>Start my transition and take the estrogen>Everyone likes girl dick sure some people think it's gross but for the most part, it's relatively easy to feel good about my body (compared to what I'm about to talk about any way)>get SRS>no one even cares and talks about girldick like its progressive somehow and everyone is already into cis women. YES THIS INCLUDES TRANS PEOPLE particularly the anarkiddies and tanky types. The types of trans people I call trannies cuz they choose to give in and fulfill all the stereotypes while the whole time thinking they're "fighting">Most of the porn I find as a submissive involves impregnation and there is barely any lesbian porn at all and it mostly sucks and all the porn I find of BDSM in it seems to think you just go straight to conventional fucking because straight people can't understand kink/BDSM/fetish/whatevet at allWhy are people so fucking disgusting?I got a fucking 0-depth by the way. They say they can get me a canal later, but I'm beginning to have my doubts.I only did the vulvoplasty because they told me they could get me through the whole thing faster. I insisted like OK but I want the canal. But I'm starting to really wonder if they will...>nb4 hurr durr not everyone can get the surgeryAs if I felt good about myself before? The only reason I can get it is cuz I happen to live in a state where trans rights exist. Its not lavish privilege to live in the right body; its an expense. In my case, it was a time expense; I got it between jobs. So what? I had to take time off my goddamn life. Don't bucket crab me. I'm not alone. Either way, the fact that people have trouble getting ait and the fact that I managed to get makes my feelings understandable does it not? How about maybe we shouldn't be fetishizing trans people and privileging cishet BS?>Escape a burning building just in time without too much of a scratch only to get insulted for talkIng about how shitty my PTSD is ehn I don't have 4th degree burns
Its just so... I don't know. I don't feel wanted. I think of Dave Chappelle's SRS shit take almost everyday now and I hate it. Doesn't help that my community thinks I'm just so goddamned privileged to live basically as an average intersex cis girl with no vaginal canal. I have a partner but it still bothers me and makes me feel otherwise isolated and lonely...
text is a bit difficult to read but yeah, unfortunately after srs you are quite an outcast in a niche community already
>>44214326I never got the point of SRS. It's fake. They can't give you a real pussy, just a permanent wound they try their best to dress up. In the modern day cocks are as feminine as they are masculine so just keep the thing that works and is natural to your body that trying to frankenstein monster yourself in to facade of the afab sexual anatomy.
>>44218054i dont like how people fetishize penises as either a rape machine or sissy princess wand thingi wish people would just pretend it isnt there or not care
>>44218054>FakeAnon this is propaganda. I even get wet, just not the same way as other people I think.Its the dilation that sucks with getting the canal. I can say vulvoplasty helped me a lot. I just feel like no one besides my partner would like me because of the fetishization of trans dicks and the propaganda against SRS
>>44218054>believing in the retarded permanent wound myth in the current year
>>44215552>I'm just so goddamned privileged to live basically as an average intersex cis girl with no vaginal canal.That is not "an average intersex girl". Can you skinwalking trannies keep intersex out of your mouth for even five seconds? You don't know shit about us and don't care to learn. You only think about us when you can liken us to you/identify as us/skinwalk us. You only think of us when you can use us in some way.
