I will learn to accept that I am a cis man
>>44098284How old are you?
>>44098327i am this many years old
>>44098327repper-kun is 21/22
>>44098344So he's just retarded, got it
>>44098357yeah. she’s even on 6months on E as well
>>44098284How come you keep making these threads then disappearing for +7 hours?
>>44098357What age is too much
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>>44098517How come you keep making these threads then disappearing for +7 hours?
>>44098386I try to post these threads at midnight on my end, and I usually pass out right after so I reply in the morning
>>44098357Yes, I am, and I'm scared of just how much more retarded but unaware of it I probably still am
Bump
>>44098284You're not cis tho.
Why did you bump this thread?
>>44100044I think there's more evidence that I'm cis. If I were trans I would feel a genuine desire to be a woman and thus also dysphoria. The estrogen would also make me feel better, but it doesn't
>>44098373SERIOUSLY THIS WHOLE TIME????? Good for her, but I feel betrayed as fuck.
>>44101975The estrogen is making me genuinely suicidal and dysfunctional for what it's worth
>>44101996Why'd you start taking it in the first place?
>>44102003To be honest, I don't really remember having any good reasons for taking estrogen. Now that I think about it, it's possible it was all because of either OCD or a psychotic episode, since it all started after I had a random dream in which I was a woman
>>44102040Did you ever pause/stop taking it in the last 6 months? Did you feel any better or worse?I ask cause sometimes we have things going on in the background of our lives that support parts of our wellbeing, mental, physical, emotional, or otherwise, but we don't really notice or take note of them until they fail, e.g. you're only ever grateful for having an unstuffed nose when you're sick. E could be making you feel worse, but you could also have other issues that you're misattributing hormones to be the cause. This is partly why schizophrenic people sometimes quit taking their meds, because humans acclimate to their new status quo very quickly, so it can be hard to remember which pillars are loadbearing and which can be knocked down safely. u get what I mean?
>>44101631> i would feel [...] dysphoriaHavent u said before that you despise the thought of being a man?Idk girl that sounds like pretty obvious dysphoria to me lmao.
