It's okay to be a girl who submits to her man and calls him lord.
>>44020082erm commandments 1 and 2...
>>44020082have u made a contract yet
>>44020082lord farquaad
>>44020082Damn I forgot Pretend Girlfriend never ended.
>>44020082Sure, just make sure to call him a boy from time to time and order him around so he doesn't forget that he's replacable in a much faster rate than you ever could be
>>44020091God is working through him, it's okay to submit to his guidance and might.>>44020102A contract carved into our hearts, minds and souls. I'm his stupid slave girl forever and he is a higher order of being.>>44020303He does a lot of things for me and helps me out a lot. I don't think he needs ordering around.
>>44020321What kind of things and helping around?
>>44020326He does a lot of housework for me like cleaning, doing the dishes and taking out the trash since I'm too mentally ill so I can do just a little. Also he gives me attention and cuddles me when I'm scared and he protects me when we go out.
>>44020356Wait...wait, are you sure it's your bf and not a social worker that handles autistic people that you mistaken as a bf?
>>44020321you make me really jealous. submitting to someone fully is such bliss
>>44020409Funny joke. I guess he's not my boyfriend since he owns me. I don't think a social worker would hypnotise and brainwash me and get sadistic pleasure from tormenting me and getting all kinds of reactions from me.>>44020474It's the best thing ever. It's taught me a lot.
>>44020082>buy small plot of undeveloped land in the middle of nowhere >exile tranny into it with a bunch of tools and farming equipment >she makes herself a decrepit little shitshack to barely survive in>come once every few months for (sensual) census on horseback and full larp armor>dump whatever scraps, berries and assorted grains she tirelessly worked for between visits into garbage bin when you get home>the c
>>44020498need so bad, being seen as not a human but property or a plaything is so nice
I certainly don't call him lord. that's cringe.but yeah, ever since i accepted i'm not his bf and in fact not a man at all, things have improved drastically. he's a real man, i'm not. and best i can do is be the best wife I can be.
>>44020508That's not what a good lord would do. A lord should protect and take care of his subjects.>>44020521He sees me as a human. It wouldn't be fun otherwise. It's more fun to make a human become so dependent on you that she proudly admits to being a stupid slave who can't live without you brainwashing her.>>44020522Have you tried calling him sir or something similar when he's psychologically dominating you? Do you want to be his wife or just his slavegirl or concubine? I'd want to stay as his slavegirl so I never forget my place as beneath him.
>>44020643>Have you tried calling him sir or something similar when he's psychologically dominating you?I do sometimes lovingly call him sir.But we're way past that. We're now legally married, I'm post op and it's understood clearly at all times who's the man in charge.>so I never forget my place as beneath himsrs solved that years ago.we're also from a more conservative country and i pass as a mid woman so it's always evident to anyone who's beneath who.I'm content with this existence and feel blessed that I got the chance to achieve it.>slavegirl or concubine?yeah, no. I'm his wife. I submit to him and in return he's the best man he can be.I uphold his role and his masculinity because he earned it. In return he reminds me of my role and makes sure i don't get ideas.Submission needn't be abusive, nona. We complement each other. And i'll always be grateful to him for showing me my correct nature and role.
>>44020736I'm happy for you but I would never legally marry him. It would be a sign of weakness if he needed the state to keep me as his slavegirl. Also it's not the business of a satanic entity to know who my earthly lord is as they'd just use it to harm me and him. I kinda want srs too but I'm happy with orchi as well because it reminds me every day that I'm nothing like my master. It's not abusive for us, we both enjoy him brainwashing and tormenting me. Sometimes he does it to me when I'm high and his reach into my soul gets so deep that I don't think I can ever get it out.
>>44020082been considering this lately
>>44020082Idk I just want a gf I can love and cherish while holding her down and breeding her.
>>44020825As the girl?
>>44020789>It would be a sign of weakness if he needed the state to keep me as his slavegirlfair enough. we did it so our house is better protected from the ideas of some of his and my relatives.in our country the property of unmarried couples is very poorly protected.>I kinda want srs too but I'm happy with orchi as well because it reminds me every day that I'm nothing like my masterto us it was also logistics. he can now have me whenever he wants without the torment of anal prep. also missionary works way better with an srussy. it also leaves no room for confusion at any moment in any given day.i don't do drugs but when he makes me orgasm from penetration alone and then calls me faggot, that does something to my head. something very enjoyable. the thought that i used to play as a straight man makes me yearn more for him. the thought that my pleasure can only come from a real man or from objects is a permanent and consistent reminder of my place.>It's not abusive for us, we both enjoy him brainwashing and tormenting mefair enough then.i'm not judging. after all i enjoy being called a faggot so who am i to judge, lol.
>>44020886>in our country the property of unmarried couples is very poorly protected.Understandable then. Our situation would worsen if we got married.What you wrote makes me want to get srs desu but I'm mainly worried about complications and the quality of the surgery I could get. Also I'm not sure if I like being an eunuch girl more or a clamgirl. Some of my religious views make me like being an eunuch girl more than a "regular one".
>>44020946>complications and the qualitylegitimate concern. I got full hybrid ppt precisely to avoid the most common complications. also self-lubrication was the selling point.recovery is quite painful. but overall it was completely worth it. sexual health vastly improved for both of us and also ended my questioning.>not sure if I like being an eunuch girl more or a clamgirlhaving been both, the latter is better for me. maybe it's not for you. i'm certainly not shilling.but srs clarifies a lot non-sexually too. I don't have to be worried about being "found out", I can now wear anything, I don't have to remind myself to go to the stalls instead of the urinals (gender neutral bathrooms are very common here) and, once it healed, I no longer have to be careful how I walk in order to avoid causing pain. Also, no more tucking.It's a lot of practicality that went into the decision, even though my primary motivation was sexual.
>>44021020My country only offers penile inversion so I guess I'll have to get used to just orchi or wait if I get inheritance or something to go do it properly.
>>44021039Yeah, it's not exactly cheap to do it abroad. I did it abroad too. It was about $15k. Not impossibly expensive, but certainly not cheap.And yeah, you shouldn't be doing srs through state insurance or in a state hospital. To put it bluntly, if you don't pay for it, then you are not getting even mid-level care.Orchi has an effect (or at least had on me) but it just wasn't enough for me. PPT can be performed even if you had an orchi.If you've been for long enough on hrt, orchi is almost mandatory (especially if you started young) because it's not healthy long term to keep on trying to suppress T.
>>44020882yes
>>44020082giwtwm but im so happy for you
>>44021039>>44021060do you think it'd lose the appeal if you were cis girls? do you grateful to god that he made you sissy faggots? i think it was his plan to make sure you know your place under men
>>44020082>no man to treat like a living god and exalt above all otherswhy LIVE
>>44021345>do you think it'd lose the appeal if you were cis girls?I don't think so. It would simply appeal to a slightly different (and bigger) crowd of men.Most of my friends are cis f and wives. They view their husbands quite similarly to me. In fact, some of the things I learned from cis women. Earlier in transition I was concerned I might be a bit over the top or w/e and then when I started relating to cis straight women, I quickly learned I wasn't going far enough.~95% of women are submissive, anon. For the guy they find hot, they go just as far or further than me and the other nona go. They just had more time to learn how to hide that from polite society.>do you grateful to god that he made you sissy faggots?I don't believe in god per se and i'm not a sissy.However, yes, I am routinely in awe that I get to live this existence. It's as close to an IRL miracle as it can get.>i think it was his plan to make sure you know your place under menheh, probably not.still, do keep in mind that I chose to act upon all of this. lots of failed males forego the chance, much to their detriment, imo.>>44021233nta but what's stopping you?
