I wish I was a normal straight guy instead of whatever I am. I feel so embarrassed about finding men attractive especially as someone who can only see themselves as the bottom, I also hate how the thought of being manly repulses me. I do find some girls attractive but I would hate myself for not being able to be a normal bf for them and how I cant fill in the masc roles in the relationship or in sex. So here I am as a 21 yo mentally ill twink who never leaves his room and I have no idea what to do with my life, please give me some advice on how to approach relationships
>>44218748Maybe try to improve your confidence and focus on becoming better in other non-relationship related ways first. You're likely not going to get anyone if you live life asocially
>>44218748I'm almost thirty and kinda becoming a fag but the truth of never having a gf is to devastating for me so Ill just never get the sastifaction I needed from a bf sadly
I'm a female, I'm probably "straight "(or bi with a extreme preference for males) btw and I only feel attraction to a bottom/switch feminine guys, like my bf, I'm a switch, not even a dom and actually I'm more likely a bottom, soooo don't feel hopeless about girls!
>>44218748Acknowledge that your insecurities are the result of a toxic socialization by a closeted society of insecure pseudo-alpha emotional cripples.Persist and find joy out of sheer rage against the aforementioned system.
I don't know what to say to you, but I want you to know that you're not alone. I'm manly as fuck (despite being a manlet), I also feel like you, I wanted to be the straight guy, but instead I'm a disforic submissive bitch. Despite everything, we should push on.
