>how do you feel abt your weight? would you like to recover or go further down? >do you like your bone structure, do you feel more comfortable while skinny? >did starving help you with passing? also post thinspo, of other people or yourself if you´d like (bonus points if trannies)!
>>44207917>how do you feel abt your weight? would you like to recover or go further down?fine i guess, losing more wouldnt help at this point i think>do you like your bone structure, do you feel more comfortable while skinny? no. ive always been skinny so idk.>did starving help you with passing? no
>>44207917I wanna lose more muscle and be frail but when I get to a weight low enough to metabolize my muscle, it just shows my moid ribs… 5’7” 135lbs 26yo athletic build from a life of repping with sports
>>44208103would you say your anorexic, or just skinny?>>44208163rips can be really pretty and you could just gain weight again after getting rid of your muscles, but you should do what your comfortable with ofc <3
>>44208103Starving never helps with passing…The moomaxxers were rightProblem is I get the worst cellulite known to man
>>44208259Trust me Nona, I am trying. Last summer I was down to 124 with my goal weight of 120 but the muscle just wouldn't budge. I need a less laborious job that requires me to lift stuff
>>44208259i dont have actual anorexia, its just too hard to gain weight and it feels pointless anyways. even though im 'skinny' i still have fat on my stomach and it makes me feel gross.
>>44208283that sucks sorry to hear that nona. I know the pain of just wanting to be less and less but some part of your body holding you back :( im a height hon (6`0") and its made me miserable since as long as i remember >>44208342 >>44208263have you considered locking in? ive been anorexic since early puperty and its always been a form of dysphoria relief to me
>>44208425i meant that being skinny hasnt made my shoulders or ribs seem any smaller so i dont see any point in losing more, but gaining weight wouldnt help either.
>>44207917Based thread.
>>44207917>how do you feel abt your weight? would you like to recover or go further down?i hate the weight im at right now. its like the worst part between the turb of lard i was while dissociationmaxing and where i want to be after this current lock in>do you like your bone structure, do you feel more comfortable while skinny? I cant stand my bone structure but I cant lie i feel so much better skinnier >did starving help you with passing? I think so for sure, before i trooned out i was over 200 pounds just dissociated from life ( +parents forcing me into recovery)now at the very least i am seen as a twink or somethingNo thinspo bc most women don't look like hulks like me
>>44207917please fight the ana nonas, your bodies deserve your love and kindness :(women have fat, it's how our bodies are builtI say this having starved myself for years and eating a good diet feels and looks so much better
>>44207917fakeanamaxxer here. ive got some kind of keto burn thing going on where if i hold off on breakfast and only eat a little it gives me even more energy. its hard to time bc i get carb crash and have super high metabolism but if i eat like 200 cal at T+2 hours then wait till ~T+7 hours ish and eat like 700 cal then i can keep going until T+12. but if i miss the window i get like low blood sugar migraines. very annoying. it has something to do with the composition of protein vs fat im still dialing it in. but i can go like 20 miles a day p easy that wayif i do this then i can sorta omad like 3K calories(my sedentary tdee is like >3200+ fyi lmao) at T+12 and still lose weight and it also does like crazy debloat i lose like 5-7 lbs of water in a day or two. like i did 100k steps in the last 3 days and dropped from 155 to 148 with my abs popping. im kinda pissed about the numbers staying high but i look better now with creatine than i did at 135 withoutive been trying to not use my arms and push everything with my legs and doing like exaggerated squat lifts even for lighter things at work but i think im gonna have to give up bc they are giving me even more upper body stuff to do not less. i went from like 37 to 39 in shoulders in the last six months. its still tiny for my height and i like muscles on other girls but not me and im so lanky they dont even really show much for the given circumference but i follow a lot of of gymspo and rippling backs are kinda hot just ya know just i dont want on me. but thats ok maybe someone else will enjoy it. BMI is absolutely worthless i look completely different at 18 now than 18 last year and skinnier waist than at 16.5 plus my ribs show even more now. my fat pretty much almost entirely came off went to my legs and i have way more muscle now so the composition is totally different.
>>44208647ty nona!! mostly made this threat cause i hoped people would post some thinspo. was convinced to delete my main folder by my therapist :(>>44208651urgh skinny fat is the WORST sorry to hear that nona >>44208688im actually being kind of a fatass rn (60.2 kg at 183 cm) because my SRS surgery is coming up very soon and im a bit worried it might get cancelled :/ >>44208770you dont sound like a wannarexic at all lol. personally ive never been big into working out and my job is 0 physical effort so i feel like im more fake then you LOL
>>44209003losing weight is an awesome goal and you have my full support, but please do it healthilyeat lots of fiber, particularly dried fruit, go for a calorie deficit, limit added sugar and processed food, always eat something savory before something with natural sugar, and take a walk every day1,000 calories under metabolic rate loses you 2 pounds a week or 25 in six months; you'll look great in no time and be healthier alone the way
>>442079171. ive been bmi ~16.5 for about 2 years now, but am trying to gain weight now bc im rly worried ab my heart and other reason i will get to2. my bone structure is not excessively abnormal for a cis female, but im a 6’2 heighthon. height is most of the reason im ana, i dont want to take up space or seem threatening and the only way to limit that is to be frail.3. not really? maybe a little; the reason i started starving was ~4 yrs ago i wanted to get rid of the male deposited fat, but then i decided not to gain again after weight cycling once. my face passes better when im not underweight and so that is the main reason im trying to gain (along with trying to scavenge some breast growth and fill out a bit)
>>44209003>urgh skinny fat is the WORST sorry to hear that nona Its suffering but ive been very locked in / still in honeymoon doing 800kcal/D idk about you nonas but my job makes me walk a minimum of 10k steps a day and ive been pushing 20k on somedays by pacing and walking to work on the nice days, I don't mind the exercise but ig i haven't gotten to the point where i have stuck muscle like you girliesalso this is the best thinspo I have currently..
I'm like 5'5 200 lbs and committed myself to fasting until I feel better about my body. I used to be ana in high school but overcame it and feeling myself slipping again being disgusted by my appearance
>>44207917>how do you feel abt your weight?I miss being 15 pounds skinner but I barely eat anymore and it doesn't go away.>do you like your bone structure?no I look like a moid.>do you feel more comfortable while skinny? I have been skinny my entire life in an effort to not look so masculine. so probably yes but I've never known anything else and it didn't even really help desu.>did starving help you with passing?no, I don't pass.
>>44207917>how do you feel abt your weight? would you like to recover or go further down? My lowest was 55kg my highest 70kg rn im 64.9kg trying to get to 60kg before I recover again. Thats going from 19.2 bmi to a 17.7 bmi if I go any lower I have no more energy to work out or do anything besides lay in bed>do you like your bone structure, do you feel more comfortable while skinny? Starving Is comfortable I eat one meal a day maybe and the rest is water or alcohol for calories>did starving help you with passing? Idk not really because i still have a big chest and male bone structure but I want the tiniest waist so my hips can carry me over any doubtIm going to follow a my little pony diet maybe next week I will seeJannies dont be mad im just encouraging weight loss so ur not a fat hon I myself feel fat in this picture
>>44210184ohh were kinda like twinning with some measurements only that im ugly and your pretty ofc
>>44207917Poor thing, fat promotes estrogen. If you're GONNA have disordered eating at least do it in the opposite direction so you can have some fun gorging
>>44210637to cis people im still a rapehon, thats life. Best U can do is play ur strengths but my incredibly strong autism outs me as a moidbrain anyways. gg go next
>>44207917I'm 29, so I don't think going for any bf% like 12 is good, I was actually at 12 just 2 weeks ago, and I think it made me pass worse. Usually with age you want a bit of extra fat to look younger, so I might try for like 14%-15% and just hold there.
im like 90kg (fat ik) but ive been fasting 3 days a week and only eating up too 1000 calories on the other days. im soo sick of being a fat honthinking of keeping this up till mayb bmi 17 and then trying to weight cycle for tits
god i don’t fucking get it im 16.7 bmi and i still look fat i am going to kill myself how r u all skinnier than me
>>44210984wait fat is important for fat distribution NO FUCKING WAY WHATTTTTTTTTTT ok now ill eat i didnt know that thank you for your input >>44211294cant be a threat to others if you cant even walk up 3 steps without passing out nona >>44211375good luck nona! most people look alot better with a bit more fat but sadly it just feels so disgusting :( >>44211551nothing wrong with being fat but also good luck on your journey!>>44211926do you have a tabe measurer? what are your measurements? you might just be big boned (unironically) or bdd which is how you end up killing yourself lol im bmi 17.9 right now so by far the biggest fatass itt (i was way less just fattening up for my srs surgery at the moment)
14.9 rn :)pretty happy with it desu but id still like to get to <13.5 at least once in my life
>>44207917Im 275 lbs because I ate my depression in my 20s. I'd like very much to lose at least 100 of that, get back to where I was when I graduated college
>>44214212>cant be a threat to others if you cant even walk up 3 steps without passing out nonaYea but thats not the case tho. My condition is kind of bad from smoking but If I get myself to do more cardio exercises its over for cissies I will rape all the wombyn in the wvrld
>>44214342uhh thats amazing im actually like jealous :( make sure you stay safe so they dont put you in a masting pen>>44214403do you want to anorexia or just lose some weight? its a great cope imo but it also feels almost impossible to stop once you started>>44214536afabs are kinda strong all my irl friends are ALOT stronger then me but ive also been doing this shit since the begining of puperty so my muscles/bones havent developed corectly. ALSO pls try working on your internalised transphobia i think i get how you feel but pls dont let 50+ yo divorced, coffin dodging, mold eating, terfs tell you that ur a freak lmao. i doubt you actually have any interested in harming anyone and are also incapable of being a threat to abt 95% of the population so dont let the people that actually want to and are capable of harming you tell you that ur the danger
>>44208425The issue with locking in rn is that my life is so inconsistent so my weight loss is too. My work schedule is a disaster and its throwing everything into chaos. If I truly try to restrict I’ll overdo it compensating for a lack of control and burn myself out. What I need is consistency. Then I can organize IF fasting days and keep up an exercise routine. But for now I will just keep begging my bosses to not be such dicks and give me my original schedule back
>>44215008im fake as fuuuuck tho i eat like 1500 a day with just ~5k steps and nothing elsei dont even feel anorexic atp but the number still goes down at least. and anything extreme messes up the body too fast so i think this is the best way to get to very very low weights desui just need to keep it steady and controlled and not go crazy ^_^
>>44207917There's a difference between slim and underweight. Underweight is unattractive
>>44215933Slim is beautiful. Be more like this
>>44210184>2 alarm clocks on the floorsnoozy nona
>>44207917Im fat but i hate it but i love food and i have no discipline but i used to be fatter so ive actually progressed but still i should work out and do more cardio
>>44215933>>44215937>"boys dont like bones"with love and peace i do not care about being attracitve. if i was attractive you would get happy from looking at me. men do not deserve any happiness as punishment for being rapegendered second class "humans". your not a woman so you cant transition but you could atleast take an anti-androgen or cut of your dick as an apology for being a moid. this is about being comfortable in our own bodys and not about what gets your chaser dicklet hard <3 >>44216313>Im fat but i hate it perfect! >but i love food BOOOOO!!!!!whats better the taste of a burger or the feeling of a 20 inch waist :p (mine is 24 :c )>>44215492dont overdo it nona or they put you in a room!! (or you die lol) >>44215914yes nona your soooo fake and fully in control ^_^ the number going down is just an accident and you dont even like care, like its not as if your happy about it or anything haha :D
>>44210184hot af in that pic since you actually have meat between those bones, what BMI was that?t. moid
>>44217288Dont do it for the boys ew its for ourselves, frankly if men are disgusted by me. good.
>>44207917I just ate an entire roast dinner and a bowl of strawberries buuuurrrp
>>44208163Just become bedridden. Your muscle will evaporate from disuse even if you get enough calories and protein.
>>44217367roast dinner aint for me but strawberries are great one only got like 6 calories :p why do you come into an ED threat to show off how much food you ate? everyone can eat however much they like but why do you feel the need to bother others who choose to eat less? are you perhaps a moid, this is very moidish behaviour (derogatory)>>44217362this. sadly moids lie about what their actually into and most of them would fuck anything with a heartbeat (optional)
>>44208163lots of cardio with no weightlifting will reduce ur muscles to nothing. just look at long distance marathon runners. once u become skin n bones, then u workout only lower body (ass and legs)
>>44210184there is the slightest belly bump down there idk what the term for it is. also how tall are u? at 64Kg most ppl would look normal. also can u post a pic from the front if its not too much to ask? this angle is very glorious ofc but im just curious.
>How do you feel about your weightid like to recover>bone structureIt's mid.>Did starving help you with passingTo a point, being skinny helped but being skeletal did not
does starving yourself (0 cals) cause you to lose significant muscle while bedrotting? i have a few problematic areas id like to see waste away but they haven't even after years of hrt
>>44207917I used to be anorexic until I got my feeder.>BMI of 41
i wanna starve but im scared of hair loss
>>44207917i feel like there is a difference between normal and skinny. we are just psyopped into thinking stuff like picrel is skinny when it just isnt
>>44220098just dont eat NOTHING nothing and if you do just do it once ina while or maybe for the first few weeksyou can delay most side effects for a while if you just have a low to medium deficit like a normal person ona normal dietyes its boring and fake and you dont get that sweet kick of severe starvation that makes your brain fuzzy and cute and drives you a bit crazy but thats what you gotta do since rate of weight loss / low intake is maybe the most significant and rapid contributor to “negative” side effects of ana
>>44220424I've already done one 10 day fast and didnt notice any shedding. Do you think I'll be okay alternating 10 day fasts with like 3-5 days in between where I eat 1 meal a day?
I was 5'7" and 116-118 and I realized it was getting ridiculous so I started taking a drug to increase my appetite and I'm at a healther 124 now
>>4422062710 days is way too long nona, i do 3 day fasts weekly and have been fine so far
my bmi was in the 16s from 11-20 now i stay at 18.5 ever since and i am eaely 30s i totally stunted my growth and no one ever believes my age ever. they are always shocked. im still moided out though
