what are your most unintentionally gay memories from childhood, /lgbt/? im not talking about the time you sucked your teenage best friends dick or the time you stole makeup or whatever, im talking about times where you did something you thought was innocuous that was actually really gay, or had something happen that would literally only ever happen to a gay boy.
>gayest childhood memories >but no gay stuffidk what your question is OP
>>44210360i had been erping with this guy in a game and i had my best friend over irl at another day, i was playing the game and got a dm, checked and made some comment... anyway my friend wanted to take the laptop out of my lap and tell the guy off and i stopped him saying something like "don't, i need to entertain him because he's like a top player and i don't want him out of my games"
>>44210401as in the gay stuff you did that you didnt know was gay
>>44210421bless youdid he react much to that?
>>44210441well... it sounds ridiculous but i think i managed to play it off lol...
>>44210427ok so i wanted a barbie doll collection and my dad wouldnt let me so I was like Ok I can do it as an adult and its not gay because they're dolls of women and liking women is straight and Smithers from the Simpsons did it so its not gay and fairly normal.
>>44210360I watched some foreign movie my parents rented and we didn't know but it was kind of gay and there was this little red or yellow dress that a guy and a girl kept wearing and getting fucked in and I was like oh I want to do that, I must have been 6 or 7 (SIX SEVEEEENNNN) and my parents fast forwarded past all the raunchy parts lol
>>44210454lmaoits kinda amazing how much you can actually play off in retrospect. i had a boy staying over every weekend for years and literally nobody questioned a thing because i acted like a complete loser.
>>44210471>and I was like oh I want to do thatvocally?
>>44210360so I was in theatre in highschool and I got bored and started joking that I was a gay chicken champion during rehearsals one day. I was waiting in the wings and this one dude that was with us ended up taking me up on it. Long story short he kissed me and grabbed my ass a little. I was genuinely surprised that it felt good cus I legit just thought we were two straight guys playing a game.
i used to sleep over at my friends house most nights because my house was abusive and it got hot in his room so we used to sleep together naked
>>44210360Very first memory I have is dressing up in my mom's clothes and then prancing about in the mirror, having a gay old time. Then someone saw me and laughed at me and I repressed that shit for years.
>>44210360Let myself get groomed by a guy twice my age when I was 13 >.>
>>44210360I named a tamagotchi after some older boy because I thought he was really cool and really liked him, in what I thought was a normal wayI also did a sewing summer day camp one time, which I got the feeling that adults thought it was weird that I would want to, but I wasn't sure why
once when i was 12 i got invited to play on an all girls sports team against other all girls sports teams and thought nothing of it
>>44210360wanted my ears pierced, had blonde highlights, backstreets back alright
>>44210923oh lmao me wanting to play softball as my sport of choice and not being allowed to
>>44210360A guy friend once jokingly grabbed my waist during a party and I reflexively moaned too much like a woman. Nothing too embarrassing by itself, if it wouldn't have had made everyone go silent and stare at me
>>44210360i used to follow an older boy around school i just thought he was cool and wanted him to be my friend and also i told everyone at my class to call me "shakira", that sounded like a cool nickname but everyone made fun of me and then my family found out and scolded me and i didnt know why it was wrong
kissing and sucking each other's dicks with my best friend from grade 1 - 3
>>44210360This was about 15-20 years pretransition >Be me >hanging with frens>they like to make homoerotic jokes>excited to see them>hug one>"Oh wow, [oldname], you touch me so aggressively ;)">step back>look at him seriously >"no, that's not how you touch someone aggressively; when you're being aggressive you want them to NOTICE">"here, watch">gently grab his wrist with one hand>push his sleeve up with the other>take one finger, and drag it across the inside of his forearm with a featherlight touch>remove finger>look at him expectantly>a few seconds pass>suddenly his eyes bug out>"UH-WHUH!?">nearly jumps out of his skin>laugh at his reaction>in a few minutes the moment was forgotten and we're all hanging out again like normal.So yeah, prolly the closest memory to what you're asking about.
>>44210360I cuddled with my straight cism friend in college a lot. I do not know why, I wasn't attracted to him or anything. To this day he is not aware I am trans.
>>44211500kinda wild you just did that to the boy but also kinda understandablemy childhood bestie did similar gay shit with me but took years to realise id be down to bed him
>>44210360My gayest childhood moment was watching the craft
>>44210360I saw my dad's dick and got horny thinking how much bigger it was than mineI was like 9
>>44210360when I was 11 a boy that was abusive to me tried to kill me on camp, and then another boy said he would protect me and slept in the same bed as me, we both feel asleep and then when he woke up if got scared that he feel asleep and then left t. I'm now a tranny
>>44210360All trans women are gay men but they're punished and learn to repress their gay feelings and express it symbolically by cross-dressing
>>44210360when i was in middle school this lady from my church decided that the young men and women in our ward were going to put on like a talent show/musical thing. moana had just recently come out so she decided that the Polynesians were going to do a song from moana. there was this big polynesian guy who was playing maoi and he was way older and taller than me. they decided to just sharpie on the tattoos and i walked back in the room where he was getting the tattoos drawn on and i tried to make a normal comment about the drawings but he was so big and shirtless that what i said ended up coming out incredibly flirty. i have no memory of what i said but i remember that i was so embraced by how gay and turned on i sounded that turned around and left as fast as possible. hopefully this is comprehensible i am so freaking high right now
>>44214061oh also when i was probably like 4 or 5 some dude in an elevator called me a faggot for having painted toe nails and i thought he was complimenting them and my mom had to tell me that he actually being mean
>>44214120who calls a 5 year old a faggot?
>>44210671>victim blames selfNona that isnt your fault. Holy shit that is a fvcking unhealthy way to see that
>>44213129I've not had many friends where I was absolutely certain what they would and would not be okay with; this friend was one of them. I'm kinda touchy feely when I'm feeling very comfortable, but I wasn't always this way; basically this particular friend group made me that way.
>>44214580I literally broke down crying last year because I missed him and he felt like the only person who would love me as I was despite it happening 13 years ago
idk but its funny how the mens underwear section is a universal gay eXperience
>>44213756well the other thing is the weirdest part of flamer gay childhood is that even if you act very gay, people will pretend not to notice unless you push the point directly out loud, so I think crossdressing and makeup and all that are ways to signal you are gay to a world that doesn't believe you existok here's my gay storyI was changing for a play in elementary school maybe 1st grade or something, real little, and after I put on or took off (forget) I stayed in the bathroom to watch the other boys change and one of the other boys came in and was like "I know why you are still here" and I got so embarrassed that was the first time someone caught me being gay. >>44215554Literally the only place in public male bodies are sexualized.
>>44210360I loved rainbows cause I couldnt pick a favorite color and also when i was like 12 so for a while i wore the most colorful outfits possible and then i got rlly self loathing and more quiet cause i realized i was unhinged and nobody liked me
>>44214523he was a white trashy blue collar type dude. this is why all poor whites deserve to die.
>>44216530but im a poor white and im a faggot
>>44215554i really wish we had good mens underwear desu. we dont sell mens bodies enough.
>>44210966softball is a girl's only sport?
>>44218816where I grew up yesboys played baseball girls played softball and I was pissed I was never allowed to play softball
