outside of work i spend all my time playing video games, cutting myself, and listening to degenerate m4f asmr videos. all i want in life is a man to abuse and manipulate me but i dont even think i deserve that. i lost my access to guns and am currently researching the second best method to end it because i dont see any other way out of this cycle. any advice from happy people (if you exist on this website) is appreciated
>>44099600I want to die so I might not be the best person to suggest something, but I can recommend drugs
>>44099600everyone in life is human at the end of the dayand we all have a max allotment of lifespanif you can eek out a little niche existence where you feel good about your life then that IS successso its simply framing yourself as not successful and cutting yourself and feeling like shit that creates a self fulfilling loop. if you want to be happy you have to be delusional
>>44099600Are you willing to wear a maid outfit?
>>44099600>and listening to degenerate m4fsamee, I miss lampyrid :(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtNXqZX5yOQ
>>44099622i know im trying to get out of it but its hard> if you want to be happy you have to be delusionalthats a good way to put it>>44099623if i had a bf i guess>>44099630honestly this new gen of yandere asmrtists is peak but yes he was the goat
>>44099681Then I am willing to do all the things you asked to, as long as you are in the maid outfit.
