>yesterday, me, a boymoder and my male co-worker go out to Wendy's during our lunch break>he says he watches TADC>he says he's been following jax-course>I shove my spicy-chicken sandwich down my face as to avoid saying my expertise on this>"I don't know, he, she, what does it matter. a bitch is a bitch!">"you know, it started me think if ... these trans people just walk among us ...">he makes more silly jokes, I laugh with him>I feel a need to just burst out and say, I'm trans,>I need to tell someone>when we're a block away, I come out>he starts calling me she/her>he opens the door for me>he gets super protective>he starts asking if I'm okay or not if our boss or clients ever get too mad at me>when we leave work, he walks on the side of the street>I then lay in bed at home>I feel an impulse of asking him the clingy and weird question of if he truly, "sees me.">the next morning comes>we're talking about a client>we are disagreeing about this client>he's come over to my desk and points at my screen>"no you're a stupid bitch, see!">whenever I was being dumb he used to call me a dumbass>now I'm a stupid bitch>he doesn't apologize>I apologize because I wasn't reading properly>"s-sorry.">he stares at me>"you can't really help it, can you? being a bitch.">he snorts>I sit there shocked>he goes back to workI just want him to collar me as I'm naked before his business casual male get-up as I lick his shoes clean and he uses my mouth as a suction cup for his penis. I just wanna whisper as my mouth is engorged with his cock, "You're better than me. You deserve a piece of conquered bitch-flesh like me. Do you like it, Sir." Typing this on my phone as he sits in the cubicle next to me as I secretly rub my penis. How do I stop falling for subby thoughts? I literally cannot control myself, Nonas ....
>>44095865okay but I asked for the chicken sandwich combo
>>44095998You know what I'm a fucking retard with no reading comprehension ability you don't even fucking work at Wendy's whatever
>>44095865Hot you should definitely fuck him nona. Sounds like he’s a chaser
wether he calls you a dumbass or a stupid bitch he is right either way :x
>>44097435Nona, stop toying with me. I wish I wasn't such a subby lil dumb bitch. Like I get so aroused and bothered when I'm degraded like that, it makes me feel so MEF and desperate and needy. how do I stop being a stupid bitch? I'm just in a constant lust-loop that never ends and it sucks ... its like I am sexually drawn to be his bitch and I cannot stop being so pathetic.
>>44097466i think u know how to solve this nona…. Dont play dumb…
>>44097490no I'm actually fucking dumb ... what the do I do to stop thinking this way ... like, what?
>>44098298you let him use ur face as a fleshlight duh
>>44095865this didnt happen but god i wish it would to me
>>44095865you know what to do, you stupid bitch
>>44098861>>44098926I'm trying to stop subby thoughts. being with him would be a death kneel. then, I'd be his subby bitch and I'd not choice but to fully indulge and be catered to my subby desires. as a result, I'll forever lust and yearn for domination and my brain will be forever fucked because I will experience the greatest sensation in being brutally dommed by him. and I will be hooked.I wanna stop being a submissive bitch, not lean into it further. that won't stop the thoughts. that'll eternally curse me with this ... how can I fix this? give a real solution this time c'mon.
>>44099116you should tell him that when he calls you a stupid bitch it really turns you on and makes you want to be his bitch, and that you'd prefer if he stopped it because you're scared if you indulge in it you'll end up sucking his dick or something
>>44095998>>44096002lmaoooo i respect the attempt anon
>>44099132also you are talking to an artificial intelligence
>>44099132LOLLLLLLLLLL AHAHAHAHAI'M SCREAMING AHHHHH
>>44099132Nona ... he's gonna fucking rape me if I tell him that. He's a man. Honestly, I might even pee in fear if I tell him this dark secret. Its so humiliating. Like, I wouldn't even trust him walking by me if he knows that with just a few simple words he can make me miserably turned on and subby.
>>44099149???I'm not an artificial intelligence nimrod. fuck you. FUCK. YOU.
>>44099164like you wouldnt be okay with that nona
>>44099174I'm a good girl, nona.
>>44099132oh yeah, great advice for anon - he'll totally stop now!
>>44095865Damn are we coworker hornyposting>Be twenty-something closeted tranny>HRT for a number of years, extremely unaccepting workplace and family>Dress to hide changes, baggy hoodies and tight bras>Work alongside much older colleague the most, in his early 40's>Completely straight, talks about women a lot. Old but we like a lot of the same old movies and he works out A LOT >Looks after himself for an older moid, smells nice and well groomed. Dresses nice and always laughing and treats me nicely>I'm not short but he's still a good bit taller than me (which helps with the brainworms)>End up being given a pain of a job to do, something everyone else clearly passed on until the shit rolled all the way downhill to us>It's the height of summer and it's inside some incredibly warm and stuffy part of the building>The work is hard and despite my boymoder psychosis I can't justify keeping on my layers>Colleague has wandered off to do work elsewhere to try and get it done quicker and I'm left to my own devices, at this point I'm quite fed up of marinating in my own sweat so I take off everything except my base layers and carry on working>I'm completely switched off other than pulling off the old equipment from the walls in this room and my lack of strength is rapidly showing>In the middle of trying to disassemble some old cabinet I feel hands on my waist gently moving me to the side>I look to my side and it's my coworker, moving me out of the way so he can get past"Sorry anon, I've already finished up everything else. Let's get this finished and we're done">I must be fucking blushing but I'm a bit too stunned to verbalise anything, being a touch starved autist I just stammer and let myself be gently repositioned as he gets past>He says nothing else and gets on with the job, we make much faster progress with some actual muscle now on the task and we're done in double time>He looks at me beaming as I'm probably a mess, soaked in sweat and out of breath
>>44102014"It's not even 4 yet, I'm going to get my workout in. Good job today anonette">Did he just use the feminine version of my name what the actual fuck>I'm instantly aware that I'm in nothing but a thin, tight t-shirt and my mediocre HRTitties are probably visible even through my sports bra along with the moderate curves that dosing bathtub estrogen for a few years have given me>"Y-yeah I'm going to go back into the office and see what else needs doing" I say back to him>Whenever he sees me from then on he calls me by the feminine version of my name and makes a joke about it>What does he fucking mean by this>When we go out in vans he drives and lets me sleep in the passenger seat>He always lets me compliment his strength compared to mine and does the heavy liftingI'm so brainwormed even the slightest crumb of being treated feminine makes me a pathetic needy mess
>>44102014holy shit o/////o
