What was the event that turned you trans?
>>44214102Hitting puberty and realizing I was going to become a man
>>44214102balding, i look young elsewhere so while i may have passively and subconsciously preferred to be female earlier, my active desire didn't particularly kick in until i realized my youth was fading
>>44214102Fucking reddit sneed post
>>44214102i turned trans when jeffery epstein hit me with the sissy ray
>>44214102covid-19 niggggaaa
Being born? Hitting puberty?
>>44214102My parents told me they thought I was going to be a girl and had a girl name picked out and everything. I've never felt so cheated :(
>>44214102Going through puberty and realizing there was no happy future as a man. I don't even care that much about being a woman, I just want to be a womanlike non-man.
>>44214102ive always hated myself, been disgusted by my own body, and been desperate to be anyone other than who i am, but i think seeing other trans people tranform made me internalise that i should do things to improve myself and change as much as i can it probably won’t work, i think i’ll always hate myself, but no matter what i end up as, it’ll be an improvement if im just less like i was
>>44214102Realizing I'm dangerously close to seriously killing myself, trooning is my last resort
>>44214102i was 12 when i found a spell online in some wicca or otherwise forum about becoming a girl and i cast it candles and all
>>44214803>wiccan spellmost foidbrained answer so far.
>>44214815I only did that shit for like 2 months of life chud and only cause i was young and thought dnd was cool
>>44214849take the compliment nona, most 12 year olds would've moved on and realized that it's not realistic. you don't have to call me a chud, I tried spells when I was 8 myself.
>>44214102TV glow and alcohol. But I knew I was trans before that, it just helped me stop repressing. I had it easy and was afraid to lose everything, eventually I realized I had nothing of value to me, so transition at that point made sense
Envying my gf once too often and once too profoundly.
>>44214102sauce
Gypsy curse
>>44214102i tried dating a woman in my late teens and realized the feeling I was feeling were in fact not attraction but rather jealousy and a yearning to be her. I've only ever been with guys since then and my transition failed but what can you do.
>>44214102There wasn't really one event it's just been a slow boil over 38 years until I realised I fucked up and it's too late.
>>44214102realising that I am different from my mother and from the people I usually talk to, albeit I was hoping for a way out out until puberty
got drunk on tequila and started telling some random women i met that i was mtf a little bit after i turned 21. as for what caused it.. i decided in high school to consciously rep for years, maybe it was in junior year from looking at legbutt.
>>44214102I started to realize that whenever I looked at porn I always self inserted as the woman and never the man (unless it was gay porn, then I was the bottom). Then I got a girlfriend and I absolutely hated the sex. The act of being a man during sex is so fucking disgusting I haven't done it since.
>>44214132>sneedI agree, now go back.
>>44214877I’m not female in anyway it’s just a fake memory-hole lol you fell for it xdI did know it was fake i just had a transformation fetish abd still do 20 years late haha uou faggot you fe for it xd
>>44214102based kyaradain enjoyer
>>44214102anomalous endocrine environment in uteroslightly below average testosterone + excess aromatase probably
>>44214102watched xfiles, dana scully triggered something in me.
>>44214102umm like i remember always wishing i was a girl basically as long as i can remember but it wasn't until i was like 24 that i finally realized i'm in control of my life and decided to try and become one
I always was a girl at heart But if there was a single event I guess when my grandma put a dress on me when I was 4 and hadn't had a haircut yet. She put a flower in my hair too and gave me my mom's old shoes. She even took a picture. She died literally weeks later and my mom made me shave my head ;_;
>>44218023>She put a flower in my hairMy auntie did that too at around the same age and I felt so pretty UwU
>turned you transpsyop post or just retarded?
>>44214102I wish phone hypnosis apps were real
>>44214102I dunno I always had identity issues and knew something was off but I never made the connection until recently. I know autism explains some of it but I was always waiting for this big revelation that would make me discover my true self as a kid. I just didn't think this true self would be a girl.I get why it took a while, I was sheltered and hardly even knew girls existed. I was an only child and you would get teased at school if you even looked at girls so there really weren't a lot of girls my age around for me to interact with.
Had a dream at 19 in which I was a woman and never recovered despite having had no desire to be female before
>>44214102in cronological order:repping for 8 years before looking in the mirror on a 4th plat dxm trip and getting overwhelmed with self hatred, it literally drove me into a month long psychosis.I'm now 25 and started taking hrt 2 months ago, I know it's over but at least I don't feel as suicidal anymore.>>44214776same, I want to change the way I look in the mirror
Get out of the shower. Wrap a towel around my chest, tucked under my arm pits because it helps them dry. Notice I'm looking at myself in the mirror. Realize that this is unusual, because I generally don't look at myself in the mirror other than for some functional reason (e.g. shaving). So I ask myself, "what's different now, that makes you interested in actually looking at yourself?"Take a few seconds processing things, and decide, "oh, it's because the towel wrapped tightly around your chest makes your pectoral muscles look like breasts." Grab the towel edge and cinch the waist a little tighter, "yeah, that's looking good. I like that."Thoughts suddenly start exploding, galaxy brain meme. "Wait, you like this?" "Does that mean you're trans?" "Can you be trans and still trad Catholic?" "I should call my ex (broke up like 2 months before) and get her advice on this." "Is repping just an option?" "Maybe this is why you always liked reading trans girls posting about their life and experiences, even if you didn't get it?"I used the text message history to go back and find the date, and now it's in my calendar as my tranniversary.
>>44219060What did your ex say
>>44219060Wait so wrapping a towel around your body to make yourself look more feminine in front of the mirror is not a cis thing?
Uh I had dreams about being a girl at like 9 a bunch, when I was 10 I starting only being friends with the girl groups at school. When I was like 11 I started being interested in dating boys and being a wife in the future. When I was like 13 and starting puberty I hated it and learned what being trans was and decided I needed to transition but I didn’t realise young shits existed so I thought I’d end up being a boomerhon in like 20 years and didn’t do anything about it. At 15 I tried to cut off my balls with a knife and a zip tie but it hurt a lot and I couldn’t get past the first layer of skin so I had to just lie and say it was an accident and get stitches. At 17 I started HRT. I still am really mad at myself for not going through with it at 15.
>>44219073She was a big help for the first year or so. We'd go shopping together and she gave me hand-me-downs (some of which still in my closet over a decade later). But it did help cement for her that breaking up was the right idea, since she switched from "I dunno, I think I'm pan and demi-sexual" when we first started dating to, "nah, I'm straight and want a man" when I asked her again sometime after all this.
>>44214102watching small news stories about a then teenage kim petras was the final straw
reading early lamezone comics and feeling like i was looking in a mirror, then reading later ones she made after coming out and still getting that feeling, just that my reflection seemed a lot happier and had actual good friends
>>44214102smoked DMT and met my future self and she was an old lady and not an old man
>>44220774since i was a kid i've always pictured myself being a little russian lady when i'm old, unfortunately i'm very dumb so i just shrugged it off for years
>>44220852i never did that i only saw myself old in the DMT dream, she was sitting in a rocking chair on a porch wearing one of those olf poodle skirts and it was pink she was so prettythe younger version of myself was in the driveway playing with colored chalkafter the whole trip i was like wtf did that mean but then i remembered praying to god to make me a girl throughout my entire puberty and then i started to piece things together from there.
>>44214102Growing up with big sisters turned me trans. I looked up to them like a boy would look up to his older brother. I picked up a lot of mannerisms from them and their friends without realizing it. (which my mother tried to correct)
>>44220931>praying to god to make me a girl throughout my entire pubertygee i wonder if there were ever any signs
>>44214102Taking estrogen made me trans. Taking cross-sex hormones is what makes people trans. That’s it.
>>44221043lmaoo ik right, not like 13 y/o me knew any better thomy earliest trans memory was stealing my moms high heels when i was 5 and wearing/dragging them along the floor because i "wanted to be like mommy"
>>44214102obligatory horribly generic GOD I NEED THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME SO FUCJING BAD FUCK,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, PLEAAAAAAAASE
Testicular torsion at age 18 caused testosterone production damage so I just switched teams
>>44221046trvke
I kept running from it, and I threw away the clothing that I kept hidden like three different times. After I moved, I found myself in a thrift store with a dress again for some reason and I went home and had it and I cried about it because I wasn’t a woman. Spent the rest of the night getting extremely high and sobbing about it before I came out to my therapist and my mom the next morning
>accepted i was pan at a kindergarden age, it just made sense even if i didn't have a name for it, but i couldn't make heads or tails about envying girls and just kinda wanting to be one of them among them on top of many other stereotypical thoughts i normalized because 'who doesn't want to be a girl/thinks about these things from time to time?'>get raped at 10>spend the next few years dissociating with internet, lit., music and drugs>switch over to mainly psychs for healing™ and in search of either nuking my ego or finding My True Self™>pandemic made me more aware of the trans community, start interacting a lot online – even though i mostly followed and related to trans women, i retardedly decided i was agender or le agenderfluid for 4 fucking years afterwards>an onion headline (seriously) about how 'cis man who only follows trans women is about to be surprised' led me to someone rephrasing the button question in a way that made sense>uh ohand now im hon supreme
>>44214102When I realized boys were more fun than girls and started hating women. Only took me like 4 more years to learn the word "trans" and immediately came out that week as a man.I hate women less these days but damn they really do be seeming like the inferior, boring, emotional species sometimes. My brothers exs hobby is, in her own words "being with (my brother)", holy fuck, knit or something, play a fucking video game maybe.
Getting molested
>>44214102egg cracked: realized I was more like the girls when I was 6. Wanted to be just like my best friendegg hatched: a whole bunch of emotions and repressed memories flooding back in the wake of the Bridget debacle in 2022
