part of me wishes i was a really obnoxiously fat tomboyish creature who actually liked moving my body and eating but instead im a total shut-in neet freak who acts like a prissy bitch, projectile vomits, and wants to dress jfashion. the reality of transitioning makes me a sexless vampiric doll cunt when my inner child has a fat werewolf cock, big tits, and zero social awareness. no i cant embody the wolf, it just gives me dysphoria