I manmode at age 34 and I am in great pain
>>44024748tell me about it pls? i manmode at mid 30s too but am not in pain. is that because i am new to it? what pains you?
>>44024748I started manmoding at 19 (yes I'm that fucked) and the only thing I'm looking forward to is FFS
>>44025943I was a lot like you, and I you're anything like me, FFS still won't solve your problems. I haven't looked in a mirror since right out of surgery. It's been 3 years and idk how I look anymore.
>>44026063pic? I don't expect FFS to make me pass but it would be nice not to look like an ogrehon
>>44026122I mean I could show you pictures of my exposed skull later, but I feel like you missed the part where I said I haven't looked in the mirror in 3 years. I'm not posting face.
>>44026063>>44026160>I haven't looked in a mirror since right out of surgery.why? is it that botched?
>>44024748Same, 32 known since i was 12. I'm a husk. I chose the bad ending.
>>44026556and a little estradiol at 11 was all it would have taken to prevent this fate
>>44026501Idk, I just know whatever it looks like I won't be satisfied. I doubt it's botched, it was with facial team, I just doubt it reads fem. Especially since I didn't get work done on my jaw or chin because the surgeon told me I didn't need it.
>>44026675fuck you
>>44026735How is this a fuck me? Don't act like you'd be any fucking better in my shoes.
>>44026160>>44026675Well this seems insane. Surely it's not that bad. Have you seen your face lately? Accidentally?
>>44026794I would be better if I had ffs
>>44026818>>44026819 I'm about to be home I'll show you the pictures of my skull and you'll understand
>>44024748>>44025936>>44025943>>44026063Why do you do this to yourselves? Why can't you just accept yourself and move on? For god sakes if you could be gay and experience your femininity through your sexuality, you might have some happiness in life .. you even want to try it
>>44027077there is nothing feminine about me
>>44027091then why cant you just be a normal man
>>44027077idk why u quoted me, i said it doesnt hurt. thats why i do it i dont really mind(honestly, at least i think so lol) and might not be binary. im making a ton of progress too maybe i will be motivated if i start to stall but so far i dont care i really dont care if i get "misgendered" by random strangers for me its about aligning my image with potential partners which are usually not straight cishets anyway like if anything i want to repel cishets lol
>>44026818>>44026819Top is before, bottom is after. Both look like male skulls
>>44026818>>44026819Skull Before (male)
>>44026818>>44026819Skull after (male)
>>44027459>that jawnot a manmoder
>>44027494>>44027494Fuck you, don't ignore the rest of it
>>44027432Whatever, however, normal people don't think like this>>44027438>>44027459>>44027476Can't you understand it's not normal to think this way?
>>44027476>>44027459>>44027438So what? Do you live in Germany in 1936? Do your peers walk around with calipers and craniometers ready to pounce on your skull? The fuck, get a grip
>>44027558It's not normal to be trans... But if you are trans, I'm pretty sure it's normal to feel dysphoric about the way your bones look. Just because most people don't have access to X-rays and peeled-back skin shots doesn't mean that you can't tell if they're male or female when you see them now
>>44027600No, but they do walk around with a pair of eyes and a brain in their skull. That's pretty much all it takes. That's why I don't look in the mirror
>>44027677I can't tell from the images you shared. How big is it even? Surely it's not as bad as you seem to think
>>44027558>Whateverim not complaining im explianing >normansyeah i know lol
>>44027605but why can't you be your normal sex when you believe you look like a male to yourself. I can understand if you saw yourself as female, you would desire other people to see you the same as you see yourself. you don't have that problem
>>44027763My brain and my skull are 2 different things unfortunately. Being trans isn't about looking in the mirror and seeing a woman, it's about looking in the mirror and seeing the opposite. It fucks your brain up and makes it very sad.
>>44027839>Being trans isn't about looking in the mirror and seeing a womanThis is exactly what it's all about! if you are really transgender, you would see yourself as a woman. You are not transgender, you're only pretending to yourself. What you seem to be dealing with is some kind of ego dystonic condition.
