I think why people don't know for so long is because no-one has the words to describe being a tranny."tranny", sure. But as a kid I just felt internally strange and weird and only in retrospect do I realize that I was consciously repping and subconsciously desired to be the female form.Like "feeling strange" and "weird" can just be chalked up to social anxiety or existential. That's what I thought. "Gender dysphoria? I'm not gay!" If I lived in an incubated Christian high school and college, felt asexual and disconnected and alienated from everybody else and just stuck with being boy/man/male my whole life because I had no other words, am I really to blame for forcemascing myself?When I hit 18, I felt this irregularity with myself and thought, "hey if I just toughen out so I don't end up as a faggot, as a weak fuck, act like a man, fuck a girl." instead of digging why I felt bad ... I just went through college and employment acting rough and male and abrasive and tough and ugly and nasty and getting into confrontation -I've lived so long as a man and acted as one unaware I have been masking the whole time a deeper internal soul that I have suffocated because I feared I'd be alone more, Really I was digging myself into a further hole. A hole that entrapped me further into never being seen, further loneliness, etc. ... the very FUCKING reasons why I unknowingly repped as male and suffocated any thoughts, because I thought it would make me less lonely ...Its comically terrifying.And now I have to make myself into an ugly woman. Really, an estrogenized male. Great.
>>44049175I don't like that you look like a little boy dressed as a prostitute. It's off putting. Also I'm sorry about your gender dysphoria. Please be careful about the men you date if you are into men.
>>44049175you're trying to rationalize the irrational, and it just comes out as word salad
>>44049285so what should I do then? follow what the irrational tells me to do? if so, I troon? is that your advice anon: submit to the irrational?
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>>44049311I don't care what you do just stop thinking you've come to some genius realization of the tranny experience. Youre a dime a dozen repper who cares
>>44049241weird take. she looks like an adult.
>>44049381Goodness, you are sore. Dildo up your ass reached your poopie?
>>44049398Its Lex Walton btw and no I agree with first post in terms of this picture. But irl, she's a tall af tranny. Very beautiful as well.
>>44049398If you say so
>>44049408Youre mad cause youre 25 wondering if you should do what i did as a teenager. Its probably over for you and you should just kill yourself
>>44049502I'm mad? No. You are, you're being a muck-around mopey lil shit in my thread you gonad!First you call my thread a word salad, then you call me a dime a dozen "repper." and then you say I'm mad?You are one sassy litttle tranny! I'd tell your boyfriend that his tranny gf needs to be reigned in a bit, if you even have a boyfriend ... teehee.
>>44049413>tall af tranny
