what is the point of living past 20
>>44096957to get to 21 so you can drink
>>44097066>having to be 21 to buy boozewhy is every single thing about America so obnoxiously retarded? Why can't Americans be normal about literally anything?
>>44097092At least we have an informed consent model for HRT
>>44097106if youre too retarded to diy you're ngmi
>>44096957you still have 5 more years until you’re no longer considered youthful nona
>>44097092we're drunk on a dream, sunk cost fallacy
>>44097153that just makes me even more anxious and stressed like im supposed to spend this last brief window of youth perfectly or I will be haunted by regret for the rest of my life
>>44097203good
>>44097203youll be haunted by regret no matter what you do that's part of the human condition numbnuts, you will always lay awake at night thinking of what you could have done differently everyone has
>>44097141How long have you been doing DIY? What kind of injections do you do? I started with DIY at 19.5 for 1 year with pills and had perfect levels, switched to a clinic to get cheaper injections than inhousepharmacy, still did fine on trough days for 4 years, had ffs, kinda got really sloppy with my meds after because of depression, levels get all fucky, old doc quit, and now new doc is more strict with my estrogen. It's been like 3 years now and I'm finally starting to get my levels back on track instead of being lazy and accepting shit levels from listening to my doctor.I've been using valerate this whole time and would go a full week instead of 5 days like I am now, and even though my levels stayed within range with injections being a week apart when I started years ago, I'd have hot flashes on the last days, so i think the 5 day routine keeps things more stable.Im thinking of just switching to enanthate because I've heard it's easier to maintain stable levels with it. I hate thinking about what kind of damage I probably did to my face by being lazy, but I don't really have any pictures to compare to see if my plates shifted
>>44097390I started on pills at 18 for a few months then moved to estradiol valerate every 5 days which is what I've been on for like 2.5 years. I only had one piece of blood work done about a year in and it showed fine levels I never bothered to get another test after that since my legal status as a moid makes getting them a pain.I've never really missed injections I make sure to have a vial in reserve at all times basically and even when I'm depressed enough to stop taking care of myself injections are one of the few things I still get up to do
>>44097546Keep it up. I was like that for a while until ffs made me super depressed. It's apparently pretty common. Like its this macguffin you spend your whole life looking forward too then it's over and you still feel like you don't pass. Idk. It's rough.You should tell me if this skull reads moid or foid while I've got your attention tho.
>>44097614>>44097546
>>44097630Pretty sure that's a dogs skull, nona
>>44096957There's a solar eclipse I'm looking forward to in 2045. I like those.
>>44097630cyborg freak skull, I can see the brow shave I'm guessing? looks like an elf or something
>>44096957funny you make this thread, I had a failed suicide attempt via overdose the night before turning 20. I turned 30 today, am engaged to a cis man, date girls on the side and thrive as a transgender man after repping for so long.You can always make it anons.
>>44098983>failed suicide>poonerpottery
>>44098825That's probably the nicest thing anyone has ever said about me, ngl
>>44099074that's quite disheartening isn't it, I'd like ffs in the future to fix my hooded eyes but the whole healing process sounds like a free trial in body horror
>>44099130Idk, I'm too high to feel anything right now and I'm kinda banking on not forming any long term memories atmCan you do me a favor and tell me which of these skulls you think mine >>44097630most resembles?
>>44099153like a mixed asian one, I'm sure it's fine and you'll skullmog all the other troons etc don't worry
>>44099153I accidentally cut the bottom text off the first image, but it's the male version of the skulls directly above them
>>44098983>failed suicide attemptYWNBAM, try again
>>44097066just homebrew lole>>44097092land of the free. it's just free okay don't question it and if you mention anything the government does i'm going to get really fucking defensive buddy
>>44097244>I think and feel this way>Therefor everyone else does toowhy is this so common. e.g so many people are literally incapable of giving advice that isnt a tired anecdote
>>44096957What's the point of living at all tbhon
