anyone else struggle with being assertive in public since transitioning?>have a headache>hmmm some grey goose vodka would help >huge heatwave in europe, don't really feel like watching to shops>Uber eats it because I'm unironically self-made top 5% networth in my country>some disgusting fat caveman looking jeet accepts the order >gross>30 minutes later>doorbell rings>twice in under 10 seconds >rush down stairs to answer, don't have time to button up my shirt so my bra is on full display >door bell rings again just as I open it>6 foot tall obese nigger jeet with his disgusting yellow unclipped toenails on full display >"What is your birthday madam">tell him>"nineteen ninety madam?">no nineteen ninety nine... >"it says ninetine ninety is wrong madam">I mean I was born in the year ninetine ninety nine... *notice myself staring at the floor*>"like this madam?">yes... please>FUCK why did I say "please" for >here you are madam>hands me bag and lets go of it before I properly grab it >almost drop it>"WOAH MADAM are you okay?" >y-yes! >"make sure you are careful madam!">ME...? CAREFUL? WHAT A RUDE FUCKING DISGUSTING NIGGER JEET, HE DROPPED IT BEFORE I COULD GRAB IT PROPERLY>look up at him>want to complain>open mouth>"I'm sorry, thank you very much!">*reflexively smile*>he smiles with dull, yellow eyes and turns to leave >close door and kick myself for being so obsequious to such a disgusting and lowly subhumanliterally HOW the fuck do I grow a spine and learn to stand up for myself around others? The only people I can be assertive around IRL are other trannies, around everyone else I'm so fucking servile and pathetic
>>44045228You sound like an american southern woman in the 1960's blaming black people for the fact that she's socially inept and mentally underdeveloped. have you tried not being spiritually a dixie cuck?also if you're able to be in the top 5% of your country self-made, you're probably in the balkans or some shit. you know you're functionally brown too right? being racist won't make german cock taste any less salty
>>44045363what the fuck is your problem? >you must be from a poor country if you're self made! wrong, western europe actually, I'm just that smart (unlike you) , sorry not sorry </3
>>44045228you sound like a nice person you just shouldn't hate yourself for it. his misogyny is his issue.
>>44045459I know, I'm happy I'm so polite and respectful, but sometimes you need to be able to stand up for yourself...
>>44045228cute>>44045363you sound jealous
Nah. Every waking moment in public is like a reverse safari where i'm showing off to people that i'm trans and i let people stare as much as they want. Basically i find that if you let people look and realize it isn't making everything awkward and painful, they get less scared of you. Everyone in public treats me well.
>>44046662hmm, this is a good way of putting it, thank you anon
>>44045228why the fuck are you medicating with alcohol you loser, go take an NSAID like advil. also youre so autistically anxious and meek i can smell it through the screen. go to a therapist and psych already.
