why is everyone on the Internet so fucking mean now? every reply I've gotten today has been someone berating me for something, I'm fucking tired. I'm tired of you people. Cissiods and trannies, you're all so fucking cruel for no reason. And I wouldn't even be complaining if it was JUST this board, but it's everywhere online. I might just leave the Internet all together. it's starting to remind me of back in school, when my peers would make fun of me for literally EVERYTHING. What the fuck is wrong with you?
>>44074160Dont worry Maple, i am here and i dont hate you, so add that to the counter
>>44074160talk shit get hit modafucka
>>44074185I can't be so sure of that. you fucking people are so good at masking your hatred in ways that make me feel very confused. You say you like me, but I know realistically none of you would care if I died tomorrow. I'm just going to assume anyone who says they like me is lying from now on. One minute it's "add me on discord", the next we stop talking the day after. everyone is a fake piece of shit.
>>44074211Even if i wanted to, i couldnt hate you, i dont know you enough for that. With that said, i liked the image attached to the post so that puts you in a positive range in my liking scale.
My guess would be that everyone is using other people on the internet as a punching bag because their life isnt going well and they have turned apathetic to humanity.
>>44074246yeah, you definitely hate me. I can tell by the way you typed that. everyone hates me
>>44074160people are mean but you specifically seem very insufferable so the people being mean are probably more than justified to insult you
>>44074253Is there a way to convince you of the opposite?
>>44074211unfiltered bpdemon projections
congrats you're the most fembrained tranny here
>>44074268I find it quite endearing
>>44074274she is all yours!
>>44074254I'm insufferable for actually engaging with this shitty board with shitty people like you who hate everyone and everything in life? sure. IM the insufferable one, but apathetic people like you who are boring as shit get to be the ones with a ton of friends and success in life. go fuck yourself honestly. I'm tired of you people.>>44074260no, you all hate me. whether subconsciously or not. I can tell. I'm insufferable to everyone like >>44074254said.>>44074249I wish they didn't have to be so cruel.
>>44074160you're pretending to be a manmoder when you're not one. when people do that it makes me upset
>>44074160This board isn’t so much mean as it is casually shitty and hypocritical and a typical cluster B way
>>44074284i dont wanna be mean, but- maybe you should take a break from the internet for a bit. It'd do you some solice, especially because you're cropping up to be /tttt/'s new microcelebrity. that's also probably alot of pressure. be kind to yourself today ok :)
>>44074160nice people don't waste their time on 4 chan
>>44074270this is another thing that really messes with me. One minute I fembrained to people and the next I'm a male. I don't understand and it makes everything so confusing on where I stand on the passability spectrum. I think the Internet is a form of psychological warfare made to scramble my self image. you people are so dishonest and manipulative to the point where compliments and insults blend together.
>>44074160I hear you. Its OK to feel this way. You aren't back in school anymore, you are safe. Its OK. Get some sleep OP and take care of yourself, everything will still be here tomorrow.
>>44074160you were crying and seething over the cute boymoder thread so you're equally mean
>>44074278Im too boring tho, i only like vidyagames and twitterslop
>>44074339It was an ai thread. anyone who uses ai deserves it. You AI users literally killed the Internet.
>>44074284After thinking about it for a while, im pretty sure i dont hate you
>>44074211i added and tried talking to you, but you just never responded. we can try again if you want
>>44074375what's your username?
>>44074343She likes all the same things? You could make tranny videos together
>>44074160Because this board turns people into monsters
>>44074160Alot of people project and use rudeness as the feeling of superiority and domination release dopamine and give satisfactionI try not to be mean and don't really hate anyone except like two people but even one of them I don't really care about anymore
>>44074384ill just friend you again
>>44074402You are no better.
>>44074160I wish I could give you a kiss
Good morning maple, fellow bpd girlie here. Youre not actually on fire, its your brain. People here are generally shit but not everyone hates you, its ok if you reply to this angrily, sometimes venting is the only way to cope. Love you girl, be safe today
>>44074384May I add you as well? You have a certain fascinating bitterness to some of your posts that reminds me a lot of myself from a few years ago.
I'd suggest not using a trip anymore to not bring attention to yourself, but I don't think you're capable of it, and know some people would pick up that it's you anyway
>>44074358this is you
>>44074284the only threads of yours i've seen were so bad, it was just you whining about tv shows for kids (tadc) and whining about being made fun of for talking about kids media. now i'm no socialite myself but i think these are a combination of traits that make a person "insufferable"
>>44074160Your problem is thinking you're special. When you figure this out, you'll do a lot better on here. Lots of newfags have this phase.Take a break from 4chan, come back without the nametag, that's all you have to do.
>>44074489sure, what's your username?>>44074474I'm not mad anymore, Im just really really sad. ty for being nice.>>44074498this is so ass. even as I write this crying I'm going to let you know how bad this is.
>>44074521>>44074506>>44074494I don't care. just hide my threads, or don't. I'm probably going to stop posting all together atp. no website on the Internet can make me not feel as lonely as I do right now, so what's the point in even using it.
>>44074541>sure, what's your username?no need, I skimmed archived.moe to find yours. Hell will freeze over before I post my shid on 4chan xddddd
>>44074160I hate myself so much
>>44074429Have I been mean to you in past Anon?If so, I'm sorry
>>44074498This literally happens every day in boymoder thread. When will antis learn?
>>44074160Maple, my friend.You post all the time about being sleep deprived and how tired you are. About being BPD and hating this and that. You're up at 1am posting youtubes about being lonely.I am begging you, as your friend, to get some fucking sleep and fix your shit. I don't know much about you irl. Don't know if you're taking drugs or what's going on with you, but I can tell you're in a downward spiral. Please, get some sleep. Get some sunlight during the day. Do some yoga or something.You might think I'm being mean, but I'm saying this because I want you to get better. Genuinely.
I am so sorry that you feel this way, I know what you mean, I mean I don't also understand why are people so toxic this days on the internet......
>>44074541>this is so ass. even as I write this crying I'm going to let you know how bad this is.
>>44074160You're ugly so deserve no sympathy
>>44074293see how xe doesn't respond? xe knows it's true lmfao
>>44074662what's the point of a good sleep schedule if I have nothing in life going for me? I don't have a job, I don't go to college, I don't have irl friends, and no one really cares about me on a deeper level. what's the point?>>44074774I know.
>>44074855Sleep makes you not feel like shit.
>>44074160Wish I could pat your back and tell you it's just a loud minority of terminally online anons being this way but to be frank, I lost hope in that hypothesis years ago. I can't know what's in your head Maple, I'm extraordinarily pain averse and easy to frighten, so I've very rarely contemplated suicide even at my losest lows. But please don't do it. We lose enough people as-is and we have to at least try to stick together. If the anons here are too much for you, try your local community. You might find a support group or LGBT shelter where you can meet others in your situation to comiserate and offer help or ideas for your future.
>>44074855>what's the point of a good sleep schedule if I have nothing in life going for me?all those things you mentioned are higher up on mazlow's hierarchy than sleep. Your body needs good sleep, there's no negotiating that. :cYou may not necessarily even notice the negative effects, but they're likely still there. Your mind and body will feel better with proper sleep, even if it's hard to perceive it.
>>44074855>what's the point?I hear you. I figured you'd say something like this. I might not be a smooth enough talker to make you understand, but I'm gonna try.First off, the point is your own mental health. Humans need sleep, and sun, and movement, and nutrition. I get that you have things in your life that you wish were different, but someone who has everything going well for them in life would crumble from the lack of those things that you're experiencing.You're saying you have no job/education/friends so what's the point; but if you actually want any of those things, helping yourself is the first step. You can't perform at work or school if you don't sleep. And keeping friends is hard when you're going insane. I'm not insulting you when I say that. Lack of sleep will literally make anyone mentally unstable. You NEED to sleep.I'm not saying it's easy to get yourself on track. It's gonna take effort. It's gonna take time. But you can do it. And if you do it, you WILL feel better.
>>44074498holy cringeAI slop is soulless and she is 100% correct about those AI boymoder threads detrimental to art.
>>44074402Not tolerating intolerance isn't about being superior or for fucking ego. Those are just the only metrics you can compute of why someone might. It's very telling of the type of person you are. Get over yourself
>>44074211ik genuineposting on 4chan is taboo but fuck it. if you were to die I would be very upset
>>44075193What? what does what I said have to do with tolerating the intolerant? I only said why people can be rude and it's a factual statement it release dopamine to do so, while it might not be the drive behind it
>>44074521>thinking you're specialalright show us one of your artworks then>>44074253this anon does not hate you maple. most of us don't. you're right to point out that what anons say can't be proven either way, but you seem to be agreeing with everyone saying you're pathetic or whatever and disbelieving anyone claiming to actually like you. that's entirely your doing. this place is a mirror. if you hate yourself, it hates you. if you're ok with who you are, it's ambivalent. if you like yourself, it's a fun place to chill and larp. once I understood that, it all mattered less.
>>44074160I only barely come to this board, but it just seems like you are miserable and reflect that in your posts. And that constant self-flagellation makes you insufferable to most people that are simply on here. Some people on this thread are trying to help you out, but with your type it seems you've condemned yourself to be helpless within your mind. Change starts with yourself, and it's entirely up to you whether you get your life together in some way shape or form. Even small steps build up, and any step is better than rotting.Do what you want but that's my piece I guess. And if you're getting bullied why have the tag instead of being an anon?Who knows, maybe I'm talking out of my ass
>>44074160what newfagging does to a mf>>44074284youre just sheltered
>>44074160you're a newfag and lied about it when confronted with that so it's hard to drive up sympathy. theres mentally ill people who want someone to talk to and theres people who go to the shit store and rob it for all the feces they have then get mad about all the shit
