>>44098802
I think I'm super straight and it's making me hallucinate a pseudo dysphoria. You see, I like men. Seeing a woman in a sexual context gives me the ick, and in real life I can't remove myself from the equation. That's the source of my fake disphoria.

are there any resources on whether or not conversion therapy can work on willing adults? I feel like it's only ever been used to try and rape and abuse kids but I feel it could work on me

>>44099064
It doesn't work nona.

What about just being gay?

>>44099067
:( okay

>>44099086
I tried that. Didn't help.

>>44099086
I'm a straight cis man who wishes he was a straight cis woman.

my younger sister pooned. i thought you all needed some demoralization.
t. mtf

>>44098828
I have the same thing but in reverse

The biggest reason I'm repping is because I'm old. I'm 20 years too old to transition and at least 10 years too old to have a social life that would benefit from transition so I think just repping and waiting for death is best

>>44099863
How old are you

Caprisun is only good because you have to drink it out of that tiny straw. Idk how, but it enhances the flavor.
Try squirting that shit in a cup to drink. It's nasty. Like borderline undrinkable.

>>44099945
33

>>44100024
Not totally doomed, but you def need enough money for surgeries

>>44100036
I dont have that sadly. My body is a fucking disaster zone to begin with and I am not even close to fem

>>44098828
Can't you voice train and wear those body suits to look manlier

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What is the most effective repfuel for you anons? For me it's seeing images of botched SRS results and comparing my moided up frame to actual women.

>>44100347
Taking estrogen and not telling anyone

>>44100347
Seeing how little I physically have in common with passoids or even pretty twinkhons

>>44100347
A mirror

>>44100347
escaping into video games and avoiding ever looking at the mirror. I don't even use a mirror when shaving my face.

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>>44100792
Wo you're just like me

>>44100347
remembering how wide my shoulders are, for one

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>>44100347
I've been obsessed with this fucking rabbit, and that somehow have helped me to cope. I hate her so fucking much because I know she'll eventually deabstracts and become a cute tranny rabbit while I'm stuck as a horrible piece of shit, but at the same time I can't wait.

masculine things I did in my life meaning I cannot possibly be trans:
early life:
cried about getting a girl toy in my happy meal once and boys aren't allowed to have girl toys
was mean to girls at school cus girls suck and they're stupid
played videogames girls don't play videogames I screamed like a girl when I got my gamecube for my 6th birthday
teenage years:
helped my uncle restore an old camper van which is super manly of course
had no sense of style because I didn't like anything and just wore whatever wouldn't get me beat up and fashion is GAY
watched a lot of cool action movies with buff strong masculine manly men
18+ until now:
drank beer
had sex with men

I'm a hideously deformed fat gorilla adjacent monster and don't deserve to transition, just suffer in silence for the rest of my life

>>44099086
being in a relationship when a guy who wants you to be a guy feels pretty bad honestly

>>44099086
I mean sucking cock is pretty gay regardless of your gender desu