i dont think im really trans >omg stop repping nona take your girlpills im trans >ACTUALLY YOURE A FUCKING AGP FETISHIST FAKETRANS BITCH BECAUSE YOU WERENT A SASSY ULTRA FLAMBOYANT EXCLUSIVELY GAY NOT BISEXUAL JUST GAY BOY IN HIGHSCHOOL AND ACTED LIKE A BLACK GIRL (further speech is unintelligible) 4chan trans culture is just social cannibalism some of you are so fucking annoying. i'm glad i realized im just a slightly feminine guy and stopped hyper analyzing myself because of the bullshit on this board also someone on leddit said normal well adjusted trans people "just live their lives and dont really go to online trans spaces" and that was probably the best advice ive had in a while. this board is a shithole and drags you down to its level, get out while you can however some of the mtfs ive interacted with on this boards and others are some of the kindest people ive met online though. so i know not all of you are bad. but some of you are so fucking annoying .
>>44039173i havent been to this shithole in a while so idk who that is
Did you fucking screenshot a google image result ?Holy giga behaviour
>>44039197>did you just do a completely insignificant thing that doesnt affect me or anyone else in literally the entire world whatsoever? oh my god what a fucking loser lol stacy look at this guy, what-evurrrrrrr wikia doesnt let you save images. are you this beyond the limits of sanity that it's the "uncool" thing to screenshot a fucking image? 4chan is like how skater kids acted in the 2000s but theyre all autistic nerds and the "nerd" behavior to them is not knowing how to spam out 80 lines of code in 3 seconds to use linux or some shit
To be real though. I think you've got it right.It's unhealthy to stay here for prolonged periods of time.
>>44039291Don't take it like that, I just thought it was funny, no judgment attached.
>>44039307ok my bad. i couldnt tell if you were trying to attack me or not
>>44039064I love Gintama.
>>44039064this website's as close to a dumpsterfire as you're gonna get. sucks cause good faith anonymous discussions can be engaging, unfortunately everyone seems to be in an endless ragebaiting contest and it sucks :(live your life do whatever kill everyone
>>44039064>blah blah blah I'm not trans but here's my retarded opinionsilence, cissy
>>44039357i dont know what i am, but I'll just continue talking either way
>>44039337>sucks cause good faith anonymous discussions can be engaging, unfortunately everyone seems to be in an endless ragebaiting contest and it sucks :( japanese chans like 5ch dont seem to be like this so theyre much better some other boards are pretty alright too this one is just full of annoying people
>>44039332 i like it too from the screenshots ive seen but i cant stand actually sitting and watching an anime anymore unless its with other people. i prefer good vns or manga
>>44039064>>44039370maybe i (op) should have transitioned when i was 13 and was offered to go on hrt cause this guy said some passive aggressive shit about me to my mom for not knowing how to fix something on her car just now. lmfao being an unmasculine / feminine male causes so many fucking annoying interactions with people. i hate people
>>44039635the only point of putting a feminine person in a male body is to torture them. to make matters worse i fucked up my hair recently and had to cut it all off. fuck this shit.
>>44039635>>44041560not killing myself at 12 was a mistake. now my life is unimaginably worse and the only form of social interaction i can have with people i can relate to is on one of the worst boards of one of the worst sites that exists.
>>44039064I think ultimately that the board doesn't necessarily grow the culture of crab bucket mentality, defeatism and social canabalism as it invites and sustains itthose likely to engage in those behaviors are excluded from most spaces or grew up using this board already, coupled with anonymity and lack of consequence people speak freely without thinking of others as other human beingsNormal well adjusted trans people don't hang out in trans spaces is true because identity based personality is flawed and limits growthGlad you were able to realize you're just a feminine guy and hope that if you choose to do so, can leave this place as you said and find better community
>>44039635>>44041560>>44041655I don't think that transitioning would be better than being a feminine guy unless you truly did it for reasons related to yourself instead of outside stimulisorry about your hair
>>44041660Wtf are you on about. Lots of well adjusted trans people spend varying amounts of time in trans spaces and it's actually the psycho conservative tradwife pickmes who don't since they're often self hating transphobics. Are you honestly using some reddit psyslop designed to keep us disorganized and weaken the trans community as a measuring stick?
>>44041712You can participate in and uplift the community through activism, coordination, volunteering and other measures without being in exclusively trans spaces outside of one built that way for necessary opsecI really had meant online spaces moreso than in general as well
>>44041660right after i posted that like an hour later, i went with my mom to get something on her car fixed and the mechanic made some cunt ass comment about how his son would be fixing it himself and learning, lmfao. >>44039635ah fuck this shit. and then i messed with my hair knowing it would get fucked up and it did and now i will have short hair for at least another year. i also have really severe ocd and i genuinely think every time i say something on 4chan the opposite becomes true, hence my op saying im just a feminine guy then the thing with the mechanic. so i can't communicate properly at all because of my illness and other meds (than the one im currently on) for it might make me obese. >>44041677i dont even know anymore. i was on e and wore makeup out and got really positive reactions from people and was genuinely much happier and even FELT better on e and when i missed one dose i noticeably felt my emotional state decline and turn into like the emotional equivalent of dehydration or dryness. idek anymore. i could be a feminine guy if i got my hair back. this is so fucking annoying. this isnt even my biggest problem atm im dealing with severe psycho family members and even one of them using a friend to stalk me LMFAO why do so many trans/lgbt/whatever people have such shitty lives???
what does "being a feminine guy" even mean. like do you wear dresses and makeup? do you talk like a fag? what difference in your life does it make???
>>44041712>and it's actually the psycho conservative tradwife pickmes who don't since they're often self hating transphobics. 90% of this board is self hating transphobics. its full of gaslighting shit about agp vs hsts or calling people hons (when the people doing it probably dont pass or are even good looking in real life) etc. the 4chan trans space really is just the same as regular 4chan but with trans people lmao. ironically regular boards like /int/ are actually better than this shithole because people just chill and talk about what they like but here its already vulnerable people just hurting other vulnerable people even more who are already hurting. i want this board to be better
>>44041738How predictable of a response. If you want to go blend in with all the cissies nobody is stopping you but drop the trutrans rhetoric. Not every transsexual person needs to adhere to cisgendered lifestyles or heteronormativity to be normal or valid. Anything less is just a piss poor attempt at sane washed fascism.
>>44041762i looked visibly more feminine with longer fluffy hair and i lost it recently >>44041560 so i get treated like a "regular" guy by ppl now and i hate it. everybody could tell i was faggy before and i noticed a change in ppls reactions and behavior to me i guess im just coping with losing my hair
>>44041762>>44041818also i did wear visible makeup out sometimes and it made me happier but now i cant cause i lost my hair i basically looked like a gay goth boy but now i look like a regular guy and i hate it
>>44039064if you're taking anything said here seriously or have any investment in this website in the year of our lord 2026 seriously then that's on you. I know some people do but. guys. really. >ishiggydiggy
>>44041756If you had more positive interactions, felt better on E, felt bad when missing a dose and were happier that just seems like you should be on it, no?Decide if it want to transition, live as a woman, feminine guy, manmoder whatever but it just seems to logically reason you're better on hrt by every accountAs for the other thing i don't really know what to do, i'm sorry your having to deal with such as shitty family>>44041812I don't understand what I said to upset you, I'm not speaking on any trutrans rhetoric or the validity of anyoneYou don't need to adhere to cisheteronormative standards to be valid or anything, All in saying is that it's unhealthy to exclusively use identity focused places That would be the same for sexuality, gender, mental illness, or others you can use them as places of support but they shouldn't be your entire socialization
>>44041855Who would even do that. Just go on the internet and tell lies. Are they lies or plausible deniability. Huh...
>>44041855i dont have any social life or anywhere else to go to relate to people because i have an abnormal fucked up life. >>44041655 examples of my current situation: - severe abusive father + aunt + other people associated with the religious cult i grew up in abusing me and my mom + stalking us + threatening us - bedbugs for nearly 4 years because same abusive father and aunt spread them through house on purpose for years and father even locked items in his room (with a lock and key) that were full of bugs like a mattress from his sleeper truck - severe mental illness (ocd) that causes me to be obsessed with good and bad luck and anything that seems to cause either of them >>44041756 (>i think every time i say something on 4chan the opposite becomes true) - financially unstable i feel like i am fundamentally broken in some way and like a lot of people who recognize me on here hate me. i just want to stop suffering so much. i grew up in an abnormal dysfunctional family in a cult and it ruined my life and my family issues never got better, and right now they are worse than they have ever been. this site has always been home for outcasts and people with abnormal lives and i cant relate to anyone anymore so i isolated myself from my old friends.
>>44041869What rhetoric? The same rhetoric you're so convicted to standing by which is why you can't take a huge fucking step back and admit that you are possibly wrong. The same reasons you're now trying to decide where and when people can socialize. You're just an antisocial bully hiding behind a veil of civility. Am I upset? Am I mad bro? No. I'm fucking the calm before the storm who sees right through your bullshit which is why you're so threatened by me to keep responding. Not actually responding to me but to the crowd you're trying to appeal to. You're a two-faced politician. I'm the mob smashing in your palace of lies. Recognize it. Respect it. You can't because you're a narcissist.
>>44041869>If you had more positive interactions, felt better on E, felt bad when missing a dose and were happier that just seems like you should be on it, no? Decide if it want to transition, live as a woman, feminine guy, manmoder whatever but it just seems to logically reason you're better on hrt by every account yeah after what happened with that dumbass mechanic i realized that i want to live as a woman. unfortunate timing with my hair though. >As for the other thing i don't really know what to do, i'm sorry your having to deal with such as shitty family its alright fuck it type shit (gintama reaction pic)
>>44041869>All in saying is that it's unhealthy to exclusively use identity focused places i (op) actually disagree with this now. >>44041655 this place is basically the only place i can socialize with people i relate to (trans/lgbt ppl + on the site for people with shitty and abnormal lives). i just have to leave this board a lot because of how toxic it is. but i cant relate to other ppl on other boards so other boards dont feel as much like social interaction as much as this one. people on this board also often tend to be kinder and easier to get along with, despite the also high amount of toxic shit related to lgbt topics.
>>44041974Hair grows back faster than you think and chan be styled femininely even short, had a friend who lost their hair due to salon bleaching accident right before transitioningfwiw i don't think you're fundamentally broken in any way, i got your able to get away from tue family though, it seems that would be the greatest improvement to your life rather than transition at this time >>44042020 They can be great support networks, I just think it's better for growth to spend time in spaces unlike yourself, hobby spaces, interests or general friend spacesyou can make friends in spaces like this, but a varied life leads to more understanding between peopleI use this board because I usually enjoy the people here and try to spend time with friends I've made elsewhere as well from political groups, volunteer group adjacent to it and then general friends made up of cis m, cis f, trans f, trans m etc
>>44039291linux mint is retard proof atp
Linux is AGP.
>>44042063>Hair grows back faster than you think and chan be styled femininely even short, had a friend who lost their hair due to salon bleaching accident right before transitioning hmm noted.. i remember someone posting a pic of themself with a buzzcut and saying they just got on hrt. i think I'll just try to bear it for now cause like you said the family problems are worse.. and it is objectively true that theyre worse im just upset that i lost my feminine look when i lost my hair cause that was helping me cope with everything so much. so now i can barely cope with my problems. >i got your able to get away from tue family though, it seems that would be the greatest improvement to your life rather than transition at this time im trying to leave with my mom. its complicated though. and we dont fucking get along. its a "her word against mine" thing. everyone assumes the parent is in the right if they witness an argument, especially if it's between a mother and her "son". lmfao if i was a cis girl i wouldnt even have to deal with as much shit flinging when other people see my bad relationship with my mom cause its "normal" for moms and their daughters to fight but everyone thinks im a cis guy. fuck being transgender, its better to just be born as the gender you want. >I just think it's better for growth to spend time in spaces unlike yourself, hobby spaces, interests or general friend spacesyou can make friends in spaces like this, but a varied life leads to more understanding between people yeah, i like /int/ a lot, but i feel more comfy here when its not toxic. int feels like hanging out with college boys so i dont really feel 100% myself. and i feel like i have to hide certain parts of myself in that environment. i like /x/ too but trying to "figure out reality" gets exhausting and frustrating.
>>44039064there is something implied in what you are saying though, why is it that "well adjusted" trans people arent terminally online? cause they have a stable self-fulfilling identity and they dont need to go seek out others to validate it, they can just exist fully as themselves in the world.thats why people who really hate this board struggle to leave it, their identity is too tied up in what other people think of them and constantly need to fish for that validation instead of just existing
>>44042073>>44042094i cant have a useable pc or laptop cause of bedbugs and i dont have an iphone. i just have a samsung phone if i could use my laptop i would have read all of higurashi by now. reading it through a youtube playthrough on autoscroll speed is a nightmare
>>44042203Sorry I can’t relate to this at all. I’ve never been this destitute. I hope things get better for you.
>>44042200>thats why people who really hate this board struggle to leave it, their identity is too tied up in what other people think of them and constantly need to fish for that validation instead of just existing in my case its that my life is just too weird and i dont relate to anyone outside of this place because of it and i dont talk to anyone anymore outside of this site so i dont really have anywhere else to socialize and being alone while going through so much shit drives me crazy >>44041922i hate repeating it over and over cause it makes me feel like i look like im trying to get attention before it but i just mean to vent and just list/describe whats happening to me. idk what to do besides from the obvious dealing with my problems within my ability but aside from that in my free time its really hard to cope
>>44042225it's ok, thanks >>44042230attention for it*
>>44042162I'm glad you're leaving with her. Getting out with her is good even if you two don't get along, it's a start by getting away from the others in your family like your dadidk much about other boards really because this is the only space in 4chan I use, this board will hopefully be less toxic after pride when the glowies and chuds move back to their spaces instead of pretending here
>>44042225>>44042230my mom said some of my family members might be doing black magic on me/us (theyre black/carribean and have talked about it before) and i believe her. the more i see how people react when i describe my life circumstances makes me really think about how surreal it is. how is my life this fucked up? this really doesnt make sense. what are the chances this would be happening to me and how and why is it
>>44042264>I'm glad you're leaving with her. Getting out with her is good even if you two don't get along, it's a start by getting away from the others in your family like your dad yeahhhhh.. fuck evil people and abusers. i have no idea why they're allowed to exist and do what they do. it's crazy how warped and grotesque a person can really be too. the only description of a person as twisted as my father is the protagonist of the vn "Sayonara wo Oshiete". the parts from the text saying "that which spits on sanctity... it can only be called a demon." was so shocking to me. and also how disturbing the scenes of how he mutilates, rapes, and kills the schoolgirls in the game. especially the one screenshot where it shows the sprite of one girl and the choices list just casually saying ">Hit her >Kick her >Kill her" like its just some normal visual novel decision scene. it was so surreal and jarring. >idk much about other boards really because this is the only space in 4chan I use, this board will hopefully be less toxic after pride when the glowies and chuds move back to their spaces instead of pretending here i just learned to ignore chuds. also /int/ is probably the best board. its like a global sfw version of r9k.
