Where are you on the Tranny Shame Index?>picrel 1 of 2
>>44100052>picrel 2 of 2
>>4410005211±1
...i think i'm unironically too stupid to understand how this is supposed to work. do the box scores get added on top of the threat scores?
>>44100086i just wanna say thank you snoymoder for always being there to give an opinion showing up to keep the conversation alive
>>44100096>if so, add the number to the scoreyes, for each section it gets added to that score.technically you could just add them all up if you just want the total.
>>44100097yw it's a public good /s
>>44100052oh and also if you still can't decide just choose the highest of whichever you're choosing between
>>44100120*highest as in first god im so bad at this
>>44100052I think I did this right? Assuming box can only add one and not multiple >She believes she is threatening if she [inconveniences others]+6, total 6>She believes she is disordered in a untreatable way, this is morally neutral+2, total 8>She sees herself as inherently ugly, but this is morally neutral+3, total 11>The tranny believes she is a tranny+0, total 11That's atleast how I scored it out, 12 if multiple boxes can be chosen because inconveniencing others and making requests are both badMaybe +3 for switching disordered to immoral too
>>44100184yes, only one box. i'll make a new version whenever i feel like it
well yes, obviously.
>5i feel i am generally more ashamed than this seems to imply but maybe it is rather more than i am scared than ashamed of anything
13
>>44100360yes, i think maybe i shouldn't have called it "comfortable"the higher scores are internalized shame, the lower typically caused by being scared, so you're right.
>>4410005218. im fucked.
>>44100381hey, the first step is admitting you have a problem
>>44100052>see definitely seeFMSESLTL i swear i can write
>>44100373i mean i don't exactly think that calling it "comfortable" is wrong, either, in every case; i am, in general, pretty comfortable with the fact that i am transgender (it does not bother me, personally, at all), and honestly i think that it is a good thing. i think that it has made me a better person and i am somewhat grateful for the experiences it has caused me to have, even if it means i have suffered, which i think could be fairly called comfort. it's just that sometimes i feel intensely gross, and i believe that people would probably think that i am gross, if they knew that the woman they were speaking to is male; i do not believe that people would think that i am gross if they could not tell my sex, or if they thought my sex were female.but there is also a degree to which i don't care about that, either. i have voluntarily come out to people before just because it was conversationally relevant or because i liked them. it's confusing.
>>44100484interesting. i'm mostly the same way albeit a bit more scared i think.i will take this into account next version.thank you!
>>44100496sure nonny :) i'm glad you're comfortable, too. i hope that you can become less scared.
>>441000528
>>44100052>4>2,3,4-6>N/A>2>N/A>3>N/A>0Total score: 12
>>44100052repressor>threat score6>disorder score2>ugly score3>fakenessany number between 0 and 2 depending on mood??? let's go with 1total 11
>>44100052I was literally just talking about this with my best friend last night lol>Threat Score:6 - She believes she is threatening regardless of her actions>Disordered Score:1 - She believes she is disordered in a treatable way, this is morally neutral>Ugly Score: 2 - She sees herself as ugly because of [1 - Her effort with regard to appearance now], but this is morally neutral. >Fakeness Score:0 - The tranny believes she is a tranny>Total score: 10 - Typical ShaneFor the disordered section, is this asking if the tranny views herself as disordered because of her transness, or disordered generally? I have depression and anxiety, I know I'm mentally ill and treatable, but I don't think being trans is specifically a mental disorder.
>>44100052I don't think this really asks the right questions cuz I got a 2 or something? but I am ashamed of being a tranny, despite knowing it's like not immoral or anything.
>>44100846either disordered in being trans or disordered in a way that "causes" it
>>44100870what were your numbers?
>>44100870i think i will include more sections next time. in what ways are you ashamed of being a tranny?
>>44100052>2+0>3+1+1>2+0>0i think i did this right
>>44100052>>44100053I feel like my score is way too low relative to the amount of shame and self-loathing I deal with
>>44101176ok
>>44100052>threat score6>disordered score5>ugly score5+1>fakeness score0“critically ashamed”, huh? i never really thought of it that way. i dont feel like any of my answers were unrealistic or unreasonable, so its hard to feel like being ashamed of myself is wrong; in fact, im surprised to see others replying with anything lower than mine. i thought we all felt like this.
>>44101255well, i never specified whether shame was reasonable or not, i suppose.
>>44100052>she believes she is threatening if she makes skin contact6>she believes she is disordered, which would be immoral, but "she makes up for it" by her financial/career success4>she sees herself as inherently ugly and this is immoral6>the tranny believes she is a tranny016, critically ashamed
>>44101272i suppose i should qualify, do you feel you are threatening if you shake someones hand, or accidentally touch them when taking something?
>>44101282i havent touched another person since march 3rd
>>4410005210 or so.used to be so much worse. Hated my appearance and thought i was just agp and not real etc etc. 2 yrs later im doing p good desu
>>4410005212
>>44100052>threat6>disordered0>ugly2 and because of features i cannot change or would be probably dangerous/debilitating to change with surgery>fakness score0all in all, pretty terrible
6, -1, 0 or -1, 0
>she believes people do not see her as threatening0>she believes she is disordered in an untreatable way, which would be immoral, but she makes up for it with her intelligence or academic performance3>she sees herself as inherently ugly and this is immoral6>she believes she is a real woman-1So, 8. I didn't get the parentheses portion in the first box part?
