my transition was a big fat failure
inb4 why do you post this every day
>>44017162just lock in?
>>44017162you should find a hobby
>>44017162Im detransitioning. I know none of these change who I am inside.
>>44017162How so?
>>44017205huh?>>44017206same>>44017207estrogen insensitivity disorder
>>44017162what are your plans for your future as a moid
>>44017246>huh?find something that makes you happy so you enjoy life
>>44017275suicide>>44017287life cant be enjoyable when ur a non woman
>>44017275Struggle with anger/rage being expressed through physical violence, surges of sexual arousal that cloud judgement and thought processes, acne forever, hairloss in the wrong spots, hair growth in wrong areas, BUT no one judges ugly men.
>>44017308when do you think your gonna kill yourself
>>44017313I'm so sorry, OP. I really am.
>>44017335like next year
>>44017308>life cant be enjoyable when ur a non womanhere's how it works:>spending my free timeoption a: rant about how i'm doomed i'm dying i can't enjoy anything -> enjoys life lessoption b: paint a picture or do something else i may find fun or stress relieving -> enjoys life more
>>44017350do you have someone who is going to miss you?
>>44017350whats keeping you going until then? are you just not miserable enough right now?
>>44017246As someone with a form of AEXS, you don't have EIS or else you would've been showing clear developmental signs since before puberty. Males produce estrogen in small amounts just as much as women produce testosterone in small amounts. This is part of a average developmental cycle. Quit lying and stop larping for attention.
>>44017361i dont understand >>44017372im scared of dying >>44017363no>>44017394i know i have eis because estrogen didnt change my body at all after a year
>>44017427do you have any friends op? how old are you?
>>44017427>i dont understandthere is more to life than how you look
>>44017427did you ever actually check your levels?
>>44017439ive never made a friend before , im 19>>44017444except there isnt >>44017474yes? in march i had 500 estrogens 6 testosterones
>>44017162>a thread died for thisand you didnt even make use of the previous ones you made today
>>44017491>no unitsmeaninglessfat redist takes like 5+ years too
>>44017491>except there isntwhy are there 300 pound landwhales still getting out of bed, eating, and enjoying themselves then?
>>44017427No. You discover this from getting diagnosed with it from multiple professionals, often during your preteens since it's a very serious disorder that shows before puberty. You were probably just hondosing yourself coupled with family genetics. Second puberty can take literal years since the first year is spent cycling out the old cells in the first year. This is also why most trans women can only achieve small breasts at first and start to see characteristic growth spurts and major changes at the 3-5 year mark.
>>44017576they will never listen no matter how correct you are. they just love making these threads to post their sad cartoon character and infantilize themselves
>>44017536american units??>>44017562???>>44017576i understand whats wrong with my body more than anybody else
>>44017614>???if there's nothing to life except how you look, then why are ugly people enjoying it?
>>44017614nmol/lng/dland so on
>>44017427> im scared of dyingYou should be. If you dont accept there is a heaven. Otherwise the infinite void is terrifying. That weight, is how valuable this short life is.
>>44017643pgml estrogen / ngdl testosterone >>44017629they arent>>44017654cool poetry
>>44017673low end of female T and high end of female E, 1 year passed.keep up these levels for a few more years. i barely noticed the effect for ages but hooked up with new guys and they were constantly impressed at my proportions, when it was not like that in the first 2 years
>>44017673>they arentyou aren't them and can't decide their emotions for them. they are enjoying life. i know many many ugly people who're happy.
>>44017737so if i got 0 changes after a year i know another year isnt going to have changes just cuz >>44017756k
>>44017818you're irrationally suicidal.
>>44017818we only have your word to go on that there are literally zero changes rather than subtle ones. and i do not encourage teenagers to post their photos online. so there is nothing more i can add.
>>44017833u dont decide that>>44017845ive already posted my face and anyone can see estrogen didnt work at all
>>44017920>u dont decide thatlogic does.
>>44017920your face is the slowest working place for it if starting after 18, other than the subtle skin changes from oil reduction that can happen fast. face is 5+ year waits and FFS territory.
>>44017920>>44017957inb4 havent had face hair removal
>>44017957the goalpost always moves first 2 years then 3 then 5 + i dont have 5 years to wait
>>44017920who told you your face is going to pass without ffs
>>44018005i knew 2 cis women who did thats it
>>44018025then why did you expect it to
>>44018036because they told me so
>>44018048because cis women did? are you retarded?
>>44018067i dont get why ur being mean
>>44017162What would be the ideal scenario for your transition?
>>44018090i'm sorry. i think you should've gone into this with more realistic expectations.
>>44018092for it to work?>>44018104but i did?? u dont even know what my expectations were my transition failed because i got 0 changes not because i dont pass already
>>44018136well you assumed your face would pass without surgery, so you didn't have realistic ones, sorry.
>>44018090you have been mean in your other threads. and then you accuse others of it when they are actually helping. in this case they mean you should not listen to cis women on this matter. phrased in the way you should have come to expect from this board if you engaged with any of it beyond your spam. its spam because you never listen.
>>44018136Yes for it to work
>>44018168i didnt>>44018176but in reality you arent listening to me at all >>44018192for it to work??
>>44018222i joined the thread later. i'm not the ones that have been trying to help you. im from a previous thread.
>>44018222Yes for it to work.Now tell us what would be your ideal transition
>>44017162I wish I could hug you tightly while you cry and tell you everything is gonna be ok
>>44018283you are falling for their avatar fagging with a cute creature to get away with spamming the same thread where they just like having lots of threads with their avatar, not actual advice.
>>44018265for it to work>>44018283you dont wish that all
>>44018222you literally just said right here >>44018048 that you did.
>>44018374might just be some bored poltard exhausting peoples good will here on purpose using their pokemons. the fuck is their problem.
>>44018374ya they told me i didnt believe in it i literally said wat the problem is
