How do I cope with being a basedpoon? I'm very hyper-sensitive and I cry easily. I am insecure, weak and frail. None of my friendships have lasted very long because of this. I hope to marry a beautiful woman one day and make her bear my children, but due to my lack of male genitalia this will never be possible. Even without kids I could never become a provider due to my inability to go to work like a normal person.
>>44042408hi girl, chasing your yaoi fantasies i seeu got wet thinking about all that
>>44042408>I hope to marry a beautiful woman one day and make her bear my children, but due to my lack of male genitalia this will never be possibleThey can make sperm from women. It's not commercially available yet, but they've already done it. https://theconversation.com/eggs-from-men-sperm-from-women-how-stem-cell-science-may-change-how-we-reproduce-219005
>>44042589why did you encourage her to act delusional
>>44042560>wants to impregnate a woman>yaoi fantasyare you fucking retarded?
>>44042593Tranny science advancements are based.There's also specific genes that have to stay active/turned on in order to suppress gonadal transdifferentiation. If you silence or activate certain genes, even in an adult, an adult ovary will reprogram cells into testicular cells or vice versa. There is a future with gene editing and greater understanding of epigenetics, where you can turn your balls into ovaries (or vice versa) and make your own HRT in your body.
>>44042560I don't understand what you mean by yaoi fantasy
>>44042560>fantasy of a heterosexual relationship being described>this is yaoi fetishism, somehow
>>44042408id say u need to toughen up since mental strength and stoicness are probably the most important male traits but then remembered that ur supposed to toughen up by being mocked, teased and maybe even beaten up in school as a kid until u either conformed or became strong by standing up for urself, and its too late for u to get that experience anyways. everytime a ftm is told to not be a fucking pussy, to stop crying or to man up(basic male socialization) he always lashes out in defiance to that treatment(bcuz lets be honest, that treatment sucks and no man actually enjoyed it) so they never changei have the exact opposite problem u have. i faced so much shit for being a faggy kid growing up from everyone inclusing my ownfamily and even got beat up at school by bullies, i had to train to beat my main bully up and succeeded. peak male socialization stuff. but sadly that has made me as an adult way too hardboiled, and even though i still act faggy or femme, i cant cry or show softness anymore. i used to as a teen, but now its impossible for me to cry and be soft and its made me seem so malebrained. like my feminimity is so surface level since theres no softness or vulnerability, it just comes across as gay male feminimity. the only upside is im invulnerable at transphobic and misogynistic abuse. i mostly pass now so i mostly just face misogyny now. its actually funny to see a misogynistic moid freak out after i call him out when he creeps or is being an asshole to me, they arent used to that from girls lmao. its why its hard to leave that toughness behind. even though it masculinizes my personality its very useful for social survival. sucks ill never be a soft princess :(idk why i started ranting, ig im getting drunk. i wish we could switch personalities. wish u luck op!!!
>>44042634>id say u need to toughen up since mental strength and stoicness are probably the most important male traitsI love watching the trans community be the biggest sexist, gender stereotype enforcing, regressive jackasses.>a misogynistic moid freakLiterally you.
>>44042594>>44042606>>44042611>>44042626as a tourist, it sucks to see women ruin themselves with whatever newfangled fetishes rhey adopted as their identitymight not be a yaoi fantasy, but she definitely has some kind of weird kink going on hereyou wouldnt announce your kinks that openly, and she here definitely is some kind of porn addicted nymphowhat makes u think u are an actual man lmao
>>44042664Oh look, another misogynistic moid freak.
>>44042594> easily triggeredyes you are too sensitive to be a man, maybe you should stop abusing roids like a junkie
>>44042681You are retarded and can't even reply to the right post, lmao. I am not OP you dumbfuck.
>>44042408>how do I cope?Being a man is 50% keeping it to yourself because nobody fucking cares and the universe is indifferent, shut the fuck up and do what you have to do, and 50% finding something you love to do that you can focus all your pent up rage and despair into and converting that into your reason not to give in to the impulse to go on a suicidal killing spree.
>>44042408I hate to say this OP but I don't think you will get much help cultivating a healthy sense of masculinity in a board full of tranners who hated it so much they chemically castrated themselves
>>44042716You guys do know men come in all sorts of varieties and not every single fucking man is stoic Clint Eastwood? What is with trannies and this extreme reinforcement of sexist stereotypes.
>>44042664I don't believe that I am an actual man. I'm not going to deny biology. Unfortunately the only way I can feel at least sort of at ease is by pretending to be one. I am generally disgusted by sex and my own body. If I had a penis I'd only have sex for the sake of reproduction. I wouldn't say that I have any fetishes, unless wanting to live a happy, fulfilling life is a fetish. I don't masturbate or watch porn. My desire is to live a traditional male life. Get married to a woman and have my own kids.
>>44042751A virgin wrote this post.
>>44042748>What is with tranniesYou tell me, I'm cis.
>>44042751>I don't masturbate >My desire is to live a traditional male lifeContradictory statements.
>>44042659im literally correct though? also the average moid is way more mentally strong to insults and threats than the average woman. im assuming u are a terf. if some scary guy went up to u and started calling a bitch, a fatty, a piggy, a dead end who will die alone, or even hold up a mirror to ur face, u will most likely cry. i will not. im not kidding, when i was early transition i got literally threatened death and stalked and i never cried. i have faced so much abuse and cruelty throught my life and i never cried. i have been beaten bloody and i just laughed in his face. u could call me a man to my face and i wouldnt cry. if we ever met face to face i would pick apart all of ur insecurities and insult u until u broke down. but being real, u are probably too much of a coward to ever face me face to face anyways. u probably cry over even the thought of confrontation, which is why u only attack trannies on the computeridk why u hate im awknowledging this. u terfs always harp about gendered socialization and im literally agreeing with u on that. ig u only beleive gendered socilization when it comes to creating negative male traits and positive female traits, which ironically, is justifying the existance of sexist gender norms funnily enough. if u believe female socialization turns all women into angels then traditionalists were right. i want a world were men arent abused until they become stoic and train the softness out of them and women arent taught to be pushovers who are meant to have men walk over them and abuse them. i want to cry to get rid of all the pain ive gathered in my soul over the years. not being able to cry hurts more than crying, but at least im too strong to be hurt by words, or even fists anymore. or maybe i just dont care if im hurt or die anymore. anyways im drunk u should open a beer too and chill out instead of harrassing anonymous trannies online like hopy shit get laid or something lmao
>>44042769Doubtful
>>44042751why not be a fakeboy?
>>44042765trvke
>>44042773I don't masturbate because I am disgusted by my female body. If I had a male one I'd most likely feel comfortable doing that
>>44042780>everyone who disagrees with me is an evil terf cis woman!You are so fucking predictable and retarded. >if we ever met face to face i would pick apart all of ur insecurities and insult u until u broke down.What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little shit? Ill have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and Ive been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and Im the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker.
>>44042780>I'm such a tough guy>Doesn't share a single insecurity>You gotta work for my humiliation fetish. My ego is so fragile I only respect chad. Teehee. Aren't I such a brat
>>44042664>some kind of weird kink going on herethe kink in question:>"i wanna be someones husband and have a wife", a disgusting pornographic fantasy that cisoids famously dont haveTCD
>>44042800good girls overcome their traumasit is just a pussy, nothing scary about that
>>44042810she is a woman, and why are you encouraging her to take roids lmaowhy would a girl want to be a husband lmao, unless she is confused
>>44042829you should take a look at this bosshttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transgender
>>44042802so are u like a cismoid terf or somethin? how fun. anywas i have made 3 grown adult men and 2 grown woman cry by being mean to them. ur post is filled with obvious insecurities i can tell ur an easy target loll>>44042809lmao i dont have a fragile ego. if anything its the opposite. the part of the humiliation fetish and only respecting chads are true tho i let my bf be mean to me sometimes :3
>>44042765>FTM and into women>Insecure, weak, frail, hyper-sensitive, etc >Also sub5 if it wasn't obviousOf course I am a virgin
>>44042840so she is a female who wants to be a maleunless you can grow her a real cock + balls i dont think it is good to feed her delusions
>>44042846Anyways i have made 300000 grown adult men and every single adult woman i have ever met cry by murdering them. My name is shadow the hedgehog. If I threaten to beat you up, it means I'm right. I can tell you are an easy target because I just smoked my smart weed, which makes me really smart and capable of punching through 4,000 firetrucks. Grow the fuck up, kid.
>>44042851answer the bingo
>>44042855lmaoooooo so madd i bet ur fun i wish could squish ur cheeks :3
>>44042788lmao this is so specific that idk if anyone can get a bingo on it
>>44042871cope harder you transparent retard
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>>44042859Barely anything there applies to me. I still have my ovaries but am planning to get them removed in the future. And naturally submissive, which I am working towards changing
>>44042894good girl, dont resist your true girl self
>>44042907Do you have a FTMTF fetish? Or FTFemboy? I don't understand what you're trying to do
>>44042922neither, fixing confused girls is what this is all about
>>44042894> want to be my true self> tries to force self to be more dominant to feel more heckin validantithesis of accepting yourself
>>44042894Don't remove your ovaries. Uterus, sure, but not the ovaries. See >>44042606Epigenetic influences can even trigger this sometimes. Sustained high androgen states (including from HRT) can cause ovarian cells to reprogram themselves.
>>44042962NTA, but what do people mean when they say "confused" in such contexts? Wouldn't confusion be something like "aaaa, I don't know what to do :(", which is the opposite of transition because when you're transitioning you're doing something and knowing what you're doing?
>>44042984nah you thought that you could be a man, when you turned out to be a girl all along
>>44042962I'm too deep in this shit. Years of therapy didn't work, I can only embrace it. Randos telling me this stuff online isn't going to work either, I've heard it dozens of times already. I either keep going or -ACK myself. Which I will do some day in the future anyways. Either when I somehow manage to get a wife which I won't be able to impregnate, or when I one day look at myself in the mirror for too long and realize that even hormones and surgery won't make me resemble any kind of man. I have a incurable lifelong mental illness
>>44042979Overlooked that somehow. Some hopefuel at least
>>44043010that is okay, what if i trooned out, so that you can fulfill your fantasies?just close your eyes while you ride me, and it will be just like your dick is in me and not the other way around
>>44043026No
>>44043000But OP said that he doesn't believe that he is an actual man. So this what you've just described doesn't apply at all in any way.
>>44043028well you already pretended to be a man, why not go all the way?
>>44043026What an interesting excuse to troon out xd
>>44043058hey hey i am a male and therefore the intention is not genuineat least i act like one
>>44043041Kek no thanks. I'm chasing actual male biology, not some retarded 'close your eyes and think of england' troon roleplay, some mutual delusion where we both play and pretend
>>44043089but you will never have male biology
>>44043083>hey hey i am a male and therefore the intention is not genuineI see. I found it funny that someone would offer such things, seemed like how people think up elaborate excuses to do things they want to do anyway, you know?
>>44043123what is so fem about having an afab ride my dick?
>>44043089The genital structures of both sexes are derived from the same base tissue. It's why the raphe darkens and thickens when trans women are on estrogen; the tissue is homologous to the labia minora, which typically grows in response to estrogen ("roast beef" is a highly estrogenic trait) at puberty and thereafter. You are already familiar with how similar works on a t-dick. Some women even have their labia begin fusing together when they have estrogen plummet during menopause, or after getting off birth control, etc. This area is homologous to the scrotum; early on in development (and in some intersex individuals) it is called the labialscrotal folds.Stem cell medicine and gene editing will eventually be able to cause transformation of the genital area. All the base ingredients are already there. Eventually, we will have true transsexuals.
>>44043127I wonder if I'll still be alive when that happens
>>44043118The rest of what I said still applies
>>44043141In my deepest of schizophrenias, I believe we are all immortal.
>>44043126It is a feminine desire, in a way.But I was just joking, because the mental image of someone trooning out and using "I just wanted sex with pooner" as an excuse is hilarious to me. Unfortunately, I have an odd sense of humour.
>>44043172it is true! >_<i will close my eyes if she closes hers and we can pretend
>>44043127>("roast beef" is a highly estrogenic trait)Interesting that it is considered unattractive, I've always imagined that standads for women lean towards absolute femininity, but I guess that is not the case
>>44043179I'm ugly from head to toe, I don't think you want that
>>44042408Why can't you work?
>>44043181Beauty standards for women very often resemble pre-pubescent women or androgyny.
>>44043187Not able to concentrate for a long time and easily burnt out. Social anxiety. I also cry at the smallest inconveniences. I don't think my co workers or my boss would appreciate me sobbing my eyes out at my desk. Most of all, when I cry I am basically frozen up and unable to speak or move
>>44042408If you figure out, please let me know so I can snap out of this delusion. Being too soft and frail has been forcing my hand into trooning out because I just cannot perform any sort of masculinity t. mtf
