i hate myself so fucking much for starting hrt at 30 fucking years old. i've been on it for 2 years and never honmoded once because my face is so masculine. it's done literally nothing to my face. hairline is still fucked as well.i'm too comfortable being a man. i could easily just take hrt and live the rest of my life without any other form of transition and never tell another soul. i'm not that dysphoric. i just have to avoid the mirror as much as possible and say the bare minimum in conversation.my life is completely pointless and i only have myself to blame. i'm lucky to have a job and a roof over my head but that's all.
>>44048275You're gonna have to bite the bullet and start honmoding eventually.
At least honmode at pride events or the gay bar. Queer friend's parties . Its what i do
>>44048275It’s all ogre now.
