Boy/manmoding is a fucking scam. After 3 years I can't take it any more. I thought I could do it forever. Now I have to learn all the hondmoding bullshit I should've learned years ago. I'm behind and I should've just ripped the bandaid off. I was scared. I didn't want to hurt my relationship with my father (lol), I didn't want to hurt my potential career prospects (i already have none), I was scared I couldn't pass, but now for me I have to honmode or die. This shit is killing me. I hate my life.It's funny how much I sound like a regretful repper. I still don't want to socially transition, at all. I have to. I get that a lot of you go many years longer than I on this, but I'm not strong enough. It's time to become the walking opticsnuke that I actually am.
>>44020447mogs me
>>44020447same except I think I’m just going to detrans instead. I was honestly happier as a proper repper
>>44020447soulmogs me because foids are retarded and can't rep like steroidic, vascular BULLS like me.
>>44020779I just tried to wean myself off estrogen these past few weeks I can't do it>>44020781I'm a soulhon with no real interest in being a woman, I'm just forced to impose my tranny freak self on society.
