Is it possible to have gender dysphoria that only manifests as severe mood disruptions that occur when you remember you'll never be male?
>>44019386yes. that is literally one of the most common symptoms of dysphoria
>>44019396But what if I'm perfectly fine with my body the rest of the time (or at least not constantly horrified by it)
>>44019422depends how severe the disruptions are and whether the "rest of the time" involves unsustainable deflecting.
a depressed man who has a good day is still depressed
>>44019386My gender dysphoria was also very mild until one day I was sick of having thoughts about being male and decided to dress "like a boy" to prove to myself I'm not trans. Big mistake. Before that, I dressed fem my entire life and was ok with it. Trying to look masculine a single time felt cathartic at first, but when I had to stop playing dress up and and go back to dressing looking like a normal foid it broke me mentally. 24/7 shaking with anxiety, can't bear to look at the mirror at all and had trouble sleeping. Wanted to kms again. If I never entertained the tranny thoughts I'd be fine. If your dysphoria is still mild run away from this place and never give in to the temptation to poon out. Find another way to cope.
>>44019386If you're a Matt Johnson fan just poon out already it's too late for you
>>44019386 I wonder how it must feel to have a pig face
>>44019461I can look at my body naked without being driven into insanity, I'd say I'm doing pretty good m\opst of the time, I have been on testosterone for two years though...>>44019925Most ftmtbts are unbearably clocky and fembrained though, surely some of us are really just nondysphoric cis women at heart.
>>44020052LOL love that acronym. Can confirm that that is true, I made friends with a bunch of fujoshis/theyfabs that got into it after the movie came out - I've already gotten one of them to start testosterone, working on more. Who cares what's the difference between being "trutrans" and a "nondysphoric woman" in the end, everyone should start T that shit is awesome. I love that you're HRTrepping, but if you think you might be happier fully living as a man give it a shot. I do and it's a blast
>>44020052>testosterone for two yearswell yeah, right hormones is protective against insanity.
>>44019925what if im an mtf fan
