I was a fairly attractive boy pretransition. Strong jawline, pretty (but masculine) face, broad shapely shoulders, etc, only bad thing was that I was a Manlet. Was also beloved by fag hags because I was into girly shit, took care of myself, was outwardly feminine and larped as a gay man (i think im a transbian but im meta attracted to bigger dudes, i find the bodies of men disgusting but i like how they make me feel) because I was too dysphoric to date a woman.Living as a guy got to me though and I trooned out a year and a half ago. Now I find all of these features that formerly brought people to me working against me. I'm not sure if I can be a woman, its too early to say and theres still a lot of avenues for me to pursue but I am way too dysphoric to detransition. If things dont work out I am probably gonna be an enbylarper, cut off my shitty tranny tits and stay on estrogen because I like how it makes me feel mentally. I am not strong enough to fully detroon.This shit would have all been so much easier if I just was a gay man, I had like everything set out for me, but I found that existence intolerable.
>>44097354fr
I much in the same boatI repped so long and did both the gay man LARP and the enby LARP, but at some point I could not escape also trooning out...I am a lateshit hon attracted to men, which is extremely pathetic really, it was much easier being male presenting when it came to being desired and respectedAt the same time, I would never ever go back
>>44097354Get a bbl and ffs
>>44097354you're literally me except i'm into guys and practically 6 feet tall. maybe trannies are just a revolt against god and this is the punishment
