unabomber in the middle of summerthat IS my girlmode outfit tho
>>44016655yes but mostly only women which i find extra strange. and im pretty sure its not my chest. its mostly at the grocery i turn a corner and glance up someones there and she just like stares or checks me out. maybe i just didnt notice before and was always looking down and depressed? maybe im hot? maybe its cause im tall? it could be my hair but its not even shoulder length. and i wear un buttoned flannels not hoodies but the really curious one is all my coworkers started wanting to talk to me after not doing that for over a year.
