>>44148040
What are you waiting for then? Don't let the door hit you on the way out.

>>44148049
I feel like I can't do it while my parents are still alive

>>44148094
Pure cowardice

>>44148113
How is it cowardice? I just don't want my parents to feel bad especially after they spent a lot of money on me

>>44148124
Don’t you think they feel bad enough already? I mean you do you boo but let’s be real, the moment you started not being normal was the moment their joy in you died

>>44148149
>Don’t you think they feel bad enough already?
I don't believe that's true, they have no idea what my current life is like in general

>>44148149
So are you saying it's a good idea to do now or what, because I obviously would want to kms asap myself, and I know I shouldn't really care about what other people think because I won't be around, but still it feels bad

>>44148187
just become a clown you dont have to kill yourself

>>44148196
What?

>>44148204
become a clown for people's amusement. it's funny and you still get to eat food

>>44148230
I don't want to be alive if I can't be a cis woman

>>44148242
like think of it like this. you died, and the afterlife is you watching this long interactive clown simulator, for like 60 years. you get to see people's shocked faces when they see this jester character, and you even get to feel when they taste stuff! it'll be awesome

>>44148094
you're just making excuse to not do it.
I know because I am doing the same.
first was I cant kill myself because mom would be sad.
now she just died and I just keep thinking that I would make my friends sad.
it's a thing that wont stop, you'll always keep finding new excuses to not kys,
so just do it or just give up on that.

>>44148266
Nah, I'm telling you honestly, after parents won't be around, there's no reason for me not to do it. I don't have friends and even if I did, they wouldn't have spent significant money on me and furthermore new friends can be found, unlike children, so I don't care. I have siblings and I don't care if they're going to be sad when I kms even right now, at this point.

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>>44148288
try your hardest to not make them feel bad. they get to cloutmaxx with the story of your death, so it's not like they "wasted" money.

>>44148298
dissociation is a valid strategy

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>>44148040

Seriously, people just don't get it :/
You can tell me I'm a real girl for as much as you want and villify me for being "transphobic".

But I don't want to be a tranny, I want to be a cis woman.
Then everyone looks at you like you're insane for not wanting to be a third gender :/

>>44148312
>But I don't want to be a tranny, I want to be a cis woman
we all fucking do anon, thats the entire point.
take your pills already.

>>44148311
yeah he's one archetype of clown you could try changing the channel of your life into

>>44148315
Nta but being a trans woman is nowhere close to being a cis woman, why bother when most people don't even have this issue especially since being born a woman is very common

>>44148327
either take the pills/do your shots or dont, let the norwood reaper come for you and kill yourself in agony. you'll be(probably are) beating yourself up over not getting on the sex hormone you actually want sooner.
lock the fuck in repper anon.

>>44148340
>beating yourself up over not getting on the sex hormone you actually want sooner
No, because I never had a chance to be a woman. I just want to fucking die and as soon as possible, it's the best solution for everything

>>44148315

I've never missed a day of my shots, tbf I'm only like 110 days along. But I'll never be a cis woman so it like doesn't even matter :/

And I'm a third worlder too, so even if I'm a semipassoid/HRTfemboy it doesn't even matter because my uni forces me to have a buzz cut.

I can't even pretend to be a girl even if I wanted to. TvT

>>44148315

I've never missed a day of my shots, tbf I'm only like 110 days along. But I'll never be a cis woman so it like doesn't even matter :/

And I'm a third worlder too, so even if I'm a semipassoid it doesn't even matter because my uni forces me to have a buzz cut.

I can't even pretend to be a girl even if I wanted to. TvT

>>44148288
if you are so sure you wont keep makign excuses,
just go and kill yourself. your parents will be sad but you wont be able to even grasp that as you dont exist anymore. death has no consequences

>>44148040
yeah nona this doesn't get any better desu
i pass and am on the verge of getting srs and i'm still not happy because i'll never be real in the way cis women are. i'll never have kids of my own and most men would think i'm a freak when they find out even if they're initally attracted to me. all this pain and struggle just to be something lesser

>>44148435
Are you retarded, I don't want to ruin my parents' lives, regardless of how much I want to kms. It doesn't matter if I'll be able to grasp anyone, their life will suck after that and I don't want that. After they die, sure. Your claim that I'm merely making excuses is completely baseless

>>44148318
Yes... Charlie Kirk is a clown.

>>44148459
was* but i guess you can still tune in to his performances

>>44148457
you know that your parents life wont be ruined right? they will be sad sure. but the world will keep going around even after you are not anymore

>>44148040
if you were born a cis woman you never would've developed into the person you see yourself as today. there is no such thing as 'living as' someone else. frustratingly! we have to make the most of our lot in life. you have a brain and a pair of legs that will exist for a finite amount of time, do you want to do anything with them? when you look at the world are there things you wish were different, and do you want to change them? only you can decide that for yourself, but don't forget that something is lost when you die.

>>44148486
Why would it not be? Both of my parents literally do not do anything in life other than typical daily tasks, they do not have any hobbies or interests. Their lives already suck, if I die before them, it's like they wasted their whole lives for nothing

>>44148487
>if you were born a cis woman you never would've developed into the person you see yourself as today
But that's good, I don't want to be me, there's nothing good about my mind
>we have to make the most of our lot in life
What for, I don't believe in this idea that you must play the cards you're dealt if the cards are shit in the first place

>>44148500
if you die after them to suicide you'll still waste whatever they put into you, just they wont know.
also you said yourself you have siiblings, they wont be alone.

>>44148517
>just they wont know
Feelings matter, there's a difference between them not knowing and them knowing
>you said yourself you have siiblings
Sorry, I made a mistake, I have only 1 sibling (I counted cousins originally)
>they wont be alone
I guess

>>44148516
>But that's good, I don't want to be me, there's nothing good about my mind
but 'you' wouldn't be someone else either, it'd just be an entirely different person. it'd be no different from you dying and your parents having another baby.
>What for
well that depends on what your priorities are, if any. do you want to take advantage of the shot you've been given? the answer to that question may not necessarily be yes.

>>44148517
>i feel isolated and devalued because i'm on the spectrum, hmmm maybe i should try to convince some tranny to kill themself about it
have you considered a paradox game or something

>>44148487
In fact, she would be the same person as she is now, because there are no male and female personalities. There is social education, but it does not deny the ontological fact that men and women do not differ in the context of personality.

>>44148580
>it'd just be an entirely different person
That's true, but I think that's what I want
>do you want to take advantage of the shot you've been given?
No? I want to end it or throw it away because it sucks