I have a question for former incels currently on HRT and other transmaxxer types Do you ever mourn who you never became? Do you still consider your incel you, yourself, or just a different entity? Or think about the way your sex life changed from hoping to bag a woman and have kids to instead being fucked in the butt? Is your life better and how long have you been at it? Are you married and how did you meet him? Did you adopt any kids? Are you happy?
Ok I guess nobody exists that fits my questions
>>44143279I guess I don't apply your description entirely because even if I identified myself as an incel and believed in the bp I never had an interest in having children or pursuing women to the point of becoming obssesed with it. I guess there was nothing to mourn in the first place.I've read that if you're cis HRT will make you suicidal but it still hasn't happened to me, I'm still a male of course.
>>44143279Not sure if I fit the criteria, but I always had extremely bad self-esteem issues and believed no girl would ever like me. Started hrt as a late ditch effort for looksmaxxing, and I guess I'm happy with the results. I'm haven't exactly gone out seeking relationships, and I still consider myself a man. Idk, is there anything specific u want to know
>>44143532How did your process go and was anyone interested in you during this time?>>44143475Do you find it tolerable to have breasts while being a manYou guys arent giving me much to ask further
guys wanted me a girl but no girl ever wanted me to be a guy. I don't know. I feel like it'd be vain to appreciate a man that nobody else loved. I feel like the decision was made for me rather than by me. I don't really have a problem with it. I don't think I would have ever been a father, or put my penis in a girl or anything like that. What purpose was my masculinity for? I probably didn't deserve it in the first place.
>>44143279I transed at 30 after flirting with being gay, and wasn't an incel but had declared myself celibate/graysexual at 25.There isn't anything to mourn because i had tried literally everything else.I sometimes larp about being incel2trans for sexual reasons though.
>>44143279yes I still consider myself the same person, trooning out did not cause some kind of personal ontological rupture. That said I'm a four year perma-boymoder so maybe it'd be different for someone who actually just straight up stealths and lives as an actual womanromantically I'm comparatively happy, I'm basically no longer interested in women and guys are both more fun and easier, but I'm not like, happy happy, in that I'm really cynical about my prospects for getting married, much less adopt kids
>>44143602Well would you take the role of a mother? Do you have a long term relationship now?>>44143612Whats your height and face like>>44143626Well why dont you act like a woman instead of whatever youre doing now
>>44143279i wish i had trooned out much sooner instead of repping as a incel chud. i’m not sure what my past self would think of me now, and i don’t mourn the person i could’ve been because it was only going to get worse from there. i’ve always seen myself as some weird third thing rather than male or female. i always hated masculinization. the effects became too much so i went all in. i thought this would be a lot easier as people had called me a fag and girly all my life but unfortunately i don’t think my face passes despite having a fem height and body. i had one good short relationship with a man, since then i haven’t had luck finding anyone. i am much happier i think
>>44143737Because I'm really unsure I could pass perfectly and I have some kind of psychological block that prevents me from even trying
>>44143434They're just too mortified to confront the insights of the question.
>>44143737>Well would you take the role of a mother? Do you have a long term relationship now?I have a long term relationship, yeah. I would love to be a mother but I don't have the biological capacity to grow any children. I wouldn't be allowed to adopt probably.
>>44143842Why cant you adopt?
>>44143951Because I'm trans
>>44143737Height is a bit under 5'11, face is an FFS pass
>>44143967Most places dont prohibit that...
>>44144037i dont deserve a child
>>44143577>Do you find it tolerable to have breasts while being a manI do, I don't really find it that much of a hassle and don't have any hobbies that require me to go shirtless
>>44143279I'm a current incel repper and I already fucking hate myself, but at least I'm not a tranny.
I detransed (ftmtf) because being male wasn’t working out for me. Kind of similar in a way. It sucks and I wish I had been born male still, but that’s not the way things came out. I’m married and reasonably happy. I don’t think I had as hard a time adjusting to being a woman again as an incel would because I already went through it once as a teenager.
>hoping to bag a woman and have kids to instead being fucked in the buttrope fuel
Being a golden gay is better for the top because they're really fucking a person who has the mentality of a women.
>>44145015isnt gold gay a gay person that never touched a woman before dating men?
>>44145058Well I'm mtf man moder. I never been with a woman, only men, and I've never topped only bottomed.
>>44145080i dont thnink being ugly determines what your sexuality is
>>44145106well my penis is too small to penetrate sooo.
>>44145114that's okay. you can get a vagina that's not too small to penetrate and fix your problem.
>>44143279>Do you ever mourn who you never became? If you mean do I mourn my old self, sometimes. When I let him die it was a very sad moment. He stayed with me for as long as he could to protect and guide me until I was able to find support and face the world. But the stress of existence was painful for him. If you mean do I mourn for the woman I never was, yeah sure. All that lost time, all those experiences I'll never have, you have to let yourself grieve for that, but you also have to be grateful for the time you have left. >Do you still consider your incel you, yourself, or just a different entity? It's complicated. He wasn't real, he was a fabrication my autistic brain had conjured to hide amongst the normies. I'm real, so it's not so much two distinct entities, but rather the real me and the me I was pretending to be. >Or think about the way your sex life changed from hoping to bag a woman and have kids to instead being fucked in the butt? Is your life better and how long have you been at it? About two years since I became sexually active with men. It has it's own struggles and challenges but I definitely like sex now, where before it felt like something I was supposed to like and couldn't understand why I didn't. >Are you married and how did you meet him? Did you adopt any kids? No. I'd like to, but I also recognize that I'm probably too old now. >Are you happy?Well I'm certainly not the ball of misery and rage larping as a person I was, so happiER by a wide margin. I have good days and bad days, but I think they're mostly good days. I'm certainly never going back.
>>44145127u mean I should get srs or I should go fuck pussy?I'm not attracted to pussy, but I love dick.
>>44145142oh yeah i meant if you get srs you can have regular penetrative sex
>>44145163yeah that'd be nice.I mean my gock is only 4.5inch length and 4 inch girth, is it enough to have a functional SRS for sex?
>>44143279how tf do you even become an incel? genuinely?I was never tall, handsome or anything else. All I did was make women laugh and then have sex with them left & right until they wanted to bond, which was my cue to dump them.transitioned at 27 and now I still pull more women than yall. maybe being an incel is just a skill issue and you deserve 0 pussy bruh
>>44145316I have autism and am ugly
>>44145321maybe just try shifting your autism onto something women would like and try getting drunk. helped me a lot.
>>44145335well I don't even like women (maybe that's cope idk). I've slept with 50+ guys though.
>>44145316i've never made a woman laugh in my life
>>44145316>>44145335so if u like women why did u transition. Are you AGP?
>>44143740>despite having a fem height and bodyWhat a waste. Think of the brightside, at least surgeries can save you, heighthons are cooked for life.
>>44145316I'm Polish
>>44145380the thought of aging in a man's body freaked me out. paired with me never really being that masculine made for an easy choice.still probably gonna kms before getting old because I really dont for seeing myself fall apart.
>>44145316My crush never saw me romaticaly
>>44145494okay, move on then? like... it's not that deep?I once asked a girl out, she said now, so I went with somebody else.you are not entitled to somebody so if they don't care for you the same way just cut them out like cancer.
>>44145525It's a bit complicated she was the only girl that vibed with me she just never considered me and like other guys no other girl let me in her life I feel so unwanted
>>44143279>I have a question for former incels currently on HRT and other transmaxxer typesnot a former incel but former looksmaxxer during my repper phase so i guess i might fit transmaxxer types>Do you ever mourn who you never became?used toi tried my best though. i always knew i liked men and wanted to be a woman but i tried everything to be cishet so that i would have no regrets>Do you still consider your incel you, yourself, or just a different entity?replacing incel with wannabe chad, i just consider it my repper era. "flight to hyper masculinity" >Or think about the way your sex life changed from hoping to bag a woman and have kids to instead being fucked in the butt?i dont think of it like that. i only ever wanted true love>Is your life better and how long have you been at it?most parts of life are better but the parts i cant control are worse>Are you married and how did you meet him? Did you adopt any kids? Are you happy?no, no, happier yes
