im mtf and its like every trans person pre transition has opposite gender version of themselves, but not me. i cant imagine myself as a woman, when i try to its just me in a vague sense of being female but i dont even know how i would look, i just know i mostly want boobs and to be shorter but not the cup size or the exact height. i remember in the past she used to exist but the only proof of her existence is that wierd feeling i get when i think about her, like i lost something special but i dont even trully know what. when i do imagine myself its extremly vague and not accurate to how i look, like a grey character that is supposed to be a self insert. i feel like i killed her by repressing and the quilt forced me to forget her shape
>>44018493This sounds like Abbi, Omori, and Sunny from Omori. You should play Omori.
>>44018493can you rotate an apple in your head?
>>44018493i think i relate to this. i also dont have dreams
>>44019292like telepathically?
