i've been on hrt for 4 years, had (failed) ffs, and i've been doing the hrt femboy/twink-that gets confused for a girl sometimes thing for a year now. i thought i could get over the dysphoria. i have become comfortable going by my birth name and dropping the pronouns, but i'm still miserable. i don't think i was any happier when i was trans identifying either though.. there's no light at the end of this tunnel
>>44042458why not retrans then
>>44042557shame, i dont want to feel like a freak, i don't think id be much happier