I don't see the point in living as someone who is not a cis woman. I don't want t anything else.
>>44148040What are you waiting for then? Don't let the door hit you on the way out.
>>44148049I feel like I can't do it while my parents are still alive
>>44148094Pure cowardice
>>44148113How is it cowardice? I just don't want my parents to feel bad especially after they spent a lot of money on me
>>44148124Don’t you think they feel bad enough already? I mean you do you boo but let’s be real, the moment you started not being normal was the moment their joy in you died
>>44148149>Don’t you think they feel bad enough already?I don't believe that's true, they have no idea what my current life is like in general
>>44148149So are you saying it's a good idea to do now or what, because I obviously would want to kms asap myself, and I know I shouldn't really care about what other people think because I won't be around, but still it feels bad
>>44148187just become a clown you dont have to kill yourself
>>44148196What?
>>44148204become a clown for people's amusement. it's funny and you still get to eat food
>>44148230I don't want to be alive if I can't be a cis woman
>>44148242like think of it like this. you died, and the afterlife is you watching this long interactive clown simulator, for like 60 years. you get to see people's shocked faces when they see this jester character, and you even get to feel when they taste stuff! it'll be awesome
>>44148094you're just making excuse to not do it.I know because I am doing the same.first was I cant kill myself because mom would be sad. now she just died and I just keep thinking that I would make my friends sad. it's a thing that wont stop, you'll always keep finding new excuses to not kys,so just do it or just give up on that.
>>44148266Nah, I'm telling you honestly, after parents won't be around, there's no reason for me not to do it. I don't have friends and even if I did, they wouldn't have spent significant money on me and furthermore new friends can be found, unlike children, so I don't care. I have siblings and I don't care if they're going to be sad when I kms even right now, at this point.
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>>44148288try your hardest to not make them feel bad. they get to cloutmaxx with the story of your death, so it's not like they "wasted" money.
>>44148298dissociation is a valid strategy
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>>44148040Seriously, people just don't get it :/You can tell me I'm a real girl for as much as you want and villify me for being "transphobic".But I don't want to be a tranny, I want to be a cis woman. Then everyone looks at you like you're insane for not wanting to be a third gender :/
>>44148312>But I don't want to be a tranny, I want to be a cis womanwe all fucking do anon, thats the entire point.take your pills already.
>>44148311yeah he's one archetype of clown you could try changing the channel of your life into
>>44148315Nta but being a trans woman is nowhere close to being a cis woman, why bother when most people don't even have this issue especially since being born a woman is very common
>>44148327either take the pills/do your shots or dont, let the norwood reaper come for you and kill yourself in agony. you'll be(probably are) beating yourself up over not getting on the sex hormone you actually want sooner.lock the fuck in repper anon.
>>44148340>beating yourself up over not getting on the sex hormone you actually want soonerNo, because I never had a chance to be a woman. I just want to fucking die and as soon as possible, it's the best solution for everything
>>44148315I've never missed a day of my shots, tbf I'm only like 110 days along. But I'll never be a cis woman so it like doesn't even matter :/And I'm a third worlder too, so even if I'm a semipassoid/HRTfemboy it doesn't even matter because my uni forces me to have a buzz cut. I can't even pretend to be a girl even if I wanted to. TvT
