>can't be gay because all gay men are social butterflies and I'm an undersocialized retard, not attracted to men in the way gay men are>can't be straight, bi or pan because I'm not attracted to women, also think vaginas are nauseating>not trans because I don't have or want a vagina>the only terms that veer upon approaching my actual sexuality are "brainwormsxd" or "not real things">if I try to label myself as anything I get attacked>Hurr durr why does it matterBecause I need to understand myself to have even a sliver of a chance of being okay with that. Right now I just view myself as a freak that even alphabet people hate.
>>44034966>all gay men are social butterflies
>>44034982When I identified as gay, gay men attacked me for A. Liking animanga (biscum trait)B. Not having slept with a single gay man (gay men actually immensely dislike me, both as a person and sexually)C. Not being social, I have zero friends and only leave the house for work and groceriesD. Not being a part of their subculture or remotely interested in itE. Not being attracted to men in the way gay men areSo I'm clearly not gay, and do not identify as such
>>44034966I approve of not letting you be gay because you seem like you have a lot of problems and i dont want to have to be associated with or responsible for that
