I genuinely can not cope with or rationalize the fact that part of me wants to be a girl because it turns me on. even though I'm confident theres a part of me that wants it regardless of that, that part that gets turned on just makes all the other feelings seem completely invalid. It just makes me feel like some kind of perverted freak whos letting a fetish effect their everyday life. I just wish I was a proper fucking tranny.
>>44020497So long as you keep it to yourself and your love life I don't really see the problem. Are you going to beat yourself up over some unc psychologist from like 30 years ago said?
>>44020497Every tranny here is agp you're in good company.
omg, who the hell cares.so glad this shit wasn't popular when i started and i could troon for the fetish without that many brainworms (or at least not this perpetual self-doubt).yeah, the idea of being submissive to a man as a woman turned me on. now it turns me on that I am being submissive socially and (heaven forbid!) sexually to my husband. so what? that's most cis women too, btw.
>>44020597This isnt even like 4chan induced brainworms. The fact It was at least partially a fetish is why I repped hard for 10+ years. I felt like a freak.
>>44020628>This isnt even like 4chan induced brainwormsof course. the whole "community" has been under constant ideological assault since 2012. just as i was starting out.i never understood then (and still don't) why would one rep solely because it might be a fetish.bdsm-ers build clubs in the middle of the cities explicitly for their fetish. but, oh no, i shouldn't be emasculating my body and mind because i find that very hot? why not?I loved the "old" framework a lot better in which people like me were called transsexuals and the motivation was secondary while what one did was the primary concern.these days it's the opposite. a brainwormed "gender studies" 21 year old theyfab gets to lecture me on what's valid and what isn't. insane and unacceptable.bodily autonomy ftw!
>>44020497>blanchardposting>doesn't even know blanchard's own claimswhy is this so common?
>>44020692Well... my problem is religion as well. I can justify in my head that some women get born as men by accident, but I cant rationalize that I'm really a woman on a spiritual level if theres a sexual aspect to it, and its not purely just some deep held conviction that I have about what my true gender is.
>>44020740god made us sexual beings, nona.>cant rationalize that I'm really a woman on a spiritual levelthat literally doesn't exist (outside some schools of islam, i suppose).in all major religions individuals are post-gender in the afterlife.all major religions do have a lot to say about self-harm, though. and what you're doing is self-harm.i hope you find peace somehow.
>>44020692>these days it's the opposite. a brainwormed "gender studies" 21 year old theyfab gets to lecture me on what's valid and what isn't. insane and unacceptable.>bodily autonomy ftw!
