I will never transition
>>44094109Same here. It's too much for me. Too overwhelming. I think about it but I never do it. Feels like you have to have your life together first and I've never had my life together
>>44094123maybe u can't get your life together because it already feels like its over because you won't just be who you want
>>44094109Yep, repping until I inevitably rope.
>>44094109That's too bad. It's a slow process, so even if you don't think you'll be who you want to anytime soon, at least starting somewhere now is better than making it harder to do later.
>>44094123im going to try both at the same time. maybe naively
>>44094201I'm not on my early 20s anymore it's over
>>44094215I'd still take "better, but still bad" over "worse and getting even worse"
>>44094109are you the knightrepper from before
>>44094173Need to get my life together to transitionNeed to transition to get my life together
>>44094267>>44094286I will never stop repping
>>44094123>i need to get my life together before i can take hrtyou will keep moving the goalposts on what constitutes 'getting your life together' so you never will. even if you don't, you'll still find anything you set out to achieve handicapped by the mental weight of repping. you don't need to earn the right to the bare minimum quality of life cis people get for free, get real
>>44094295I told you before you can pass easily as a knight cosplayer cause you can just cover any part of your body you want lol
>>44094215early 20s is orders of magnitude better than late 20s
>>44096424this. at 25+ masculization is like massive, basically a second more intense puberty where you just gain raw mass t. late transitioner who passed as a trap in the '00s but waited so long I got gross
>>44094109I will never transition. I will look at ai knight photo.
>>44096424>>44096452So? One more reason to not do it.
>>44096452so there's no point now. got it.
>>44098565>>44098554I do think I pass just as a very ugly and slightly chubby woman.
>>44099082At what age did you start hrt
>>44094267Yeah treat it as healthcare not a vanity project
>>44094210that's what I did and I turned out okmoved from east coast to west coast immediately got on hrt, barely anyone here knows my old name even
>>44094109feel similar. transitioned socially for 7 years, medically for a little over 4. recently decided to give up and go back to repping. like stop hrt and fully detransition. transitioning just isn't worth it.
>>44100685i just moved out here too. hoping to start soon. and then get things together.
>>44094109I thought I was gonna crack this year, but now it's halfway done, and the weeks fly by so easily... I'm scared I'll blink and be john50, but maybe that's okay.
>>4410031229, 32 in this Pic
>>44101375john 70 has arrived
