>be me>scrolling twitter cuz people said trannies there and i go where the trannies are>"deworming" transfem server being advertised for deppressed transfems who need to get out their self-hatred brainworms and shit>join and its chill, dont expect to do nun but lurk>they start talking about DIY and I jump in and share how i never even tried to understand it because im a dumbass and i have medical issues to the point a medical professional always knows everything about me and sees me every 6-7(not joking) weeks at most>they convince me that medical issues RARELY matter medically>what the hell if its just social exclusion and medical abuse i can handle that - might as well be informed for my options>finally look into it getting my hopes all up>all these issues that will make my meds less effective and send me into a flare that could end my life, and i never even came close to remission in the first placeTFW the deworming community gets my hopes up and now i amwormed up. :|i felt so much better before ! I did! I was in blissful ignorance. i am genuinely on the verge of a breakdown idk what ima do... i need to take my tranny ass to the human vet and see if i have any options. i cant do this anymore.
