What the hell what the hell what the hellI just woke up from my sleep and I had a very drawn out and beautiful dream of me very deep into being a tranny (years of those drugs and stuff) and I had a nice body and face and I was wearing this black dress that emphasized my breasts and then I ended up meeting a guy I know from uni irl and his girlfriend was with him and I could tell from his facial expressions he was checking me out and I could tell from her facial expressions she was jealous and then we parted ways until I met some tall good looking guy that evening who decided to take me out on a date to a fancy restaurant and I felt so giddy and the dream ended in us having sex at his placeI'm not a tranny at all or a faggot why did I have this dream and why did it feel so good I feel empty inside after waking up as it's goneI can't do this though
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>>44119724congrats, you had the girl dreamyou're trans btw
Only trans ppl have dreams like that
>>44119754Don't >>44119758>>44119761I mean having girl or boy dreams is nothing new to me, I even have dreams where I don't exist or I'm different people But this is the first dream I was explicitly a trannyWtf
>>44119769leave aside the question of whether you want to transition do you want to be a girl/woman? And if so, how long have you felt that way?
>>44119778For a long time but I'm ugly
>>44119803Well, would you rather be an ugly woman or ugly man? Please don't be scared if it's something you want
I had a dream like this when I had to shave my head at the beginning of the school year one year in hs. I was incredibly sad when I woke up. Like genuinely cried
>>44119758i hate how i'm now years into being on hrt and still haven't had "the girl dream". all the dreams i do have are forgettable or sucky and an alarming number of them end with me jerking off considering that i have zero interest doing that when i'm awake (and am okay with that)
>>44119972I would rather be a beautiful woman but my lived reality is an ugly man
>>44120024gender dysphoria can cause a rather brutal distortion of your perception of self. I used to feel like I was a 2, but looking back at pictures of me pretransition I was at least an 8, but it just wasnt how I'm supposed to look. HRT unfucked my perception; I dont pass but there's a little bit more of me in the mirror every dayyou may well only think you're ugly because you don't look how you think you're supposed to, and yes you most likely don't look like the girl in your heart, but HRT might help you see the real you in the mirror, bit by bit
>>44120307Okay bro what kinda benefits are looking like an attractive man and you end up an ugly woman anyway
>>44119724>I'm not a tranny at all or a faggotThen why'd you make this post?
>>44120989Dream
>>44120681I found there to be no appreciable benefit to being a man, attractive or otherwise. The dysphoria disconnect between my body and my self image was simply too great, I was hideous to me, and because I had no confidence in myself I was at best a token participant in life
