I really really regret taking e it’s not even about passing or not I’m just way too fucking ugly to be queer like I can’t even look at my face for more than a few seconds before breaking down men like me are supposed to just keep their head down work and suffer they’re not supposed to even think about enjoying life
>>44039931I've been keeping my head down, working, and suffering. It doesn't work either.Please try to find a way to love yourself, you deserve it!
you deserve to enjoy life thoughbeit nonny. you can always stop taking it. how long ago did you start?
>>44039951people like me are too ugly to love themselves. ur supposed to just turn yourself into a machine and use drugs to fry your brain. The mistake was ever believing there was a future in wish you don’t have to suffer through your own existence
>>44039983I hear you. But i have to disagree, see i thought like you a long time ago. So i did it, year after year, till those years turned to decades. I hurt a LOT of people on the way. Myself included and the result? I'm here, trying to be uplifting to others while i stare at the rope i put up.It's not too late hunny, it really isn't. So you're not a supermodel, big deal. 99% of women and most men go through that, without the added hell of dysphoria. Most get to grow up coming to terms with it, with friends and support systems. Some give up, some work hard toward being who they want to be. Something i've learned in all my years of suffering is there really are only two choices and it SUCKS. You can give up, or do the work. I gave up, the result has been a kind of living hell most can't imagine. Please, take it seriously. It can and WILL get worse.Imagine the version of yourself you wish you were, and imagine what they would say to you right now. Hopefully they would be very encouraging, wipe your tears, and ask you to please keep going. For both of you. I believe in you!
>>44040082I have never in my life seen another creature with as ugly a face as mine. your positivityslop does nothing for me
>>44039931I think all that's left for you is to find a special hobby or skill you're good at, that you can distract yourself with. There's no going back from where you are but you can at least stop it from worsening.
>>44040481I know you're saying that because it's the outlet for how negative you feel about yourself, this is 4chan afterall. I've word for word (except the positivityslop thing) said the same thing. What you're going through is neither unique, nor necessary! I believe firmly that you can love yourself when you're ready, i hope you realize your worth sooner than later
>>44040555yea I tried that but it doesn’t work when even a glimpse of my reflection makes me too depressed to do anything for the rest of the day
