>>44031302
you have literally no hair on your hands and wrist. and you expect us to believe you have facial hair? post pic to prove your facial hair

>>44031302
do a pushup and drink some coffee

>>44031302
also you look like you look really cute. i say this because your fingers are really feminine and cute

Do not post your face here btw. Do not become immortalized in this place.

>>44031302
i knew when you first started posting here that before too much longer you would be yet another obnoxious attentionwhore spamming the catalog with your random lazy selfies, and look where we are now lmao

>>44031337
she already has

>>44031340
Ooof

>>44031340
where?

>>44031322
i meant shaving my body
>>44031337
too late
like 9 months too late
>>44031339
well i was always going to end up like this. if i can't pull anything meaningful out of life i'll just attentionwhore over and over for short term gratification

>>44031359
Maybe you can hire a service to wipe all your pictures off of here

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>>44031356
multiple places over multiple months with the highest density of posts the last month or two
>>44031368
what's the point

>>44031369
you literally look like a woman or an androgynous femboy. if you grow your hair longer you will look like a woman and not a tomboy/femboy. also you are 5'5 and i wanna make you my wife
>>44031359
how much hair do you have on your body? and how much on your face?

Well, yeah.
I don't even know who you are, buddy.
But if I were to know you, I'd miss you.

>>44031379
>how much hair do you have on your body? and how much on your face?
body like a normal amount idk, not much dark hair. some peach fuzz on face but no dark hair
> i wanna make you my wife
choose someone on the same continent, who's less mentally ill and when the person actually knows anything about you

>>44031369
I am confused, can you clarify some things?
are you depressed bc of transition stuff or something else
bc you look like a little boy desu and could pass if you actually presented as a girl
I assume its something else
its crazy cause ive had like 3-4 times this last month or two where i would told myself i would kms but i never ended up attempted and just hit myself a decent bit
i would be really surprised if you didnt have a single person who would miss you but even if so youre young and surely capable of realizing some potential
unironically as corny as it sounds everyone is unique and can bring something to the dinner table
if its because you feel useless and unwanted or maybe that you are a negative to others
I bring up my ex, who has a bunch of emotional issues and self-hatred which partly fucked me up and our rls desu
theyre a lot like a lot a lot(they have bpd so that is where some of it stems from but not all obv)
basically theyre a lot to deal with and very messy and not the greatest person but i know theyre a sweet soul and I would genuinely never be the same if they attempted/completed suicide

>>44031422
its somewhat difficult as well bc it sounds like you may have major depressive while im someone who is chronically depressed(persistent depressive disorder) but regardless
just like my ex, I wish I could cure people like you of your immense self-hatred but sadly that is not possible
I'm not gonna pretend like I would break down crying if some board tranny died but it would genuinely sadden me desu as edgy and as mean as people are on here sometimes there is a decent sense of community that should not be understated
It makes me sad to see trannies suffer and die esp since both me and my ex are trans(im closeted mtf and my ex is enby)
idk we are all cursed in the end I suppose

>>44031438
sorry if this is all very corny but idk
I try and believe my good deeds will get me somewhere in life even if I know thats not how it works
and I try and focus on the future and my latent potential as it allows me to look at myself in the mirror and think of the good things rather than the bad things

>>44031369
This bitch is worried about passing

>>44031422
i'm depressed because of everything. mainly transition stuff. i spent my whole life conforming to what i thought i should be and repressing what i actually felt. then even after finally accepting it, and being on hrt for 9 months nothing has changed, and the mistakes i made are still haunting me. i dropped out of school just to later rejoin and am having to repeat a year. i hate others seeing me and have no friends so i just don't go. i'm at what's basically rock bottom and i don't see myself having a way to climb back up. any potential i have which i don't is wasted because now i'm stunted and behind everyone else. i have no ambitions because i pour so much of my time into dooming over my transition

>>44031469
>>44031475
also just because i look okay in a frauded photo doesn't mean anything. haven't malefailed once because i'm ugly and recessed and look like a man

>>44031482
Im too lazy too check but r u on hrt

>>44031475
well wdym nothing has changed
have you seen no hrt effects?
idk I relate to the whole dooming thing heavy and yeah
having to start shit a year after your peers is pretty rough too
but youre also really young and im certain you can turn it around even if it will be difficult
>I hate others seeing me and have no friends so I just dont go
the thing socially is that you just have to keep pushing forward since as soon as you start self-isolating youre fucked and need to do a u-turn
as self-isolation makes it harder to acheieve the closeness you seek and makes you more comfortable in the haze of loneliness
idk nona i brought up the story of my ex bc you seem very self hating and my ex personally has a very very bad complex about how they are horrible for other people and that everyone hates them bc they hurt others(which is true in some cases but theres more to it)
Basically you can be a seemingly useless drain on society "loser" and there are people that will still love you, probably in spite of that, but the love is there regardless
why you may ask? Because no one(unless youre 'literally hitler') is some all-bad fuckup with no sweet qualities

>>44031533
>have you seen no hrt effects?
i have but if they're not enough to make me passable what's the point
>as self-isolation makes it harder to acheieve the closeness you seek and makes you more comfortable in the haze of loneliness
i'm terrified of other people seeing me and i know self isolating is bad, i can't win
>ex personally has a very very bad complex about how they are horrible for other people and that everyone hates them bc they hurt others
i'm a drain on my parents, my dad hates me for what i am, i stayed with my ex for longer than i should've even though i lost feelings because i needed the emotional support and eventually broke up out of guilt. i'm not a good person by any means

>>44031482
You need to post nudes before you say something like this

>>44031589
>i have but if they're not enough to make me passable what's the point
hmm if you had to pick 1 trait stopping you from passing, what would it be?
>self isolating
socializing normally again is def gonna be a process and something youll honestly just have to go through raw, not much way to circumvent talking to others
On your relations with others
have you parents told you youre a drain on them? Has your dad told you he hates you for being trans?
>my ex
Im not going to pretend like what you did isnt bad
it is pretty bad and i hope you took accountability, apologized, and at least promised to try and improve in the future
>good person
my ex has this similar kind of thing although i think its from the bpd
this good - bad dichotomy in their head
I personally dont subscribe to such things
what matters is your behavior in the end
"what I did was bad" does not equal "I am a bad person"
the behavior is what you should focus on bc its what you can actually change

>>44031621
youre a pervert

>>44031625
>hmm if you had to pick 1 trait stopping you from passing, what would it be?
it's hard to say because it's a combination of stuff. chin, scarring, browbone, Adam's apple, shoulders
>have you parents told you youre a drain on them? Has your dad told you he hates you for being trans?
no because who in their right mind would say that to their child. i am a drain on them though that's just a fact. it's really implied my dad hates me
>it is pretty bad and i hope you took accountability, apologized, and at least promised to try and improve in the future
i said the breakup was my fault yeah. whenever i brought up my guilt around using him he always just said i wasn't. took me like a month to break up after realising my feelings were gone

>>44031692
No, no... I just want to give you helpful feedback

>>44031369
This is someones girly faggot son

>>44031621
>>44031765
not even me you just replied to and also ew

>>44031302
>all i wanted was to be normal
kek as if you know what normal is

>>44031719
>no because who in their right mind would say >that to their child. i am a drain on them though that's just a fact. it's really implied my dad hates me
fair enough
but I feel as though if no one has really said this to you its not worth reaching such a final, depressing conclusion about it
I mean
lets face it we are all a bunch of fucking trannies so am I saying your parents are 100% not upset or dissapointed in you? no, I am not saying that. I do think there is probably some complexity that you are missing
and if your dad does hate you for being a tranny well desu hes a dickhead simple as
The guilt thing hits close to home bc with my ex they felt guilty for being so emotionally all over the place and erratic ig + they flip flopped between wanting to be in a romantic rls vs not and they would vaguely bring up this kind of stuff and feel super guilty and i would only talk about their improvement until I realized I was getting sucked into their emotional state and things had become really toxic and they were actively(albeit unintentionally) harming me with their behavior, fucking up my mental in the process
Similarly to my ex, Idk if this should be used as evidence that youre some kind of evil demon and no one will care if you died
you can fuck up and not be an irredeemable hellspawn yk this is real life and shit not a weird sitcom with static characters
the consequences of that rls are obviously your responsibility and so is the guilt(if you still feel any) but it is a moment for progression and allat

>>44031785
You shouldn't 'ew' yourself, you really look quite attractive

>>44031782
yes my alcoholic transphobic father's
>>44031798
i have an idea of what it's supposed to be like, watching everyone around you experience life while behind glass gives you that
>>44031801
i guess i did a similar thing yeah. there's your evidence i'm a pos ig

>>44031853
I'm sorry

>>44031853
do you go to therapy?

>>44031931
i've been considering it again but i've only had negative experiences with therapists in the past so i'm skeptical

also sleeping now so won't reply for a while if you say anything sry