> be me, then 16 y/o> get huge homework assignment> always tired when coming home in the afternoon, lack focus to work on the assignment> only recently discovered my AGP libido & self-pleasuring> immediately disgusted by this malformed sexuality, but it's addictive> try to put it to good use: whenever I feel too exhausted / tired to work on the assignment, I pleasure myself for the post nut clarity & focus> do that for months, it becomes a habit> start noticing that whenever I feel exhausted / tired / unfocused (e.g. due to lack of sleep), I get horny, erect, and start having AGP fantasiesI had forgotten all about it while I was on E for half a year.Now at 22, back on T, with the understanding that I am actually just a fetishist and not a woman, it's all coming back. Just suffered through an episode today, when I did uni homework.I'll have to start going to bed on time. Otherwise, even more AGP lust than usual will be my punishment.
