I turned 18 recently and because I live in the uk I haven’t been able to get health care and I hate it so much I feel like I’ll never get to be myself or undo the damages done to me I’m so desperate to start healthcare that I’m half considering just letting anyone who will pay for treatment use me as a slave however they want so long as I get to be in my own body (also sorry for file I had to rewrite this about 10x and got annoyed)
>>44051376you will never look like picrel and you will never date or fuck anyone who looks like picrel
>>44051386projecting
>>44051386Who’s picrel? Also I don’t care about how they look so long as they help me transition
>>44051386I just looked up what it meant I rlly don’t care also nobody talks like that go touch grass
>>44051401>Who’s picrel?i haven't laughed this hard in ages jfc
>>44051415You welcome ig?
>>44051376i will pay you to cut your arms with a knife on livestream, or even better, kill yourself
>>44051450I mean sure to the first one maybe but why? Also why so rude?
>>44051450Also if I were to die I’d want it to be in childbirth that way I could at least bring someone useful into the world
are you diy-ing>>44051429picrel just means the attached picture. u didn't know it because you've been abiding by 4chans no minors policy like a good girl
>>44051473Oh ok thank you and no I’m not diy-ing at the moment
hey babe
>>44051473Why’d you ask? :3
>>44051480well. you should. in my poorly researched vibes based conclusion.
>>44051492Who r u talking too?
>>44051500you*checks you out*
>>44051494i was just wondering bc you said you felt like your body was being ruined, and esp if you're planning to expose yourself to the elements here on 4chan maybe waiting isn't the best idea. just a thought.
>>44051453It's summer. There's bored children spamming the board for lulz. Eventually they fuck off or transition
>>44051513Oh fair enough thank you :3
>>44051502Aww thanks :3
>>44051386Hello Maid Kyouiku: Botsuraku Kizoku Rurikawa Tsubaki or Maid Education: Fallen Aristocrat Rurikawa Tsubaki by Kyockcho poster-san
>>44051497Thank you I’ll look into it if I can’t do it formally
>>44051527you will never look like a real woman
>>44051480>I’m not diy-ingThere's your 1st problem. Start asap or don't bother. Waiting for a script can take years
>>44051543Ok thank you
>>44051494also thank you for the :3i will say i have had the same kinds of slave thoughts as you have. albeit im in the united states and (remembers i don't have to disclose my birthday) im relatively well off bc my mother is well connected in medical circles so i've been more optimistic. anyway if my reading of the :3 is correct, if i could i would keep you and give you a good education and as i learn how to live in the world as a girl i'd make sure you learned alongside me and would only sexually objectify you a little bit
>>44051557Id like that and you can do as much or as little with me as you want
>>44051557Also your reading of the :3 was correct :3
i hope you get AIDS
>>44051574dawww good girl
>>44051629Thank you:3 also do you want me to call you anything?
>>44051626Well aren’t you a ray of sunshine
>>44051639oh no not really, i'm just fantasizing here. Miss, i suppose. i have bad avoidance problems and so sometimes i wonder if using someone as a training dummy would be better, but my paranoia is so great they'd kinda have to be a slave for me to feel comfortable. which is not the most stable or reasonable state of mind. im not really dominant or sadistic, lol. i wish you luck in finding someone. if you drop your discord i'll save it and maybe when i'm more of uhh a person i'll go back to it. i hope that doesn't sound dismissive, i'd hate to make such a wonderful girl sad.
>>44051723Oh ok fair enough I’m going to leave my email which is ash419487@gmail.com I don’t mind if you do or don’t do anything to me anyway also if your still here what did you mean by training dummy because so long as I don’t die I’m happy to be used as one :3
>>44051723Also I’m happy to be a slave and I don’t care if you new not a sadist Dw :3
>>44051755training dummy as in, like, i could say whatever i want to you and do whatever i want to you. and in so doing i could gauge your responses and practice interacting with people lol. its just that none of your responses could ever hurt me in any way because you'd be too scared to do anything that might upset me. so i could see if you were uncomfortable and i'd try and help you with it but you could never yell at me or like make it a conflict or anything. god im fucked up. thank you for listening and giving me a contact obediently lol, good girl :3
>>44051755also before i go, idk why, but i want to wish you a goodnight. sweet dreams!
>>44051788Thank you :3 Also that’s fine I’m happy to be used as that I was expecting worse ngl and thanks for calling me a good girl :3
>>44051807Gn sweet dreams :3
