so I bought a load of girls clothes and they didnt all fit but now I feel I need more and need more nice dresses despite being a normal man. I shaved my beard of and have severe gayface which upsets ne tho I hate looking at my face.

i dont want to become a repper

>>44056546
>>qott: do you like oranges
not that much i prefer cherries i love cherries they taste like how i imagine being loved and cherished would taste like

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I like orange juice but I don't think I have ever eaten an orange in my entire life

>>44056566
why are you here?

>>44056600
im not sure where i belong if anywhere

>>44056614
I mean, this isnt a fun thing to do. like you need to be happy and such fren.

>>44056562
>>44045616
wish i had a cd friend to walk along the highway at night providing humor to passing vehicles

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>>44056546
I just had a bowl of strawberries

>>44056733
sounds like a fun time

>>44056546
ya i should get some because it's been a minute
>>44056566
okay then start hrt

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>>44056562
I want to wear dresses.
But I look like a man.

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Im ok with oranges, but I prefer lemons

>>44056810
>But I look like a man.
me too but you can still look kinda cute if they fit right,

>>44056546
take your HRT, retards

>>44056546
i love oranges :) i eat like 2 a day

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One of the worst things about me is i really wish i could buy a lot of cute stuff and proudly display it in my room, at least one entire shelf worth of cute shit some related to my favorite female characters, but that’s what autistic troon girls do and it always looks very cringe when they do it, thew few things i cute things i have are usually part of a set and i get the full set so they blend nice in the collection

I just don’t allow myself to just simply get the cute girly stuff that would make me happy, im too manly and i even fear the reaction people would have if suddenly all the stuff i use every day was a little bit cuter and pink,

If i suddenly woke up as a cis woman i’d probably remodel my entire room immediately, im not even a cute male, im way too manly so when i enjoy cute things it just looks creepy as hell

>>44057317
i'm too old

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>>44057317
HRT won't make everyone an anthro woman and unrape me.

>>44058087
do you want to be anthro gfs together

>>44058236
Yes.

>>44058319
okay let's do it

>>44058326
:)

hey reppies…. Love yall… sorry about ur situation i know it sucks.. i love u… it will b ok one day…

is there any actual way to reduce the dick size without hrt?

ok. I accept it. I am repressing something. I don't think that it's this, but it definitely couldn't be this, because I cannot be a circus freak.

is it possible possible I watched too much porn and just need to suck a dick to calm down? or that I just want to feel desired again? or that I'm too autistic for my own good and need to be put down like a sick dog, or told what to do? I like my penis and don't like feeling emasculated.

>>44059101
lol

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>>44059101

>>44059159
I'm being serious! I get like this once every 3 or 4 years. it was that fuckass pink bunny.

>>44059183
lmao

how many of you are here because of the digital rabbit?

>>44059216
a better question, how many people here are transitioning because of the digital rabbit

>>44059180
I do not imagine myself as a woman when I masturbate, which is a lot. I watch solo pornography featuring females, or I imagine the SEX that I HAD with my ex GIRLfriends.

I just don't see why I shouldn't get to feel pretty. that's all. I am not macho and have never felt as such.

>>44058955
shears

>>44059242
Pretty much same, it's generally an AGP vs AGAMP thing

>>44059216
>>44059231
she called me out pretty accurately with that character, I'll say that much lol
not that i'm like that in person but i absolutely have acted like that online, constantly

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>>44059231
I'm tempted. I don't want to end up like him.

>>44059463
why am I agp or agamp? I am not sexually excited by these thoughts. Maybe I'm just a little bit of a faggot and want smooth skin.

>>44059216
No I've been consciously repping for years and will continue for the foreseeable future.

>>44059507
I mean I wouldn't mind having breasts, it might be kinda nice actually. But I don't have a strong hatred of my male chest so I couldn't possibly be trans

If you’re going to rep why are you here get out you don’t belong here

>>44059663
i need a void to scream into

>>44059658
I don't have strong hatred of anything because it is what it is, I'd just rather have thing be different if I could

i wish i had a friend who found out about my depression and then “forced” me to to come out just with them/strangers and they played dress up with me and bought me hrt against my protest and then i *has* to take it out of guilt so on so on

>>44059684
same...

>>44059684
can i have that too

>>44059684
me too thanks

>>44059684
nobody's going to forcefem you. you gotta do it yourself.

>>44059721
no i NEED a savior anime plot to happen to me or im going to kms im too stupid and useless alone and its actually not my fault at

is this why reppers always transition when they meet in real life, they can forcefem each other

>>44059755
genuinely i think my social isolation and lack of emotional support is the single biggest thing that made me like this so unironically yes

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>>44059755
Never heard of that happening

>>44059730
jfc have some agency for once in your life. it feels nice to exercise it.
>>44059755
reppers don't meet one another.

>>44059784
>reppers don't meet one another.
what if we met

>>44059807
im a manmoder >_<

>>44059828
can you use your manmoder powers to forcefem us

>>44059784
> jfc have some agency for once in your life
how

>>44059840
>>44059841
diyhrt dot coffee

>>44059663
I need an outlet somewhere

>>44059920
that's scary...

>>44059936
sometimes you have to do scary things nona

>>44059963
everything is already always scary can't things ever be easy

>>44059920
i’m a neet and no money 8(

>>44059975
its all very scary because you never get to be at ease. after sometime not on edge yeah things get less scary but i can't really do anything to help you get at ease. nobody can say anything to take away what keeps you anxious in a very real sense it's a physical barrier.

>>44060004
omfg do you really need mommy to do everything for you?

>>44060037
yes that would be nice!

if i had frens and was on hrt and could imagine a future where life is worth living then actually becoming functioning and working at transition would be much easier.
the hole is too deep

I just started HRT for the second time after I quit after only a week and I feel like I wanna stop again. I can already see my nipples through my shirts and it’s freaking me out. I stopped for the same reason last time but have been basically dissociating since I stopped. I feel like I’m fucked either way

>>44060037
don't we all

>>44060054
why do your nipples freak you out: being found out, or them developing as breasts gives you dysphoria. if its the former wear layers and get a sports bra. if its the latter ask in hrtgen about whatever the hrt femboys use for no breast growth. also two weeks its mostly in your head anyway.
>>44060052
is it just a financial barrier for you? is there absolutely no way you can save $60 ~ 3-4months?

>>44060102
It’s a bit of both but leaning towards just not wanting ppl to see any changes. Overall it feels like I’m on the edge of the point of no return and idk if I’m ready to commit. But I don’t wanna keep stopping and giving up esp cus everyone always says if you wait you’ll regret it. Pressure and shit.

>>44060156
i get that, i am a manmoder :p. get a sports bra and keep taking the e. what about your situation makes you not want people noticing parents, rural, 3rd world? most people wont think tranny and will just write it off idk what your rack looks like tho.

i should blast my head into a million little pieces

it's not that serious bby girl. take your fucking meds.

its okay because life is about accepting that your dreams arent gonna come true. like this happens to everyone. you wont meet the perfect person, you wont get the dream job, you wont be world class at something, you wont be beautiful, you wont you wont you wont. thats everyones life. its okay its okay..

i won't be happy

I won't ever be a woman

>>44060332
they won't work on me it's too late

>>44060377
you can improve things somewhat

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>>44060414
better than nothing

>>44060224
I’m lucky location wise and not really worried about specific people currently. I’m just generally conscious of my appearance and want to look cool and have people look up to me. It’s hard to do that when transitioning in any way visually marks you as a loser freak to 90% of the population

>>44060442
shit xister ain't that the fucking trvth. you in the moder cord?

>>44060426
nothing and almost nothing are almost identical

>>44060489
there is an infinity between almost nothing and nothing anon

>>44060543
yeah well
there's an infinity amount of sadness i have

>>44060553
it's all piss and vinegar with you reppers.
>any improvement is not good enough because bad things are bad
i bet you are some weird lefty mix who thinks nothing short of a full societal revolution will improve the situation. are you fucking retarded of you could take a one percent qol improvement for minimal investment but you'd rather do nothing and whine.

>>44060591
sorry

I think I would feel better if someone called me a faggot retard.

>>44060602
don't apologize to me, you are only hurting yourself.

>>44060463
I’m good lol

>>44060655
fair enough but if you ever change your mind and want to talk to some male presenting estrogenized moids you can ask in mmg.

>>44060102
> is it just a financial barrier for you? is there absolutely no way you can save $60 ~ 3-4months?
primarily, yes.
i don’t even have a bank account / i was so under that it got closed before i realized i was trans.

it’s the immediate cost + the fact that i would need to become financially independent within however long it would take for the changes to start showing, as i don’t expect my parents to be supportive, or at the very least it’s going to make my already tense living situation worse.

i realize that can sound dumb to normal people, but i have trouble functioning at a basic level and that is exacerbated by the dysphoria / consequent hopelessness.

>>44060770
do you have any irl support? where-ish are you located? what level of independence is realistic for you?

>>44060804
i mean, i have parents, they’re just not emotionally mature or people i can talk to. other than that i have siblings who are a bit better than i am but not independent either. i.e can’t drive and not financially independent either.
texas ~_~

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i singlehandedly ruined most of my relationships with other trannies who could potentially help me get out of my shithole province, now i'm stuck here unless i want to spend 4 years in university so i can get a very serious degree (even though i fucked off and did nothing during most of high school over a decade ago which means my transcript is awful now) for a career that major employers think is worth giving a shit about, and even then the canadian job market is so horrible and saturated with immigrants from indian villages because every corporate faggot loves to hire TFWs so they can exploit them by paying them shit wages

>do you like oranges
yeah i like oranges

>>44059216
I've been trapped in this wretched place for years thank you very much

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>>44060052
>>44060770
>>44060840
dayum, it sounds like we have nearly identical situations. Also stuck in Texas with emotionally stunted, religious parents, and unlikely to become financially independent in the immediate future. I don't know how to escape from this hole either, but gl my friend.

>>44060961
dang :/

gl to you too sis

>>44059242
Thank you everybody for the support but I have cured my rapid onset, latent transsexual/homosexual thoughts! I was scrolling and saw a nice young lady’s thin waist, and in my minds eye I pinned her down and penetrated her while she bit my thumb in ecstasy. This was very arousing. What a relief! I am not sure why the douchebunny had such a hold on me.

i started eating a box of grapes as a snack and ended up finishing the entire box instead of having dinner cos i didnt wanna leave my room kek

looked in the bathroom mirror too long and started sobbing award

is true happiness possible for a lateshit

hard times now. feeling down and questioning if there is still hope... what should i do? help please.

>>44061853
lets find out

>>44062137
can't someone else be the guinea pig

>>44062141
no sorry your the chosen one

>>44062153
:(

maybe i should just get a job

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>>44062172
i got a job and lost a year of my life in an instant

>>44062195
that sounds good, i wanna skip to the end asap

60 year old repper working in mcdonalds is my future

ive never had a job

i miss being unemployed i wanna rot in bed all day

>>44062299
me neither, i failed at every aspect of life

>>44062449
what keeps you going?

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I may be 20 years old but inside I'm just a little girl and little girls like me shouldn't have to get a job.

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How 2 rep sucessfully in 4 steps:
>Live healthy
Eat well, sleep well, exercise, go outside, talk to people, do something that gives your life meaning, practice gratitude. Etc etc. Obvious stuff.
>Stop identifying as trans
"Trans" is just a label. One that will make you feel more anxious and inadequate when you take it on, since your physical reality most likely doesn't match the ideal life associated with it. Truth is, you are a human with free will who can have their own quirks but doesnt have to confine themselves to some pre-made clinical categorization.
>Leave this place
Don't talk to repressors, transwomen or any lgbt people. Dont follow trans-related social media. Delete any accounts you have where you larp as the opposite sex. Don't look at gender bender erotic stuff or yearning content. Quit cold turkey, dont even look back. You're only reinforcing behaviors that will hinder your progress by consuming all of that.
>Corrections
Whenever you feel your mind drift back to dysphoric thought patterns, take a moment to correct them and direct your thoughts towards uplifting things. "I dont actually want that/need that", "I am glad I am/have that", etc. It will feel pointless at first but the conditioning effect will get stronger over time until the bad thought patterns will disappear and what you say feels true. It also helps to positively reinforce good behavior by treating yourself once in a while.
>Be consistent
Do all of the aforementioned with utmost discipline for at least 3 months and for like 90% of you, there will be a significant improvement in quality of life. If you still feel heavily dysphoric after all of that, then talk to a shrink, get meds, be it HRT or whatever else may help.

>>44056776
yeah we would hold hands

I'm really salty that I have to be a repper, this is miserable in the lamest way

For the last couple months whenever I have free time (often) I just stay wrapped up in my blankets in a half-asleep daze instead of getting up to look at my nasty body. Today I only got up at 7pm despite going to sleep at like 3am. It's crazy how fast I'm able to skip through time like this.

>>44063007
generic self-help slop
you should recommend something that actually works like alcoholism

>>44062299
>>44062444
Being employed is overrated, just work for short periods at a time to get enough money to coast on for a while. The cost of living as someone who doesn't really go outside or care about anything is quite low anyways. You can stretch your savings out way longer just by learning to cook from scratch, enjoy cheap booze, and pirate whatever online entertainment you need.

>>44062486
hope that one day things will change.

reppers are like little kids whose candy has been taken from them

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>>44063007
I have a much better plan.

>>44063168
Would start doing this if it would pay out enough to afford my own place.

>lesbian
>butch
>right wing
>against pride parades
>vocal terf
>can't stop posting about evil trannies
>"male are male, female are female, sex is immutable and can't be changed ever!"
>glorifies the suffering that is womanhood and how males could never relate
>"protect women"
i just knooooooow
i look at her and i know
i used to be in a similar place mentally
she's too old to poon out (so am i)
she will never poon out (neither will i)
what a sad life (but at least i'm not making an idiot of myself in front of thousands of people)

If I had money I'd probably buy HRT but I have to save every dollar for bills and debts and medical care. Lame.

>it's only $80!!! you dumb bitch!
I need that $80 faggot.

>>44062636
>20 years old
you are basically a little girl already what are you doing here

Gooseworx won't stop naming characters as implied reppers. Is TADC really just an agp vent session that flew under the normie radar? I might actually watch it now.

>>44065608
Repressentation is the new thing anon. Get with the times

i shall die of death in the nearby Zukunft

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>>44065101
Because I am a repressed transgender shut in who is too big, ugly and scared to ever transition or take estrogen. I mentioned my age once before in this thread and people act like 20 years old isn't a quarter of your life like you aren't a fully grown man at that point.

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Got told by an online "friend" (no longer a friend now) that how I live is not how "grown men" should be living and that it disgusted them. Apparently I'm supposed to get rid of all my (completely harmless btw) copes and hobbies, and base my life around what makes me a "benefit to society." Normally this normie shit wouldn't have annoyed me so much, but this came from a bedrotting, hard-drug addict who refused (or just wasn't capable) to see the hypocrisy

Love how even online, where you can't even seen me, I'm still told to fulfill dogshit gender roles because of being born in this flesh prison.

>>44065774
goals.....

>>44065797
don't you start

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>>44065774
Who cares about this dogshit society
I'd base my entire life around being an active detriment to it if I could

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>>44065774
he's coping hard because he sees himself in you. it's the reason autists hate other autists, seeing your own despised traits mirrored on someone else makes people furious for some reason. obviously don't take a single word of advice from a junkie on how to improve society, but odds are he's just malding at himself and took it out on you.
this shit is hard, and nobody knows how miserable the troon thoughts make you. i just want you to know i really do get it and i feel your pain, you are not alone in this, for better or for worse :)

>>44065774
People who say shit like this are just subtly trying to say they don't like you.

It's not really an opinion they hold.

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I’m finally doing it, I’m ordering HRT from symphony today. I’m just going to do ONE injection and see how I feel. I doubt ONE injection will change enough for people to notice.
Not that I’d ever pass with my bald spot haha. I just want to feel it ONE TIME and see what I missed.
t. 30 year old repper, tried to transition at 19 but got in trouble and had a psychotic break

>>44065835
but instead its in vienna and 2 girls

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I fucking love quitting HRT losing all hope cutting off my tranny friends and being alone in my room. Why did I have to be born a freak

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I'm not a real tranny because if I was a real tranny I would have trooned out a long time ago

>>44065955
your parents?

Repressing will go mainstream once people realize transitioning is a scam. We will have repressor parades, repressor talk-shows, repressor video games, and repressor day (everyone except passing trannies get the day off)

This will all happen.

>>44066723
if that ever happened, there would be boycotts and arguments and riots by people who didn't repress because they don't want people to know it's a thing

>>44065774
i have those socks

>>44066751
can i see

>>44065774
>completely harmless btw
diapers?

>>44066769
whats there to see they're just cream coloured

>>44067004
it'll be some benign shit like video games or anime that boomer brained twitteroids would say are "unmanly" while they cry and beat their wives because their sports team lost

starting to think the weird phase I had as a kid where I desperately wished I was a wolf was the biggest cope of copes this world has ever seen

>>44067743
amazing now we have therian reppers

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>>44066244
I fucking love quitting HRT losing all hope and cutting. Especially the cutting part

>>44067837
seriously replace "girl" with "wolf" in all those "early signs I was trans" youtube videos that I'm getting recommended for some reason and it's exactly what I experienced then. I wanted to have a different body so much I actually felt dysphoric about it. never told anyone though because I knew it wasn't normal.
I always thought it was a silly escapist fantasy that formed in my head after reading this children's book about a nerdy boy who doesn't fit in and then turns into a werewolf and learns to accept his true self and all that stuff but now I'm not sure anymore.
I wasn't a cool manly wolf either I had a cute heart pattern on my imaginary proto-fursona
I entered puberty shortly after and then dissociated until I graduated college and now I'm here...

this is why I don't go to therapy. who the fuck could unpack any of this?

I was once a hrt boymoder but quit, stopped death grip and cooming and now i have a trans girlfriend who models for vogue. Suck my dick pill pushers.

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Not sure if the prozac finally starting working or what but I feel usually energetic right now, not bad desu.

>>44067743
i remember as a kid having a friend who got me really into the warrior cat books and we'd play act them on the playground. saw one facebook she's actually transitioned

>>44067743
>>44068426
literally me except I wanted to be a fae creature
I vibed with werewolf books too though. Did you ever read Wolven as a kid? I remember really liking that one even as a non-furry.

>>44065765
its because of how much worse it gets, i often wish i was 20 but i can remember being 18 and feeling like a grown ugly man and how it was way too late (it was). time is just brutal.

A good repping technique is going on girly Instagram and just scrolling through reels and realizing you have nothing in common with women and you are your own person and that's ok

>>44069621
Me on norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors

repgen in one tab and mtfg in the other depending on how depressed i'm feeling that minute

I really am jax. i pushed everyone away and isolated because I couldn't process what I wanted to be.

do i really really have to watch that show

>>44071181
Never watched it never will

repgen in one tab and /hfur/ in the other depending on how depressed i'm feeling that minute

>>44071870
what species is your hermsona

>>44071886
happy

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[spoiler]Isn't she lovely?[/spoiler]

>>44072062
Oh no, I fucked it up. I forgot this place doesn't have spoilers. I'm such a fucking idiot.

>>44072081
If /co/ can have spoilers why can't /tttt/?

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>>44071181
It's not that good, but is pretty enjoyable, or at least it was for me. The ending is going to hit you like a truck though, so be prepared.
>>44072086
ikr? I like spoilers because it adds a layer of expression when you post. It's no fair that this place doesn't has spoilers.

it’s too much. i can’t keep repping. the stupid fucking rabbit convinced me.

vial ordered. the least i can do is try, living like this is fucking unbearable

>>44071898
is this some kind of coded means of mocking me

you want to forcefem me
you want to make me into the cute tranny rabbit
you want to do this immediately

no one will hold me close and make me admit I want to be a tranny like the rabbit :(

>>44072197
you could probably find someone to do that for u if u open up to the right person about it

>>44072140
Maybe I really am just a cis man, because none of this tranny media does anything for me.

>>44072166
no it's wish fulfillment

>>44072217
then why are u posting in this thread

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I get really sad thinking that Jax will stay as an abstraction for the rest of her life, and that she'll never blossom into a beautiful cute bunny girl. What makes me feel worse is that I think that's the whole point of the series. It supposed to be tragic. You're supposed to feel like shit because this person, as flawed as she was, deep down only wanted to be accepted and loved, and to give back that love to those she trusts. You can even see glimpses of this in her flashbacks with Ribbit and Kaufmo, or during the guns episode with Pomni.

She even realizes this about herself, and even reaches out a bit, begging to stay with her friends. But it's too late now, she will never return, she's trapped in a prison of her own pain and bad choices. Forever. She's not returning from that. And it's so painful because you know the potential was there, but is now gone, forever.

That's why Goose choose a song about a newborn baby girl, because when Jax hugs Pomni and accepts her support she has taken the first step into becoming herself. But she took that step too late, so we're given that glimpse of what could have been before she's thrown into the abyss. To add insult to injury, what's left of her, nothing more than an animal, serves as a reminder of that loss. It's like a scar that will never fully heal, and one day, when Pomni is ready, she will join the others in the tank, and she will be nothing more than a bittersweet memory.