I've been on estrogen since Kirk got shot (lol).Why did I transition?In the summer of 2025, I felt the euphoria, I felt the seeming signs of dysphoria, I had an abnormal childhood (no friends in elementary and high school, only cared about studies). However, I fully blame it on meta-attraction.A large part of the reason I transitioned was because I was an incel. Women felt unapproachable to me due to high sex rates, my geniune distaste for femininety and also I find no need to dating a modern cis woman because they all seem a bit ... stupid.I also think all the relationship "games" and going on dates was a bit silly and performative and a waste of time. However, I still wanted a girlfriend, someone I could love and I never felt that. I thought of myself highly but I didn't think males were attractive.But why do women even like men? Because desu a woman shouldn't logically speaking ever want to stay with a man. Like I'm not attracted to men so I just didn't understand ... and personally if its money or material things and not my soul, than I can easily just be dumped for another man.I didn't have faith I could be 100% attractive to a woman.The only thing that made pure sense was my desire for another woman. So, I extrapolated that and decided, "well, if my desire is the only real desire and everyone else's desire is fake or weak, than being a woman felt like the best way to be loved"I understood what I liked in a woman, so why not just be a woman?There was no money or material thing I needed to possess, I felt safe and it also felt like it matched my internal self better ...but to be honest, after months on this and occassionally girlmoding, I don't want to be a woman. I just wanted to be understood in a life where I wasn't understood for my whole life and clinging to this idea of being a trans woman felt like a rush because I was finally heard ...I'm still some autistic anti-social weirdo, but I'd rather be on T and stop taking blockers.
>>44048581stfu womango on monotherapy its better for u
