Bully edition>QOTT1: Have you ever been bullied before?>QOTT2: Have you ever bullied someone else?>QOTT3: Why aren't you bullying someone right now?Previous: >>44184983
>>44215432sam is king of the 4chan reppers
>>44215432>QOTT1: Have you ever been bullied before?Only verbally thankfully. But I am very sensitive so even just a few insults hurt me a lot. I still remember every instance.>QOTT2: Have you ever bullied someone else?One of my "friends" who was lower on the social totem pole. I feel sorry in retrospect since I was only dissing him to uplift socially myself, which was dumb and didn't really help anyone.>QOTT3: Why aren't you bullying someone right now?I am. On this board.
I'm thinking of taking estrogen just on really bad days or maybe micro dosing.
its so funny to me how RayGP immediately became ultra woke again and started beefing with terfs as soon as he started retransitioning. its like he just swapped out one ideology for another to make himself feel better about what he was doing. (and to manipulate people into supporting him)
Which internet celebrities are repressors?
>>44215649all of themthe internet is a female interestreel men fight wars and murder people with different skin colours to themselves
>>44215649the obvious choice
>>44215649The correct answer is every nerdy/artsy guy who you wanna fuck
>>44215432never bullied anyone, too afraid someone would wonder what was wrong with me and figure out im a trooni should have been bullied tho, maybe that would have helped
>>44215432I was bullied a lot that's why my life is such a mess.I also bullied when I was pressured into it by my peers so I probably deserve everything bad that's happened to me.I'm trying to be better though so I will never bully anyone again.
>>44215450I stopped following him after he started crying when charlie kirk died what a faggot lol
What about being gay without taking estrogen?
>>44215432I was bullied a fair amount especially by girls, I want to be the change i want to see in the world
>>44215649
>>44216138I wasn't really bullied much to my face by girls but DAMN they bullied me all the time behind my back. And it wasn't bullying so much as being "called out" like once they wanted to ruin you they would remember some mildly negative thing you said a week or two ago that they said nothing about at the time and gang up with the other females to inform you your behavior is inappropriate so now they have a legitimate basis to shun you and not be nice to you (which they definitely wouldn't have done regardless just because I was gay :^))
>>44216036a perfect synecdoche for the supposedly "edgy" alt right
What's even the point of trooning out when every lgbt person I meet is >mtf that'll ghost me after we first meet >cis girl that just wants to catfish/findom me or will also ghost me after we first meet >theyfab "ftm" that will ghost me when she realizes I won't fuck her>chaser who doesn't understand anything about dysphoria trooning out and will dump me after sexI'm not even that ugly for a guy. I look cute but there's no point in trooning out if I'm just gonna be on my own.
>>44216142Looks like a pooner who's that
Another day of Kinda wanting to transition but it's a lot of work and I have to inject myself with estrogen that sounds so unnecessary like why can't I just sit around doing nothing again and I have 6 tabs open with hrt supplies
last night I had a dream involving pizza with pepperoni and olive oil, with no other toppings, and that my door got left open resulting in my gaming PC being stolen>>44216452>I'm just gonna be on my ownbut that's everyone. talk to some people that have been married a long time, and you'll discover that they still feel loneliness sometimes. Sometimes people resent their long-term partners but feel like it's too late. Sometimes people are so afraid of losing their partners they repress their true self, however it is.
>>44216571Null, the admin of Kiwifarms
positivity challenge: name 3 things that you currently have going for you that would help in the unlikely event you troon>short for a man (about average female height, but my proportions are irredeemably male with a big weird head, broad shoulders, and narrow hips, so don't worry)>not an extremely masculine face (not to the point of looking feminine, just young for my age, and i still have a strong jaw and big tarantino goblin chin so again kinda cancels out)>not fat? idk couldn't think of a third one, but not being draped in a big curtain of male fat distribution from the outset might help if i were to actually do something to mitigate my male skeleton
>>44216995positives>not balding>no long mid-face>hands only slightly larger than my mother'smaybe positives>not a lot of in-person connections to come out to>hair contrasting with skin will make laser more effective
>>44216174Like the edgy left didnt piss and shit themselves over this idiot
strange feelings today, like all this stuff isn't real. As much as I hate my body and wish I could be a woman, truly transitioning simply isn't possible for me. Even if I got hormones they wouldn't do anything for me. I can never train myself out of a monotone voice. The body hair will always return. I'll never lose the male fat. I'll always have that rancid man smell on a warm day no matter how much women's deodorant I put on. Joining the 41% now would be so much easier, with less pain in the end, but then my cat won't know why I never came home.
i could really lay into a faggy pooner give them a rite of passage into masculinity with both fists
>>44216995shallow browridge and that's literally it. i have every single hypermasculine feature in the book.
i had 4mg estrogen and 100mg spiro For the first time today. not like it'll do anything to fix my skull structure and long horse 0.88 midface ratio
>>44216995>very short>decent midface>uhhhhhhh smallish hands i guess
>>44215432take your HRT, retards
>>44215432>>QOTT1: Have you ever been bullied before?yeah but never that bad>>QOTT2: Have you ever bullied someone else?yes but i didn't realize i was and i felt really bad after>>QOTT3: Why aren't you bullying someone right now?i dunno, dont feel like it
>>44218333make me
>>44216995>5'6>good hair/hairline>shortish mid face
Why do "reppers" hate HRT reppers? Don't you dare talk about "stolen valor" or pretend like I am a BDD passoid or surgerymaxxing for simply taken Estradiol and progesterone. My pronouns are he/him and I wear strictly male clothing, no androgynous clothing ever. Every "repper" here posts on a tranny forum, you aren't a true repper either. If anything I am more of a repper, because HRT suppresses my desire to troon and makes me less likely to troon out. >>44218223Probably a hondose, check your levels (100-200 pg/ml isn't actually good and was decided when primary estrogen was Premarin/EEN not bioidentical estradiol esters). Please try DIY/official injections if you can.
>>44218436Because it's confusing if someone like that should count as a repper or a manmoderMy thoughts are as follows: if you see yourself as a woman, take HRT but you're closeted about it, you're a manmoder. If you see yourself as a man repressing tranny thoughts and HRT somehow helps you repress them and affirm your male identity, then you can count as a repper
>>44218436Cuz reppers means no hrt. you have your own community so stay there.
>>44218436Because many reppers aren't on hrt not because they don't want to be on it but because they don't see it as feasible. When I repped it was like that. You can redefine words however you want as a schizo but that doesn't change what they mean to others.
>>44218580I started HRT as a 20yo hyperlateshit heighthon, semi-shoulder hon, I have a 0% chance of ever passing. I don't care whether the average MtF HRT start is 26 or 30 or whatever, I started super late relative to puberty. I am not redefining words at all. >>44218565Wrong I identify as a repper and take hrt. Manmoders have a chance of passing or becoming boymoders. I have no chance of anything improving.
>>44218668I started hrt after you and I'm probably taller than you. People gender me female in different cities, some can tell but in a lot of places they can't. But I'm curious about how you actually dress. I'm assuming you're completely nondescript and wear baggy clothes that accentuate your male aspects? How does that make you not want to kill yourself?
>>44216995I enjoy stereotypically feminine activities like arts and crafts, cooking, cosplaying and cozy games. They're admittedly kinda lame but I still like them, I don't know why. So if I were forced to troon out and had to resign myself to only do woman shit, I wouldn't mind too much.
>>44217222Remember when they looksmaxxed the fuck out of him in the edit
>>44218436>Every "repper" here posts on a tranny forum, you aren't a true repper either./lgbt/ used to be an anti-tranny board, y'know. There used to be more gay and lesbian threads and every tranny thread was about making fun of trannies for being AGP. /repgen/ was a place for autistically bantering about masculine self-improvement and self-discipline. Now it's just an endless #vent channel for angsty 17 year old faggots who werent beat hard enough in middle school.
>>44216452why be a tranny for others? be trans for you
>>44216995>just 6'>hands and feet smaller than those of Andre the Giant >not totally bald
>>44219181It's not about pleasing others, I don't feel safe crossdressing in public on my own.
>>44218668>Wrong I identify as a repper and take hrtok? What you identify as is not what you are.
>>44217324fuck why am I struggling so much today? I should scheduled that appointment with the clinic the other night
>>44218799Okay, well unfortunately this board was colonized by jeeps, gaydens and hussielarpers. There are plenty of T free LGBT sites. HRTreppers ≠ manmoders>>44219424Don't crossdress then, just take hrt and the tranny thoughts will go away. HRT will kill most of your arousal anyways. >>44219438I am a repper. People would laugh at my face if they thought a 6' creature like me thought it was the slightest bit feminine.
>>44219749Hrt repping is the exact same thing as permamanmoding, there is no difference.
>>44220318True, but the pass section should also lead to suicide>>44218723Yes, but strangely I get gendered as a woman a lot even though I have super short hair and am very unpassing. I wear super baggy clothing even though it's 105+ degrees. I think it's my Shoulder/Hips ratio, relatively androgynous voice, and my WHR. Estrogen hasn't/will never fix my face so I need FFS before even trying.
im not a repper im a tranny can i play too
>>44220373no girls allowed
Fakereppers and manmoders fear the eunuchmaxxer
>>44220390okay sorry
do I deserve to eat dinner if I didn't make any progress today towards stopping the rep? if I can't make progress towards transitioning, I can at least make progress towards weight loss...
>>44215619ray might have been here pushing pinkpill psyops against reppers, hrt repping is not a thing
>>44218436YOU AREN'T A REPPER FUCKING RETARD, YOU'LL NEVER LOOK LIKE A WOMAN? DOESN'T MATTER, YOU'RE LITERALLY TRANSITIONING, GO TO A FUCKING LOCKER ROOM, UNDRESS AND DO A TWIRL. I BET YOU DIDN'T DO KEYHOLE, BITCH>>44218668YOU'RE NOT A REPPER, YOU'RE NOT A REPPER, YOU'RE NOT A REPPER, CHANCE OF PASSING HAS NOTHING DO WITH IT, YOU'D STILL PASS AS AN ESTROGENIZED MALE IF PEOPLE GOT A CLOSE LOOK WHICH IS NOT WHAT A REPPER IS
>>44221591You can just be a cisgender male.and take.hrt
https://youtu.be/nrYSSAU4Rekuhhh bros... I want this
>>44221642trvke, BUT YOU CAN'T BE A REPPER AND DO IT
>>44221417You should only be eating one meal a day anyway
>>44221591>YOU'D STILL PASS AS AN ESTROGENIZED MALE IF PEOPLE GOT A CLOSE LOOK WHICH IS NOT WHAT A REPPER ISWhy not? It's a step closer to trooning out than the pure keep-your-head-down-forever repping that most are into (like me, for now), but you said it yourself: estrogenized male. Not much of a transition if the end state is still a man, both according to others and the person taking hormones himself.
>>44218436I don't hate manmoders, just stop claiming to be a repper when you are literally just not. Posting on a tranny forum does not make you a tranny, transitioning does. There's not even any point in trying to sympathy farm from people who are less fortunate than you, it just comes off as extremely obnoxious.>>44219438trvke>>44218799fake or I have dementia (possible)
>>44220373can you groom me
played some video games and now my repper mind is soothed, for nowwill the bad tranny thoughts return tomorrow? who can say
>>44221750It's just a rebrand of transitioning, lackluster results does not make you a repper, what it does is radically increase your risk of violent victimization, getting disowned, becoming unemployable and so on.
>>44221750>>44222348Just to add, if you want to be crass every trans woman can be described as just an estrogenized male, so that doesn't help with validating hrt repping as a concept.
>>44222348The unfortunate reality of it for me is that being a tranny has gotten me treated better than being a feminine gay man (what I am). I don't want to have to cower to women 24/7 and trooning out has massively improved my social standing. I pretend to be a "straight trans woman">>44222363HRT repping is real repping. >>44222018I am much less fortune than the average person on this board, I am a 5'10.8"/179.8cm heighthon and Hapa (Northern German/Southern Chinese (50/50)) in low income bracket. I hate my life, my chances of successful transition are 0% and I am a lateshit.
>>44222439I'm a 5'11" morbidly obese ancientshit with a neck wider than my already wide head
>>44222439what does any of this have to do with repping and why would hrt repping be real?
>>44215432I really wish I was cute and had big boobsLife would be so much better that way as people would let me actually have emotions and I'd be treated well for being cute and I'd be able to dress up in cute outfitsInstead I'm a brick wall of a guy and people are assholes to me because I naturally look scaryNot trans tho
my interpretation>reppera slow and agonizing annihilation of the self>hrtrepperI don't understand why someone would do this, unless they didn't really want to transition in the first place, but want to avoid the negative effects of detransitioning. Did they really think hormones alone would make them into an anime girl? Did they think they were anti-depressants?>manmodermeant to be a mid-transitional state, or when it isn't safe for a hon present female. If some is staying in manmoder for too long, which no attempt to improve, they are just an hrtrepper.>honthe lesser of the bad fates that everyone ITT will one day experienceI truly wish I had the courage to choose this over the next two>41% vs low-functioning ultra-lateshit transbian polyculeshell or a fate worse than hell?
>>44222343oh fuck the bad tranny thoughts are already returningthis is too soonFUCK
>>44222553>Did they think they were anti-depressants?Taking estrogen increases serotonin production.
>>44222710should play 16 hours a day and if you have the finances to play 16 hours a day every day you may as well transition as a shutin
maybe i should finally do it and end thisno i won't clarify if "it" is killing myself or transitioning
God, I wish that were me
>>44222439okay you're literally just mocking us fuck off
>>44218333HRT won't unrape me or turn everyone into an anthro woman.
Can I get rid of trans thoughts with hypnosis?
Blacked out after drinking again award
>>44223121GIWTWM
>>44218436all the aforementioned reasons and that you're easily more braindead than others and have cringe posting habits that can be seen a mile away
>>44222989unfortunately trvke rape is forever and happens more when you transition and become a woman.
flippin bennies like my nigga JBP
>>44215432>QOTT1No. But I am being bullied now into being forcefemmed.>QOTT2No.>QOTT3I'm bullying myself for actually liking being forcefemmed and for seriously considering giving in for my bf.
>>44217222dude was literally publicly executed by masked gestapo. What the fuck are you on about?
>>44217222Who?
I wish I was a proper tranny with all those sob stories about playing with barbies and wearing dresses as a kid with christian parents. I'm stuck a sad questioning loaf, drunk and covered in blood, forever.
>>44223283I think it's a guy that got shot during the minneapolis protests over ICE.
Why aren't you drinking right now anon? There's zero excuses to not be drunk.
People self-righteously whining about how we need to "protect" the poor dysphoric teenagers from going on hrt genuinely makes me so upsetI am the regrettable bad outcome
>>44223567>>44223202
>>44223703Jelly, anon. if i wasnt such a pussy I'd get a prescription and abuse it like a boss
>>44218799This website has always been filled with angsty faggots this is nothing new. Older reppers have probably mostly moved on.
giwtwm
