Is nonbinary cringe? Like always? I feel conflicted. I have dysphoria, but I don't think I'm just a woman. My transistion has helped the dysphoria, but it is bittersweet. I feel intense, agonizing dysphoria about being too masculine . . . But also about being too feminine. I feel sort of equally like a man and a woman. I thought I was theymab coping because I was repping the girl shit, but now that I've embraced it, I have intense dysphoria about NOT being a guy.Its fucking stupid. It is SO fucking stupid. I want to be androgynous enough to be handsome, but I don't know how to be beautifully androgynous instead of honchopped. I don't have handsome features, just mannish ones. Being a woman is better than being a man, but I fantasize about being both, I'm not sure how to pull it off. Its fucking retarded, I want to annihilate my browbone, but augment my jaw.HOW DO YOU DO THIS
>>44218450who gives a shit? literally just do whatever you want and call yourself whatever. nobody except a few liberals will ever see you as actually nonbinary. inject hormones, get surgeries, just live your life>t. nb
>>44218450>Is nonbinary cringe? Like always?Yes
>>44218450oh, so you're a bit like me then. why didnt you just keep repping? do you have boob dysphoria now or what?>t. theymab repper
>>44218450It's not always cringe, just like being a tranny isn't always cringe. It's only cringe when cringe uggos do it, and won't shut up about it (fact uggos outnumber pretty people) (fact they will comprise most of what people assume due to sheer numbers) the japanese had this shit all figured out, and it's exactly why I am bishonenmaxxing.
>>44218450lmao bro this person has same passing issue as me everything else is fine except for giant ass chin, like fuck I've got to wait several years to get my chin chopped to make it.
>>44219428Well, I still have a great desire to be a woman. I could never go back to repping. And yes, I do have boob dysphoria. But I also have boob euphoria. It oscillates. I wish I had an ON/OFF switch for it. What is your experience? Did you troon out and regret it entirely?
>>44219600It is with a heavy heart I tell you this is a cisgender man.
>>44219724>And yes, I do have boob dysphoria. But I also have boob euphoria. It oscillates. I wish I had an ON/OFF switch for it.heh, I figured because that's one of my concerns. How is it, like, what exactly the corporeal sensation you experience of it? are they unaesthetic or there are other elements involved into the disphoria part?>What is your experience? Did you troon out and regret it entirely?ha! I wish I had the balls for that. I'm such a coward for that. I did try to DiY E for like a week and the first day I ended up in the hospital due to a hypoglicemya, so not fun. I have such fear of taking hormones because of my weak body/health and potential complications. That was already 4 years ago... I'm again on the edge of exploring HRT to feminize myself, not to fully be a woman, but to embody my soul in a somewhat fitting vessel. I'm very curious about your experience, as you seem to be someone who suffers from the same condition (not fully transfemme, but not cis either. I personally call it Enby/Genderfluidity) but is a few steps ahead in the journey, so feel invited to share your experience and advice is welcomed
>>44219935>How is it, like, what exactly the corporeal sensation you experience of it? are they unaesthetic or there are other elements involved into the disphoriaBeing incredibly aware and conscious of how it feels, unable to distract myself from how terribly wrong it is. I sorta have moobs from gyno adjacent thing/being fat, so I think its wrapped up in a lot of negative emotions in general. I do like them, I just also don't lol, lmao.>I'm again on the edge of exploring HRT to feminize myself, not to fully be a woman, but to embody my soul in a somewhat fitting vessel.This is what I'm exploring. I think I may pursue a binary enough presentation at work, and then boymode/whatever the fuck everywhere else. On and off DIY E for about two years now>I'm very curious about your experienceTypical repped forever out of shame, conflicted about not feeling like a man, but enjoying some aspects of being a guy and generally being masculine. Even before feminization, I still had desire to be more masculine in appearance in some ways. Like I was pissed about the moobs, wanting a masculine contour. But I also was pissed that the moobs weren't beautiful like a cis woman's breasts. I'm sort of able to pass, but eventually my makeup or voice or something outs me. I think I'm probably not totally passing, just around liberals that humor me. I kind of get being genderfluid, I think a more apt term for me personally is bigender; man and woman.Advice wise, explore fashion and makeup. You could enhance your masc or fem features, though makeup is inherently feminizing or faggoty. Find ways to express your different genders online or otherwise, things that don't need external validation. Consider voice training, I'm trying to both achieve a passing fem voice and a seperate, different masc voice.What are your next steps in altering your presentation? I think you should consider HRT again, at least. Pros and cons, but I feel the pros outweigh the cons for those like us.
>>44218450I wish I could achieve true androgyny but it only works for whites
